@LeFemmeViolette Where are you getting decaf iced coffee's? We only have like burger king or McDonald's to stop at here. We do have 1 coffee shop that I could get a decaf from but then it would be like $4 and then I would also need a breakfast crape so like a $9 bill lol I have decaf brewing here at work right now so I can get my fix. I usually put it in the fridge so later I can have an iced coffee again lol. You're only at 5dp so don't get your hopes up. I'm dying for Monday to be a good day for us all.
Me: 33 DH: 39 Me: Endo, PCOS, DH: low life span and mobility Married and TTC since 12/2008 3 IUI's in 2012 IVF #1 BFN 08/2012 IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013 ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363 US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
@thucks if at starbucks, I get a decaf iced americano. If at Dunkin, they have regular decaf iced coffee.
Me: 32, Hubs: 36 Married: September 2013 TTC since April 2014, Dx: MFI DH started Clomid Oct 2015 April-June 2016- 3 IUIs: All BFN July 2016- IVF #1: 16 eggs ->1 PGS-normal embryo Sept 2016- single FET #1: BFN Nov 2016- IVF #2 16 eggs -> 3 PGS-normal embryos Jan 2017- single FET #2: BFN Feb 2017- endometrial scratch March 2017- FET #3 (double transfer): BFP! Beta #1: 386 (9dp5dt), Beta #2: 1,960 (12dp5dt) Pregnant with: TripletsTwins Singleton It's a GIRL! EDD: November 16, 2017 Dx w/ preeclampsia: Updated delivery date: 10/4/17 Hazel Summerlyn Find me on the IG
I miss my regular coffee so much you guys!!! I've been getting decaf since transfer and it totally isn't the same. I think if I find out I'm pregnant I'll start getting half caf though.
Is anyone else here in the same boat as me and never been pregnant before? No other kids, never had a CP, nothin. I'm feeling like it isn't even possible for my clinic to actually tell me I'm pregnant on Monday, because, well, it hasn't ever happened before. I guess I'm having a hopeless morning
Oh and also, a friend of mine who announced her engagement 2 weeks ago, announced her pregnancy this morning. She probably blinked and became pregnant. Good times. I'm not feeling very happy for her, as awful as that sounds.
***BFP & Child Warning***
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014 IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17 FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
@wifeinraleigh28 no judgement! I'm pretty sure a friend of mine is pregnant but hasn't fessed up yet to me. I feel like a horrible person but it's made me bitter toward her because she used to whine she couldn't get pregnant after 3 months and then bam, of course pregnant.
Me 36 DH 34 - Married May 2010 DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation TTC since December 2014 Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good 2 snow babies
I tested again this morning and it was a stark white negative. I'm pretty sure my mind wanted me to see something on the other ones. So preparing myself for bad news tomorrow.
@wifeinraleigh28 don't give up hope! I'm feeling down this morning as well and keep thinking there is no way this worked and feel like I could burst into tears at any moment. I had two CPs with IUI #2 and #3 so I know it CAN happen but then with my first FET, just plain old negative. At this point I'm terrified that it's going to be another negative or another CP. I'm also really scared/nervous that everyone else on the 26th will have positive betas and mine will be the only negative.
Thankfully I've never been a coffee drinker so not being able to have any hasn't really impacted me. Sometimes I am jealous of those of you that drink it but I just can't stand the taste (or smell)!
@worldtravler0522 I feel like I have pregnancy ESP, I usually know someone is going to announce before they do - either on facebook, in person, or even on the news. My DH thinks I'm crazy but one of our local newscasters just announced she was preggers (just got married over the summer) and I've been telling him for about 2 weeks that I swore she was knocked up when we had that station on. Still doesn't make it any easier though to digest news of hearing anyone is pregnant and makes me a little bit bitter that these ppl get to "hide" this great news until they decide to make the announcement. Hopefully one day that will be all of us.
@wifeinraleigh28 I hope I don't offend or bother you if I mention my previous pregnancy. (I try not to if possible) Some times for me its a realization that this can work for people cause it has before but sometimes I get frustrated with myself that it's not happening again. It took 3 iui's and 2 IVF rounds to get what I have. Keep your head up it can be done. Also no judgement here. I still feel the same way about others who get knocked up so easy. It's hard and unless they are going through IVF no matter what they say they don't understand the struggle. @mtpbadger Don't think about being the only negative on Monday I'm pretty sure I'll be one.
Me: 33 DH: 39 Me: Endo, PCOS, DH: low life span and mobility Married and TTC since 12/2008 3 IUI's in 2012 IVF #1 BFN 08/2012 IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013 ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363 US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
@APM_SLP and @mjacks16 I'm hoping you both will be pleasantly surprised when you hear your beta numbers tomorrow. I've seen it happen on these boards before (negative HPTs morning of beta and then it comes back positive). Holding out hope for both of you!
@mtpbadger and @thucks You are not alone in thinking you'll be the only negative on Monday, because I am scared of that too. I hope we all get positives, what a wonderful day that would be. But even if I am negative I will still hope that everyone else gets a positive. The only thing worse than getting a negative would be if all of us got negatives.
@thucks It doesn't bother me one bit when you mention your previous pregnancy. I just sometimes feel like I'm the only one here who has never had a positive pregnancy test of any kind. But I guess everyone has been in my boat at some point.
***BFP & Child Warning***
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014 IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17 FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
@mjacks16 we are definitely in this together. I have been researching (of course lol) why PGS tested embryos don't always work. Lot's of different theories from immune system to mitochondrial make up of the cells.... I'm going to have a lot of questions for my RE tomorrow, pending it goes how I'm preparing for it to go.
Me: 35 DH: 36 Me: 1, possibly 2, blocked tubes DH: severe MFI Married and TTC since 2/15 Started stims 7/21/16, ER 8/2 --> 17 eggs, 5 blasts after PGS testing. Fresh transfer 8/8/16: Chemical Pregnancy FET #1 9/13: PGS tested 5AA, BFN Endometrial biopsy 10/18/16: normal result ERA test 10/18/16: "receptive" result FET #2 1/3/17: natural cycle, BFP!!! TWINS!! EDD: 9/21 (8/31 with twin adjustment)
Just a laugh for the day. My daughter carries around a boy cabbage patch doll (I'm obsessed so those are really the only dolls they have) My husband named it Lucas. That name has really kinda stuck. Him and his best friend decided the other night that we will have a boy and name him Lucas. He doesn't want to tell anyone. For the birth and name announcement he wants to take a pic at the hospital with the girls dressed as ewalks and his friend and kids dressed as storm troopers and him have a darth vader mask on with his scrubs and the caption can say "Luke I am your Father". So if you see a starwars theme announcement go viral that's my husband.
Me: 33 DH: 39 Me: Endo, PCOS, DH: low life span and mobility Married and TTC since 12/2008 3 IUI's in 2012 IVF #1 BFN 08/2012 IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013 ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363 US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
@APM_SLP I was listening to the "Beat Infertility" podcast and they were talking about PGS testing. I want to say that it was mentioned that PGS testing doesn't necessarily increase the chance of a pregnancy, but it does significantly reduce the chance of a miscarriage occurring if the embryo implants. Not sure if that helps or not - I'll try and see if I can find the podcast episode if you want. My FX are still crossed for you that you get positive news though!
Transfer went well! We transferred one little emby and got to watch the entire process which to me is incredibly cool and amazing. Got a picture of them to take home too which I also like. I'll post a picture later but right now I'm laying in bed like a lazy bum. Thanks for the well wishes!
Me 36 DH 34 - Married May 2010 DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation TTC since December 2014 Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good 2 snow babies
@worldtravler0522 glad the transfer went well! It is so cool watching the whole thing, isn't it? Get some good relaxing in the rest of the day, you're officially PUPO!
It's so weird mine look so different from everyone else's. Can someone explain to me why lol I'm thinking for pgs testing? I know we did assisted hatching.
*****Trigger Warning, Loss and Pregnancy Mentioned*****
Married my best friend in 2013 (I was 33), After 1.5yrs of TTC got my first BFP naturally on 2/7/15 but ended in DNC on 4/14/15, not viable. In 2015 I was 35...Found out I had only one working ovary, which was DOR, with scar tissue and I ovulated at 7 days, with a small cervix opening and a tilted uterus... Needing an RE was a must.....IUI#1 Sept 2015,,, BFN IUI#2 Oct 2015,,,BFN IUI#3 Dec 2015,,BFN IVF#1 2/1/16- BFN IVF# on 3/29/16 retrieval only - 1 healthy chromosome tested embryo. IVF#3 retrieval 4/23/16- 0 healthy embryos. IVF#4 retrieval 6/17/16- 1 healthy embryo. FET#1-Transferred Both Healthy Embryos on 9/6/16 BFP!! 9/15/16 Beta 22.3, 9/17/16 Beta 60.5 & 9/19/16 Beta 195! 1st US on 9/23/16, only 1 Gast Sac & Yolk Sac found, US 9/30/16 US 6wk 1day saw and heard Heartbeat 120bpm!! EDD 5/25/2017 Had a healthy baby girl via CSection on 5/18/17 8lbs 15oz. Then four months later got pregnant naturally and had a healthy baby boy on 6/13/18 7lbs 6oz (at age 38). Needless to say, anything is possible! I'm keeping my signature open so it gives someone out there hope that anything is possible. Message me if you ever have any questions or just need someone to talk to. DON'T GIVE UP!
@LSatturo126 Love your photos too! Mine is back on page 15 if you want to compare but I think these embies just look different at different stages of expanding/hatching! We also did assisted hatching. I don't think the difference comes from PGS testing though, seeing how mine is also PGS tested but looks a bit different!
***BFP & Child Warning***
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014 IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17 FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
@worltravler0522 I’m so happy we are finally in the TWW! I thought it was really cool to watch too Love, Love that little emmie!
@C-k That’s great news! I tested at my last FET and got bfp 5dp5dfet, so it def can happen! congrats!
Also, for those getting bfn..don’t give up yet- blood tests are more accurate and many ladies on these boards didn’t see positives until their beta.
@wifeinraleigh28 Sometimes it’s just hard to feel positive for ourselves when there have been many disappointments. I am rooting for you and have a very good feeling things will work out for you!
Thanks so much for all the good lucks! I was feeling nervous and it was a great feeling knowing so many people were thinking about me!
We transferred one emmie today and the transfer went very smoothly. DH was able to look at the embryo under the microscope right before the transfer. That was neat . My beta will be Saturday Oct 1.
Me: 26 DH: 29 Married Dec 2012 TTC since Jan 2013, interruptions by DH deployments
Diagnosis: unexplained April 2015, Clomid + gonal f, natural, BFN Oct 8 2015, Clomid + brevelle, too many follis (10!)- cancelled Nov 18 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #1 on 12/11, BFN Dec 24 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #2 on 1/15, BFN Jan 29 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, IUI #3 on 2/11, BFN March 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, BD at home this time,BFN IVF: Stim's start 4/23, ER May 4th, 8 embabies frozen FET #1 5/31/16, transferred 1 embryo- BFP: Beta 6/8/16 111, Beta 6/14/16 1800....m/c, d&c 7/15/16 FET #2 9/21/16, transferred 1 embryo......BFP!!: Beta 10/1/16 493, Beta 10/3/16 1155 SINGLETON- EDD June 9th, 2016
Here's my little one :-). My RE explained that in this picture the embryo looks collapsed because it was just thawed. By the time it was driven to my facility it had already re-expanded and looked more like a soccer ball. So- the time/stage at which the photo was taken probably makes a big difference of how the emmies look.
@tusername glad to hear the transfer went well! That's so cool that your DH got to look at the embie under the microscope! Welcome to the TWW!
Anyone else feeling extra thirsty lately? The past few days I can't seem to get enough water during the day (I've been drinking about 70-80oz the past 2-3 days and am still thirsty!)
I've been kinda of having a negative day today. Suddenly I just don't feel like this FET worked. Maybe because I've never ever gotten a BFP... it just seems like such a magicaly impossible thing. And the fact that we just wound up with only one good embryo after all the preparation we did is scary.
If this FET doesn't work I'll be switching over to my insurance from DH's so we can start another cycle. But that of course depends on when open enrollment is, so I'll have to wait until that time... which I'm sure will drive me insane.
I'm also scared that when we do another cycle we end up with NONE.
Ugh. Damn you, IF...
Me: 32, Hubs: 36 Married: September 2013 TTC since April 2014, Dx: MFI DH started Clomid Oct 2015 April-June 2016- 3 IUIs: All BFN July 2016- IVF #1: 16 eggs ->1 PGS-normal embryo Sept 2016- single FET #1: BFN Nov 2016- IVF #2 16 eggs -> 3 PGS-normal embryos Jan 2017- single FET #2: BFN Feb 2017- endometrial scratch March 2017- FET #3 (double transfer): BFP! Beta #1: 386 (9dp5dt), Beta #2: 1,960 (12dp5dt) Pregnant with: TripletsTwins Singleton It's a GIRL! EDD: November 16, 2017 Dx w/ preeclampsia: Updated delivery date: 10/4/17 Hazel Summerlyn Find me on the IG
Wow 40 messages! Congrats to todays transfers! Hope you all have very sticky Embies!
For those of you testing, worried about the tests, etc. I keep remembering the nurse who took my blood saying "the truth is in the serum". I just hate to think of any of you worrying over the lines. I wish only the very best for you all!
@wifeinraleigh28 I think everyone probably feels alone sometimes in this. I know I think I am the only "old" person. And I wish I hadn't read that getting pregnant once 8 years ago actually means squat for me now. I always thought that gave me some kind of edge, but nope. I really am so happy this board is here, because when I really feel alone in this I come here and feel much better!
Happy days to everyone wherever you are in our cycle this month!
I agree this does seem to be a rough day. I hope we can all get a good night of sleep. Fx no nightmares for me. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I had a small inkling today to POAS tomorrow 6dp5dt but... I dought that will happen. It's exciting that you all have the emby pics all I got was the ultrasound pic.
Me: 33 DH: 39 Me: Endo, PCOS, DH: low life span and mobility Married and TTC since 12/2008 3 IUI's in 2012 IVF #1 BFN 08/2012 IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013 ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363 US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
Thinking of you today @mjacks16 and @APM_SLP!!! And also thinking of @FatPony, you get your second beta results today, right? FX for you all to get happy phone calls later.
I got a really good night's sleep last night and I'm feeling a little better today. I'm still feeling doubtful that this FET is a success, but DH and I had a good talk this morning about what our next steps will be if it didn't work. That has brought me a little bit of peace, but still, if this doesn't work I worry about how much I can actually take and how long we will be able to do this for. Those of you on your 2nd or 3rd cycles are so incredibly strong!
As hard as it is to keep going and to keep doing more cycles, giving up would be even harder.
***BFP & Child Warning***
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014 IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17 FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
*****Trigger Warning, Loss and Pregnancy Mentioned*****
Married my best friend in 2013 (I was 33), After 1.5yrs of TTC got my first BFP naturally on 2/7/15 but ended in DNC on 4/14/15, not viable. In 2015 I was 35...Found out I had only one working ovary, which was DOR, with scar tissue and I ovulated at 7 days, with a small cervix opening and a tilted uterus... Needing an RE was a must.....IUI#1 Sept 2015,,, BFN IUI#2 Oct 2015,,,BFN IUI#3 Dec 2015,,BFN IVF#1 2/1/16- BFN IVF# on 3/29/16 retrieval only - 1 healthy chromosome tested embryo. IVF#3 retrieval 4/23/16- 0 healthy embryos. IVF#4 retrieval 6/17/16- 1 healthy embryo. FET#1-Transferred Both Healthy Embryos on 9/6/16 BFP!! 9/15/16 Beta 22.3, 9/17/16 Beta 60.5 & 9/19/16 Beta 195! 1st US on 9/23/16, only 1 Gast Sac & Yolk Sac found, US 9/30/16 US 6wk 1day saw and heard Heartbeat 120bpm!! EDD 5/25/2017 Had a healthy baby girl via CSection on 5/18/17 8lbs 15oz. Then four months later got pregnant naturally and had a healthy baby boy on 6/13/18 7lbs 6oz (at age 38). Needless to say, anything is possible! I'm keeping my signature open so it gives someone out there hope that anything is possible. Message me if you ever have any questions or just need someone to talk to. DON'T GIVE UP!
Blood is at the clinic, now we wait. I did not test again this morning, so we will see. I'm not holding out too much hope for a positive. I should know this afternoon.
@wifeinraleigh28 I'm feeling the same way, thinking that this cycle is a bust. Hopefully we are both pleasantly surprised on Monday! Only 4 more sleeps until beta day!
Beta is all done. I didn't test this morning either- I ran out of tests and decided it wasn't worth it to get more just for beta day. I'm in California and my clinic doesn't call until "sometime after 2pm," so it will be a long day! Thanks for all the well wishes!
Me: 35 DH: 36 Me: 1, possibly 2, blocked tubes DH: severe MFI Married and TTC since 2/15 Started stims 7/21/16, ER 8/2 --> 17 eggs, 5 blasts after PGS testing. Fresh transfer 8/8/16: Chemical Pregnancy FET #1 9/13: PGS tested 5AA, BFN Endometrial biopsy 10/18/16: normal result ERA test 10/18/16: "receptive" result FET #2 1/3/17: natural cycle, BFP!!! TWINS!! EDD: 9/21 (8/31 with twin adjustment)
@APM_SLP and @mjacks16 hopefully you both can stay distracted this morning/afternoon while you wait for the calls. I still am holding out hope for the two of you and will be putting as much positive energy towards the both of you today as I can muster!
@APM_SLP and @mjacks16 I hope your wait isn't to bad today and you can stay distracted. @FatPony FX for you today.
AFM I'm just hanging in there waiting for Monday. My stomach is really bloated today and I feel like I could pump breast milk today they hurt so bad. Probably the Prometrium. No nightmares last night though made me happy. Instead I dreamed of the new movie Trolls, my family were trolls it was very vivid and fun lol.
Me: 33 DH: 39 Me: Endo, PCOS, DH: low life span and mobility Married and TTC since 12/2008 3 IUI's in 2012 IVF #1 BFN 08/2012 IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013 ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363 US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
Yep, it was confirmed - negative. Scheduled a phone consult with my RE for next week to discuss steps as we are out of frozen embabies. I'd image we take a few months off and work on my egg quality before the next round. My highest quality was only rated BB, so I'm thinking that is part of the problem. After my mc last time, my RE suggested I don't even do PGS testing if we had to do another round.
Hoping some better news will come to this thread soon!!
Re: September FET Buddies!
You're only at 5dp so don't get your hopes up. I'm dying for Monday to be a good day for us all.
Me: Endo, PCOS,
DH: low life span and mobility
Married and TTC since 12/2008
3 IUI's in 2012
IVF #1 BFN 08/2012
IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013
ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's
FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP
FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP
FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN
FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363
US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
Married: September 2013
TTC since April 2014, Dx: MFI
DH started Clomid Oct 2015
April-June 2016- 3 IUIs: All BFN
July 2016- IVF #1: 16 eggs ->1 PGS-normal embryo
Sept 2016- single FET #1: BFN
Nov 2016- IVF #2 16 eggs -> 3 PGS-normal embryos
Jan 2017- single FET #2: BFN
Feb 2017- endometrial scratch
March 2017- FET #3 (double transfer): BFP!
Beta #1: 386 (9dp5dt), Beta #2: 1,960 (12dp5dt)
Pregnant with: Triplets Twins Singleton
It's a GIRL!
EDD: November 16, 2017
Dx w/ preeclampsia: Updated delivery date: 10/4/17
Find me on the IG
Is anyone else here in the same boat as me and never been pregnant before? No other kids, never had a CP, nothin. I'm feeling like it isn't even possible for my clinic to actually tell me I'm pregnant on Monday, because, well, it hasn't ever happened before. I guess I'm having a hopeless morning
Oh and also, a friend of mine who announced her engagement 2 weeks ago, announced her pregnancy this morning. She probably blinked and became pregnant. Good times. I'm not feeling very happy for her, as awful as that sounds.
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014
IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs
IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos
FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17
FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN
FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
TTC since December 2014
Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy
FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks
FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks
FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks
FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days
FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days
Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good
2 snow babies
I tested again this morning and it was a stark white negative. I'm pretty sure my mind wanted me to see something on the other ones. So preparing myself for bad news tomorrow.
@wifeinraleigh28 don't give up hope! I'm feeling down this morning as well and keep thinking there is no way this worked and feel like I could burst into tears at any moment. I had two CPs with IUI #2 and #3 so I know it CAN happen but then with my first FET, just plain old negative. At this point I'm terrified that it's going to be another negative or another CP. I'm also really scared/nervous that everyone else on the 26th will have positive betas and mine will be the only negative.
Thankfully I've never been a coffee drinker so not being able to have any hasn't really impacted me. Sometimes I am jealous of those of you that drink it but I just can't stand the taste (or smell)!
@worldtravler0522 I feel like I have pregnancy ESP, I usually know someone is going to announce before they do - either on facebook, in person, or even on the news. My DH thinks I'm crazy but one of our local newscasters just announced she was preggers (just got married over the summer) and I've been telling him for about 2 weeks that I swore she was knocked up when we had that station on. Still doesn't make it any easier though to digest news of hearing anyone is pregnant and makes me a little bit bitter that these ppl get to "hide" this great news until they decide to make the announcement. Hopefully one day that will be all of us.
Also no judgement here. I still feel the same way about others who get knocked up so easy. It's hard and unless they are going through IVF no matter what they say they don't understand the struggle.
@mtpbadger Don't think about being the only negative on Monday I'm pretty sure I'll be one.
Me: Endo, PCOS,
DH: low life span and mobility
Married and TTC since 12/2008
3 IUI's in 2012
IVF #1 BFN 08/2012
IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013
ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's
FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP
FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP
FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN
FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363
US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
@mtpbadger and @thucks You are not alone in thinking you'll be the only negative on Monday, because I am scared of that too. I hope we all get positives, what a wonderful day that would be. But even if I am negative I will still hope that everyone else gets a positive. The only thing worse than getting a negative would be if all of us got negatives.
@thucks It doesn't bother me one bit when you mention your previous pregnancy. I just sometimes feel like I'm the only one here who has never had a positive pregnancy test of any kind. But I guess everyone has been in my boat at some point.
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014
IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs
IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos
FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17
FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN
FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
Me: 1, possibly 2, blocked tubes
DH: severe MFI
Married and TTC since 2/15
Started stims 7/21/16, ER 8/2 --> 17 eggs, 5 blasts after PGS testing.
Fresh transfer 8/8/16: Chemical Pregnancy
FET #1 9/13: PGS tested 5AA, BFN
Endometrial biopsy 10/18/16: normal result
ERA test 10/18/16: "receptive" result
FET #2 1/3/17: natural cycle, BFP!!! TWINS!! EDD: 9/21 (8/31 with twin adjustment)
Me: Endo, PCOS,
DH: low life span and mobility
Married and TTC since 12/2008
3 IUI's in 2012
IVF #1 BFN 08/2012
IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013
ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's
FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP
FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP
FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN
FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363
US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
TTC since December 2014
Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy
FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks
FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks
FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks
FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days
FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days
Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good
2 snow babies
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014
IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs
IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos
FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17
FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN
FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
im happy yours went smoothly!! Pupo!
@Worldtravler0522
Me: 26 DH: 29
Married Dec 2012
TTC since Jan 2013, interruptions by DH deployments
April 2015, Clomid + gonal f, natural, BFN
Oct 8 2015, Clomid + brevelle, too many follis (10!)- cancelled
Nov 18 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #1 on 12/11, BFN
Dec 24 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #2 on 1/15, BFN
Jan 29 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, IUI #3 on 2/11, BFN
March 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, BD at home this time,BFN
IVF: Stim's start 4/23, ER May 4th, 8 embabies frozen
FET #1 5/31/16, transferred 1 embryo- BFP: Beta 6/8/16 111, Beta 6/14/16 1800....m/c, d&c 7/15/16
FET #2 9/21/16, transferred 1 embryo......BFP!!: Beta 10/1/16 493, Beta 10/3/16 1155
SINGLETON- EDD June 9th, 2016
TTC: April 2013
DOR: AMH .3 - 1.31 (it varies); FSH: 5.1
Clinic NMCSD
IUI #1 July/Aug 2016
IVF #1 Sep/Oct Microdose Lupron Protocol - IVF cancelled only 1 follicle
IVF #2 Feb/Mar Antagonist protocol w/estrogen priming - 0 eggs retrieved (empty follicle syndrome)
Donor Egg Cycle as soon as we find a match
Here's my emby! The ultrasound shows where it was implanted, it's the white streak below the little plus sign.DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
TTC since December 2014
Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy
FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks
FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks
FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks
FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days
FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days
Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good
2 snow babies
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014
IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs
IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos
FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17
FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN
FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
It's so weird mine look so different from everyone else's. Can someone explain to me why lol I'm thinking for pgs testing? I know we did assisted hatching.
Married my best friend in 2013 (I was 33), After 1.5yrs of TTC got my first BFP naturally on 2/7/15 but ended in DNC on 4/14/15, not viable. In 2015 I was 35...Found out I had only one working ovary, which was DOR, with scar tissue and I ovulated at 7 days, with a small cervix opening and a tilted uterus... Needing an RE was a must.....IUI#1 Sept 2015,,, BFN IUI#2 Oct 2015,,,BFN IUI#3 Dec 2015,,BFN IVF#1 2/1/16- BFN IVF# on 3/29/16 retrieval only - 1 healthy chromosome tested embryo. IVF#3 retrieval 4/23/16- 0 healthy embryos. IVF#4 retrieval 6/17/16- 1 healthy embryo. FET#1-Transferred Both Healthy Embryos on 9/6/16 BFP!! 9/15/16 Beta 22.3, 9/17/16 Beta 60.5 & 9/19/16 Beta 195! 1st US on 9/23/16, only 1 Gast Sac & Yolk Sac found, US 9/30/16 US 6wk 1day saw and heard Heartbeat 120bpm!! EDD 5/25/2017 Had a healthy baby girl via CSection on 5/18/17 8lbs 15oz.
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014
IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs
IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos
FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17
FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN
FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
Me: 26 DH: 29
Married Dec 2012
TTC since Jan 2013, interruptions by DH deployments
April 2015, Clomid + gonal f, natural, BFN
Oct 8 2015, Clomid + brevelle, too many follis (10!)- cancelled
Nov 18 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #1 on 12/11, BFN
Dec 24 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #2 on 1/15, BFN
Jan 29 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, IUI #3 on 2/11, BFN
March 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, BD at home this time,BFN
IVF: Stim's start 4/23, ER May 4th, 8 embabies frozen
FET #1 5/31/16, transferred 1 embryo- BFP: Beta 6/8/16 111, Beta 6/14/16 1800....m/c, d&c 7/15/16
FET #2 9/21/16, transferred 1 embryo......BFP!!: Beta 10/1/16 493, Beta 10/3/16 1155
SINGLETON- EDD June 9th, 2016
My RE explained that in this picture the embryo looks collapsed because it was just thawed. By the time it was driven to my facility it had already re-expanded and looked more like a soccer ball. So- the time/stage at which the photo was taken probably makes a big difference of how the emmies look.
Me: 26 DH: 29
Married Dec 2012
TTC since Jan 2013, interruptions by DH deployments
April 2015, Clomid + gonal f, natural, BFN
Oct 8 2015, Clomid + brevelle, too many follis (10!)- cancelled
Nov 18 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #1 on 12/11, BFN
Dec 24 2015, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 1 folli, IUI #2 on 1/15, BFN
Jan 29 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, IUI #3 on 2/11, BFN
March 2016, Follistem + Ovidrel + Progesterone, 2 follis, BD at home this time,BFN
IVF: Stim's start 4/23, ER May 4th, 8 embabies frozen
FET #1 5/31/16, transferred 1 embryo- BFP: Beta 6/8/16 111, Beta 6/14/16 1800....m/c, d&c 7/15/16
FET #2 9/21/16, transferred 1 embryo......BFP!!: Beta 10/1/16 493, Beta 10/3/16 1155
SINGLETON- EDD June 9th, 2016
Anyone else feeling extra thirsty lately? The past few days I can't seem to get enough water during the day (I've been drinking about 70-80oz the past 2-3 days and am still thirsty!)
If this FET doesn't work I'll be switching over to my insurance from DH's so we can start another cycle. But that of course depends on when open enrollment is, so I'll have to wait until that time... which I'm sure will drive me insane.
I'm also scared that when we do another cycle we end up with NONE.
Ugh. Damn you, IF...
Married: September 2013
TTC since April 2014, Dx: MFI
DH started Clomid Oct 2015
April-June 2016- 3 IUIs: All BFN
July 2016- IVF #1: 16 eggs ->1 PGS-normal embryo
Sept 2016- single FET #1: BFN
Nov 2016- IVF #2 16 eggs -> 3 PGS-normal embryos
Jan 2017- single FET #2: BFN
Feb 2017- endometrial scratch
March 2017- FET #3 (double transfer): BFP!
Beta #1: 386 (9dp5dt), Beta #2: 1,960 (12dp5dt)
Pregnant with: Triplets Twins Singleton
It's a GIRL!
EDD: November 16, 2017
Dx w/ preeclampsia: Updated delivery date: 10/4/17
Find me on the IG
Fx that this cycle has a good outcome but if not, that you won't have to wait too long for open enrollment.
For those of you testing, worried about the tests, etc. I keep remembering the nurse who took my blood saying "the truth is in the serum". I just hate to think of any of you worrying over the lines. I wish only the very best for you all!
@wifeinraleigh28 I think everyone probably feels alone sometimes in this. I know I think I am the only "old" person. And I wish I hadn't read that getting pregnant once 8 years ago actually means squat for me now. I always thought that gave me some kind of edge, but nope. I really am so happy this board is here, because when I really feel alone in this I come here and feel much better!
Happy days to everyone wherever you are in our cycle this month!
IVF: ER 7/16 40 follies, 23 eggs, 19 mature,
12 fert w/icsi, 6 blasts, 3 PGS norm, 1 unknown.
FET: 9/1/16 transferred 1 CP beta 5.9
FET 2: 11/15/16 transferred 1 CP again!
FET 3: TBD
It's exciting that you all have the emby pics all I got was the ultrasound pic.
Me: Endo, PCOS,
DH: low life span and mobility
Married and TTC since 12/2008
3 IUI's in 2012
IVF #1 BFN 08/2012
IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013
ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's
FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP
FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP
FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN
FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363
US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
TTC since December 2014
Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy
FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks
FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks
FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks
FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days
FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days
Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good
2 snow babies
Good luck today @mjacks16 and @APM_SLP! Hoping for good news for both of you!
Just a few more days for a bunch of us - how's everyone doing?
I got a really good night's sleep last night and I'm feeling a little better today. I'm still feeling doubtful that this FET is a success, but DH and I had a good talk this morning about what our next steps will be if it didn't work. That has brought me a little bit of peace, but still, if this doesn't work I worry about how much I can actually take and how long we will be able to do this for. Those of you on your 2nd or 3rd cycles are so incredibly strong!
As hard as it is to keep going and to keep doing more cycles, giving up would be even harder.
Me: 34, DH: 38 ~ TTC since 2014
IUI #1-3 (Nov 2015, Feb 2016, May 2016) = BFNs
IVF ER (July 2016) = 7 PGS normal embryos
FET #1 (Sept 2016) = BFP! DD born 5/30/17
FET #2 (April 2019) = BFN
FET #3 (July 2019) = BFP! DS born 3/27/20
good luck today @mjacks16 and @APM_SLP
DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
TTC since December 2014
Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy
FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks
FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks
FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks
FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days
FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days
Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good
2 snow babies
Married my best friend in 2013 (I was 33), After 1.5yrs of TTC got my first BFP naturally on 2/7/15 but ended in DNC on 4/14/15, not viable. In 2015 I was 35...Found out I had only one working ovary, which was DOR, with scar tissue and I ovulated at 7 days, with a small cervix opening and a tilted uterus... Needing an RE was a must.....IUI#1 Sept 2015,,, BFN IUI#2 Oct 2015,,,BFN IUI#3 Dec 2015,,BFN IVF#1 2/1/16- BFN IVF# on 3/29/16 retrieval only - 1 healthy chromosome tested embryo. IVF#3 retrieval 4/23/16- 0 healthy embryos. IVF#4 retrieval 6/17/16- 1 healthy embryo. FET#1-Transferred Both Healthy Embryos on 9/6/16 BFP!! 9/15/16 Beta 22.3, 9/17/16 Beta 60.5 & 9/19/16 Beta 195! 1st US on 9/23/16, only 1 Gast Sac & Yolk Sac found, US 9/30/16 US 6wk 1day saw and heard Heartbeat 120bpm!! EDD 5/25/2017 Had a healthy baby girl via CSection on 5/18/17 8lbs 15oz.
Thanks for thinking of me ladies!
Me: 1, possibly 2, blocked tubes
DH: severe MFI
Married and TTC since 2/15
Started stims 7/21/16, ER 8/2 --> 17 eggs, 5 blasts after PGS testing.
Fresh transfer 8/8/16: Chemical Pregnancy
FET #1 9/13: PGS tested 5AA, BFN
Endometrial biopsy 10/18/16: normal result
ERA test 10/18/16: "receptive" result
FET #2 1/3/17: natural cycle, BFP!!! TWINS!! EDD: 9/21 (8/31 with twin adjustment)
@FatPony FX for you today.
AFM I'm just hanging in there waiting for Monday. My stomach is really bloated today and I feel like I could pump breast milk today they hurt so bad. Probably the Prometrium. No nightmares last night though made me happy. Instead I dreamed of the new movie Trolls, my family were trolls it was very vivid and fun lol.
Me: Endo, PCOS,
DH: low life span and mobility
Married and TTC since 12/2008
3 IUI's in 2012
IVF #1 BFN 08/2012
IVF #2 11/2012 Twin Girls born at 35wks 7/2013
ER 4/2016 Freeze all 11 embryo's
FET #1 5/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #2 7/2016 Transfer 1 BFN
FET #3 09/2016 Thawed 3 Transfered 1 CP
FET #4 1/2017 Transfer 2 CP
FET #5 April 24, 2017 Transfering 1 BFN
FET #6 June 8, 2017 Transfer 2 Beta #1 721 Beta #2 1363
US on 7/5 1 baby found EDD 2/24/18
Hoping some better news will come to this thread soon!!