TTC After a Loss

**June TWW**

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Re: **June TWW**

  • Congrats @catiecatp

    @SnobunnieMel I think that it a great idea. I will definitely join if I get a BFP at some point!

    I am just moving on over here. FF hasn't marked my O yet, but temps have been up for 2 days. I Oed a little later than normal so didn't have great timing this month, but I guess we shall see what happens. Hoping for lots more BFPs this month!
    Me: 32 DH: 36
    Married 5/08
    BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
    BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
    Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
    TTCAL 3/16
    BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
    DS #2 born 12/11/17



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  • 11 dpo here. Beta tomorrow. Not hopeful. Not sure why, just don't feel as though it's likely. I'll POAS in the morning while DH and I are both at home. Good luck to you, @lilylover27 and @JDMRS

    Me: 40, DH: 35 / Married: 2009; TTC #1: 2013

    2013 - 2015: 5 pregnancies —> 5 miscarriages

    TTCAL with RE (RPL specialist): February 2016

    2016: 3 medicated TI cycles —> 3 medicated IUI cycles: All BFN

    Donor Egg IVF Transfer: May 1, 2017

    May 11, 2017: BFP!! Beta #1: 449.1, Beta #2: 844, Beta #3: 1714

    EDD: 1/17/18, it's a GIRL!  <3 E. L. A. born 12/7/2017








  • 2 dpo according to fertility friend! I'm taking the wait okay right now but, I usually burst into flames around 7dpo  ;)
  • @fivetimesnoluck I'm sending good vibes your way! 
  • Lots of positive thoughts for you @fivetimesnoluck
    Me: 32 DH: 36
    Married 5/08
    BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
    BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
    Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
    TTCAL 3/16
    BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
    DS #2 born 12/11/17



  • Aera11Aera11 member
    @JDMRS I'll be poas then as well! I'm 8dpo and starting to get anxious! Looks like there will be another group of us testing within the next week 
  • @jdmrs I'll have my FX for you next week!

    @fivetimesnoluck FX for a good beta tomorrow!

    @Aera11 when are you planning to test? We seem to only be two days apart DPO. Of course my testing plans will change is temp dips or AF shows
    Married: June 2011
    TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
    BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
    TTCAL: June 2016
    BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
    Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
      Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Thanks ladies - I will be lurking here for a bit at the very least - I already miss the vibe in this group. I like all y'all better than the BMB. They complain when people post symptoms in a separate thread even when the symptom thread isn't on the front page because there are so many active threads. Next time I see one I'm just going to start chatting and commenting. 

    Quick question - I've got a count down in my signature now but if it bothers anyone I'll remove it while I lurk and sometimes comment. 
    ---TW BFP and MC mentioned - scroll down past the Lilo and Stitch gif to avoid ---




    Me: 33 & DH: 33
    Married: 07/2006
    TTC: 10/2015
    BFP #1: 11/2015, MC 12/2015 (7 weeks)
    BFP #2: 06/2016, EDD 2/15/2017



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  • Aera11Aera11 member
    @lilylover27 I don't know! I usually don't get my period on my own so the lack of AF won't be a sign.  I kind of want to wait to 14-15dpo but the bsc/SS is making me want to test early!!  I've never tested early...what's the earliest most of y'all test at?  My temp is climbing, I'm so tired and now my boobs are sore...I can't tell if it's in my head or real!  I'm only cautiously optimistic because I know I had 3-4 mature follicles and received a trigger. We BD -1, O, +1 so I don't know. Trying not to think about it but that's clearly not going so well.

    @catiecatp your ticker doesn't bother me :). I was in a bmb last time and generally didn't enjoy the women there. 
  • @catiecatp I think Bump etiquette says if you are posting with a sig after a BFP on TTGP is to start your post with a TW lurker warning. It doesn't bother me personally, but that's just what common practice is.

    Congratulations!! I will say with my last pregnancy after my 1st loss I liked my BMB, they were almost all good people, but it was frustrating when reading about people being anxious to get their NIPT results to find out the sex of the baby and not to find out their baby was okay. After the my first failed NIPT I was just praying my baby was ok and then she wasn't.
  • @catiecatp  I hated my BMB. There was constant threads about showers and baby gear and the OP would be like 7 weeks along tops and I just sat there riddled with fear and no where near the frame of mind to discuss strollers  :o

    I can't even see siggys  and tickers on mobile :)
  • @Aera11 I am with you on the SS!! Last pregnancy I test at 10dpo and BFN test 12 & 13dpo BFP! that's why I am trying to hold out too! Also I can't tell is my "symptoms" are real or allergy or work out related!
    Married: June 2011
    TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
    BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
    TTCAL: June 2016
    BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
    Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
      Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • --TW-- BFP stuff in signature

    @chloe97 - thanks for the etiquette note. I'll put a warning at the top - is the one that I did for this post acceptable or is the goal something different? 

    The BMB is ok - but I suppose part of it is that they just aren't you guys. It looks like there are a lot of people who have suffered at least one loss. We'll see if I can get used to them - if not I'll save a bunch of time by not checking boards daily...
    ---TW BFP and MC mentioned - scroll down past the Lilo and Stitch gif to avoid ---




    Me: 33 & DH: 33
    Married: 07/2006
    TTC: 10/2015
    BFP #1: 11/2015, MC 12/2015 (7 weeks)
    BFP #2: 06/2016, EDD 2/15/2017



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  • Aera11Aera11 member
    I'm going to try to hold off til Friday @lilylover27 because that'll be 13dpo and I see my RE for a cd28 check up. If I get a positive that morning, I can have her take a beta.  My last pregnancy I waited until week 5 before I even called my RE just because I felt like if it were going to be a chemical, there wouldn't be anything they could do.  Now, I'm ready to just do this! I've never been 'optimistic' during my tww, so it's unnerving!
  • Congrats @catiecatp and @SnobunnieMel So very excited for both of you! 
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    Me: 26 DH: 28  
    TTC #1 since 06/2014
    BFP #1 09/23/15. MMC discovered 11/24/2015
    BFP #2 08/24/16 EDD 05/08/17


  • Congrats @SnobunnieMel and @catiecatp!
    Me: 31 DH: 32
    Married April 2014
    TTC since December 2015
    1st BFP: February 8, 2016; MMC at 7 weeks, 3 days; Discovered at 10 weeks; D&C March 25
    2nd BFP: June 20, 2016; CP June 22, 2016
    3rd BFP: August 13, 2016!!  Fingers crossed!!

  • Annnnd, I'm out. Stark white BFN on a CB hpt 12dpo. Still going for beta but I've already cried it out since I woke up and tested at 4 am. 

    Not sure our next steps right this minute. May take a month off stims. I know 3 mos isn't a long time TTC in the big picture, but of course I am frustrated - it never took more than 2 tries before. Definitely disappointed. 

    Me: 40, DH: 35 / Married: 2009; TTC #1: 2013

    2013 - 2015: 5 pregnancies —> 5 miscarriages

    TTCAL with RE (RPL specialist): February 2016

    2016: 3 medicated TI cycles —> 3 medicated IUI cycles: All BFN

    Donor Egg IVF Transfer: May 1, 2017

    May 11, 2017: BFP!! Beta #1: 449.1, Beta #2: 844, Beta #3: 1714

    EDD: 1/17/18, it's a GIRL!  <3 E. L. A. born 12/7/2017








  • @fivetimesnoluck I'm so very sorry :(  be kind to yourself today. ((Hugs)) 
  • @fivetimesnoluck So sorry, this whole process is so overwhelming. 

  • @fivetimesnoluck so sorry for the bfn. It totally sucks and is always such a disappointment. 
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  • @catiecatp and @SnobunnieMel Congratulations guys!  :)

    Sorry @fivetimesnoluck  I hope you can take some time for yourself today!

    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
    MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)

    RE #3: More testing 2023. 
    Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
    Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
    Lupron Depo March 2024.  Benched 3 months.

    FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)

    Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.

    FET #2: September 2024 (failed)

    FET #3: December 2024 (failed)

    #BitterHagPartyOf1

  • Ah it figures the week I'm in the depths of prairie hell good things are happening in the world

    @catiecatp @SnobunnieMel Yahoo! 

    @fivetimesnoluck I came back this morning figuring it was about time for your betas. I'm so, so sorry. It all sucks. Take care and if there's anything I can do, I will do it.
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • @fivetimesnoluck sorry about the BFN. This process has to be the most frustrating process ever. Sending internet hugs! 
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    Me: 26 DH: 28  
    TTC #1 since 06/2014
    BFP #1 09/23/15. MMC discovered 11/24/2015
    BFP #2 08/24/16 EDD 05/08/17


  • @fivetimesnoluck I am very sorry about the BFN :( sending you my thoughts. Please do whatever you need to do to make this time easier.
    Married: June 2011
    TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
    BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
    TTCAL: June 2016
    BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
    Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
      Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • 5 DPO with breasts that feel like I've been beaten up. That should help me stay zen. I ordered OPKs, cheapies and paid for a year subscription to FF, so apparently I'm in this for the long haul. 

    I have to get an internal ultrasound and have a follow up with the doctor about my fibroids, but I'm thinking I'll wait it out until I know what's up this cycle. Very well could have missed the FW this cycle, so maybe I should just go. Ugh, I'm terrified of going to the ultrasound clinic alone, as last time it wasn't such a good time. 
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • JDMRSJDMRS member
    @fivetimesnoluck I'm sorry about the BFN. Hope the cry helped. 
  • @fivetimesnoluck i'm so sorry for your bfn. hugs

    AF arrived today so I'm heading back over to WTO womp womp. just to add to the BMB discussion, i LOVED my board from my first pregnancy in November 2014. The bump imploded right after DS was born and everyone moved over to facebook and the group kept getting smaller and smaller. I still talk to those girls daily and consider some of them my best friends. That being said, I didn't like the board at all for my recent pregnancy. BMBs changed a lot in the past few years and it's a shame. 
    TW*** Child and loss mentioned
    Married 10/12
    DS 11/14
    Ectopic 2/16
    PCOS/Ovulation Dysfunction 11/16
    IUI x 3- BFN
    Laparoscopy 3/17 Endo and tubal damage
    IVF- 4/17- 40 eggs retrieved, 10 blasts, 7 pgs tested embryos
    FET- 6/17- BFP!
    Due Feb 15, 2017
  • JDMRSJDMRS member
    @brooklyngirl18 sorry about AF

    i was at the doctor today because I can't shake my cough (2 weeks!) and the doctor offered me a beta. AND I SAID NO! Why did I say no?!?! What is wrong with me? Sunday can't get here soon enough!
  • dubcompaniondubcompanion member
    edited June 2016
    Lurking from WTO: Hoo boy!! I'm glad to have had a vacation to get away (even though it was for a memorial service) but I've really missed out on a lot.

    @catiecatp Congratulations!!! I know it's weird to state how unbelievably happy I am for you since I don't know you IRL but I truly am psyched for your BFP! I'm excited to follow your 9 month journey for your rainbow!

    @fivetimesnoluck So sorry for the BFN. 2, 3, 5 months of TTC... it doesn't get any easier. The disappointment starts to build as early as 1 month out.
  • Sorry to hear about the negative @fivetimesnoluck
    Me: 32 DH: 36
    Married 5/08
    BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
    BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
    Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
    TTCAL 3/16
    BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
    DS #2 born 12/11/17



  • I'm so sorry @fivetimesnoluck I know how hard it is to see a BFN. Hugs and best wishes for next month.

    Married 06.21.14 / TTC since 11.15 /
    BFP 01.03.2016 / MMC 6w5d D&C 02.2016 // BFP 05.06.16 / natural MC 05.12.16
    Benched 06.2016-08.2016 / TTC again 09.2016! On a diet. Cranky.
    BFP 10.02.2016 / NT scan at 12w looked normal / Anatomy scan at 20w everything ok
    Team blue! / EDD June 11th 2017
    DAVID ROGER was born on May 23rd at 37 weeks.

    Architect, Peruvian living in Chile. I love art, opera and good chocolate.
    Started PhD studies in Architecture on 2017.
    Fur mom of a rescued miniature poodle called Luke Skywalker.


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  • About me:
    /loss mentioned/
    TTC#1 July 2014
    dx: MFI (morphology)
    IUI #1 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Sept. 2015 ~ BFN
    IUI #2 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Halloween 2015 ~ BFN
    IUI #3 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Thanksgiving 2015 ~ BFP!!
    hb 146 bpm at 7w5d
    1/28/16 ~ began to say goodbye to our beautiful baby at 11w 
    d&c, followed by cytotec
    TTCAL April 2016
    IUI #4 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Apr. 2016 ~ BFN
    IUI #5 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ CP
    IUI#6 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ BFN
  • @fivetimesnoluck I'm so sorry. Hugs to you.
     ****TW: Pregnancy, loss and children mentioned****
    Me (39) DH (40) 
    From my first marriage DD: 03/04 CP:01/06 DS:12/06 
    DH- no kids
    ******************
    TTC: since 2/15, RE Consult 9/15
    IUI #1 10/15: Letrozole = BFN 
    IUI #2 11/15: Letrozole + trigger = BFN
    1/08/16: Surprise- BFP!!  2/16/16: MMC @10w 2days,  D&C: 2/17/16
    TTCAL: May 2016
    IUI #3 5/27/16: Letrozole+trigger=BFN
    IUI #4 06/24/16: 7.5mg Letrozole+trigger= BFN
    IUI#5 08/24/16 Menopur+trigger = BFN
    IUI #6 09/19/16 5 mg Letrozole +Menopur + Trigger= BFN
    **10/2016: No more medicated cycles, TTCAL on our own**
    12/03/16: BFP!! EDD: 08/12/17 It's a girl!! 
    Eleni was born on 8/14/17!!
  • @JDMRS Strong will power turning down a beta!!

    Is it sad that I know offhand that a beta costs me about $6....about the price of a digi....and that I know that because I've had so many medical bills? Ugh! (Point being a beta may be more cost effective than POAS in some cases).
  • JDMRSJDMRS member
    @Wishilivedinflorida Well all last night and this morning I have been having some insane cramping. AF isn't due until Sunday now according to my chart, so I think it's a bit too early for it to be PMS cramps. Maybe. just maybe. not getting my hopes up yet.

  • @JDMRS FX!!
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • lilylover27lilylover27 member
    edited June 2016
    @jdmrs fingers crossed that is a good sign!

    Another small temp dip this morning but still above CL. I am 12dpo and CD26, not sure about testing plans tomorrow, guess it will depend on if I have another temp dip. According to FF AF is supposed to be on Thursday/Friday. Having some slight cramping, bloating, fatigue and lower back pain but as well all know that can be KU or AF so just trying to hang in there. Not feeling very hopeful though.
    Married: June 2011
    TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
    BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
    TTCAL: June 2016
    BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
    Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
      Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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