**June TWW**

JDMRS

@roxgibbons sorry about your BFN. hugs.

lilylover27

@roxgibbons very sorry about the BFN. @BrightenMySky FX for your betas and hopefully they call soon!

Aera11

Yayyyyyyy @SnobunnieMel keep us posted on your beta!! 

@roxgibbons I'm sorry girl  

I'm 6dpo and already trying not to SS. I had some light cramping last night and it's too early for AF.  So that had me thinking 'implantation cramping'? But I have no clue.  The next week can't go by fast enough!

edited because I can't type on a Friday 

lilylover27

@aera11 I hear you! I am 8 dpo and already SS. I am trying to last until 14/15 dpo because that should be when AF would start to test. I may cave though with all this SS, just want to last past 10dpo. Last pregnancy I got a BFN at 10 DPO and then a BFP at 13 & 14 DPO, so I am really trying to hold out!

Wishilivedinflorida

@lilylover27 That gives me some hope because I got a BFN yesterday at 10dpo. But, it was on an FRER, so I'm more apt to think I'm out. No testing for me unless AF doesn't show. Just following temps for now, which are holding steady for now. 

lilylover27

@Wishilivedinflorida I used a FRER last time as well when I got the BFN at 10dpo and a FRER again at 13&14dpo with the BFP. I was using the curved one because that is all my local drugstore had. My BFP on 13dpo was faint but definitely there and 14dpo was darker. Your not out yet!! FX!!

rainbowturtles

Yesssss! @SnobunnieMel so excited for you!!!!

@BrightenMySky fx for your betas!

@roxgibbons so sorry

@catiecatp stop trying to talk yourself out of being pregnant  lol

fivetimesnoluck

rainbowturtles said:

@catiecatp stop trying to talk yourself out of being pregnant  lol

THIS!!! hahahahahaha

catiecatp

@rainbowturtles - You're right. I mentioned to DH that it would be quite the month with a job offer and a BFP and he said "I kinda figured it would happen that way"...

ETA: I do really want to be pregnant, I'm just scared, I promise

brooklyngirl18

congrats at @SnobunnieMel!! 

i tested this morning and got a BFN at 10 DPO. not sure if it's too early or I'm out. I'll keep testing, my previous 2 BFP came after my period was late so who knows. 

fivetimesnoluck

@catiecatp In all seriousness, I definitely understand. I am terrified of being pregnant again. If I weren't doing beta testing, I am not sure if I would test until I was very late.

HLD3194

@snobunniemelCONGRATS to you! Please keep us posted on your progress I wish you the best next 9 months possible

JDMRS

Glad I know I am not the only one afraid of being pregnant again. @fivetimesnoluck and @catiecatp I am worried I won't be able let myself love the baby until it is actually born. 

dubcompanion

@catiecatpI'm also anxious about being pregnant again, though it's my #1 goal in life. I just want to have LO's so much that I'm intent on battling through all this so my DH and I can be the parents we're meant to be. At this point, I'm willing to hear the insensitive "Wow, you're big" comments and the needless advice about potty training when I have a toddler. I feel like I'll take that all in stride. And if I'm saying that too early in life, by all means, universe, bring it!! Just means it'll happen for us eventually. FX for all of you testing/waiting to test. I'm cheering from WTO!

Spartanrd4

@catiecatp I agree with you and the above posts about being scared to death of being pregnant- especially because being 3 months post loss I'm just finally starting to feel normal physically and like my old self again emotionally. But I want to be a mom more than anything so I'm willing to suck it up to make DH and I parents. (and our parents grandparents!!!)

BrightenMySky

OMG I cannot wait any longer.  Of course now my TTCAL brain is wondering if it's positive but weirdly high/low such that the nurse needs to talk to my RE to figure out how to break the news.  

roxgibbons

@BrightenMySky I don't blame you!! Can you call them? You've been such a trooper waiting it out. 

iceandsnowflakes29

@BrightenMySky call them! I'm pretty sure I drove the nurses nuts calling for my beta results but IDGAF. I was terrified they would forget to call me. 

Edit typo 

BrightenMySky

Thanks @roxgibbons and @iceandsnowflakes29.  I could call.  I think maybe I should give it a bit more time, maybe 2:30?  (I'm on the East coast.)

JDMRS

@BrightenMySky Lady, it's Friday- call them now!

iceandsnowflakes29

@JDMRS I forgot it's friday! Yes call them. You don't want to chance suspense all weekend. I would go insane. 

BrightenMySky

And....spotting.  Probably out as it's pretty pink (TMI?).  

(edited for words)

ETA just called to confirm one way or the other and have to wait for them to get to me.

BrightenMySky

Got a call.  6.2, and progesterone is low.  I am going back on Monday to make sure, but I also asked to do a sono at that point so I can see if I can start another cycle.  I guess this is a CP?

iceandsnowflakes29

@BrightenMySky I'm so very sorry  

I should add what did the nurse or dr say? 

roxgibbons

@BrightenMySky I am so sorry. Many hugs to you. I understand wanting to get the next cycle going. I feel for you. 

Wishilivedinflorida

@BrightenMySky I'm so sorry. 

fivetimesnoluck

@BrightenMySky I'm afraid that is what it sounds like to me. Did they give you any advice or more info? Or was it just the numbers? I'm sorry. Big hugs to you. 

Spartanrd4

@BrightenMySky I'm so sorry Hugs. 

JDMRS

@BrightenMySky I am so sorry. Sending you good thoughts right now. 

catiecatp

@brightenmysky - I'm so sorry - hugs and love my friend.

lilylover27

@BrightenMySky very sorry.

catiecatp

And..... now that the tests are in the house I want to POAS but I'm making myself wait until tomorrow morning. I keep thinking about them though. 

RiverSong15

@catiecatp, I've mostly been a dirty lurker lately, but wanted to let you know I'm hoping hard for you lady, and I think things sound promising. Also, congrats on the job stuff!

ETA: and congrats @SnobunnieMel!! I can't believe I missed that!

yolandamunoz

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Omg @SnobunnieMel so happy for you!!! I wish you the best healthy and happy pregnancy.
The rest of you girls just hang in there!

BrightenMySky

@catiecatp fx for you. Not sure how much I'll be around this weekend but hope you get some good news. 

Aera11

Oh gosh, I'm so sorry @BrightenMySky

@catiecatp that is some serious will power!! I can't wait for you to poas ☺️  

Aera11

@lilylover27 it's so hard not to SS! We'll be testing within a few days of each other!

brooklyngirl18

@BrightenMySky i'm so sorry, be kind to yourself this weekend

roxgibbons

@catiecatp FX!!! And you get the will power award. 

MissPrint1219

Eeeeeeek! I missed so much in a few days!!!! I'm bored to tears WTO and I have nothing O related to talk about, so I admit I never moved over to that thread. Ooops! I'm loving lurking here, though! Congrats @SnobunnieMel!!!! I have a MTHFR mutation so I understand the fear, but a good friend of mine lost her first pregnancy due to a double mutation, and once she was treated, she went on to have two beautiful babies. You've got this :-)