TTC After a Loss

**June TWW**

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Re: **June TWW**

  • Unfortunately have not had my biggest pregnancy symptom yet. My tell tale sign is  bizarre vivid sex dreams. 
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  • @iceandsnowflakes29 Bizarre vivid sex dreams are a FW symptom of mine (surprise, surprise). I love that you can smell HCG in your pee. I'm completely serious, what do you think it smells like?
  • @dubcompanion  I was joking on the pee! I have had someone tell me that she thought her pee smelled different pregnant. However, I think it's just the heightened smell making it seem that way.

    She also said her other sign was being short of breath. In all the am I KU posts on TTGP I've never seen either of those! Lol
  • @iceandsnowflakes29 Good call on the heightened smell symptom. I have the nose of a bloodhound to begin with and I swear, when I had HCG in my system, I was ready to knock the smelly soup out of the offender's hand from a building three blocks away!

    Short of breath? I can see being faint, because of blood pressure/sugar changes... it could count, I guess... 


  • I want vivid sex dreams!!! I don't want a heightened sense of smell (again), I can already smell everything in the world. I remember I once smelled DH's hair from across the room and asked him to go sit somewhere else. We never do anything in different rooms.
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • @reneeannemm OMG I forgot how odoriferous the smell of hair was when I was KU. I'm a middle school teacher, so that's already a bad time for the nose, but at times I was telling kids to just leave the hat on. I won't tell anyone. 
  • With my last loss I thought my apple juice reeked. 

    My cousin thought her toilet paper roll stank. 
  • @iceandsnowflakes29 I want to know who your costars are in these vivid sex dreams  :D
    Me: 32 DH: 36
    Married 5/08
    BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
    BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
    Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
    TTCAL 3/16
    BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
    DS #2 born 12/11/17



  • edited June 2016
    Taggarab said:
    @iceandsnowflakes29 I want to know who your costars are in these vivid sex dreams  :D
    Dean Winchester in the impala. And one time, Crowley lmao. 

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  • @iceandsnowflakes29 The subconscious state does not lie... :lol:
  • @iceandsnowflakes29 I've definitely had Supernatural dreams lol!!! 

    Maca and the fact that I mostly have shallow, dream-filled sleeps at the best of times mean I often have vivid sex dreams lol Sometimes I remember DH in them, feel guilty, and stop lmao There was a Tom Hardy dream where I did that and when I told DH he said I should just go for it  :D
  • @rainbowturtles I want to have vivid sex dreams with Tom Hardy!! I don't remember my dreams ever.
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • Aera11Aera11 member
    I want to pee on a stick.... I don't know if I'll make it past tomorrow 
  • @Taggarab I have been reading into my symptoms since like 5-6 dpo. "Twinges" in my pelvic area, breasts a little sore to the touch, watery cm for a few days, then thick white cm yesterday (which is weird for me). Really tired the lasy couple of days. Today I cried (actually, sobbed) while watching Zach and Kelly's wedding (if you didn't know, Hulu has all of Saved By the Bell, including the college years AND the wedding miniseries. It's still amazing.)

    So yeah, who knows. I am trying to hold out on testing again for a few days but it's hard!
    Me: 31 DH: 32
    Married April 2014
    TTC since December 2015
    1st BFP: February 8, 2016; MMC at 7 weeks, 3 days; Discovered at 10 weeks; D&C March 25
    2nd BFP: June 20, 2016; CP June 22, 2016
    3rd BFP: August 13, 2016!!  Fingers crossed!!

  • Well, same temp again today. I think it may be the battery in my thermometer so I am going to change it today and see what tomorrow morning says. 
    Me: 32 DH: 36
    Married 5/08
    BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
    BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
    Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
    TTCAL 3/16
    BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
    DS #2 born 12/11/17



  • Well I am here now I think finally! Bring on the crazies lol
  • edited June 2016
    @Spartanrd4 Hold onto your hat, it seems we're a little more batty in here right now than normal. FX!

    edit: word missing
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • Hey everyone, just hanging out here still because AF has still yet to show fully. Had some bright red sporting then brown and now off and on so nothing that constitutes a full blown AF yet. Cramps are minimal at best. Stark white negative at 13dpo so I am guessing it is just a matter of waiting for AF. Only been two days but I am going to lurk here till she comes because I am still having TWW crazies now.
    Married: June 2011
    TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
    BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
    TTCAL: June 2016
    BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
    Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
      Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Aera11Aera11 member
    ugh I'm sorry @lilylover27.  Will you test again tomorrow?  

    I am 13dpo and haven't POAS.  Sunday/Father's Day will be 15dpo and that is when I have tested before... I am trying to decide if I should test then or hold off until Monday?  I have mixed feelings because if it's positive, what a fun surprise for DH...but if it's not, I don't know what my mental/emotional state will be like and I don't want to ruin they day for everyone.  We are going to be up north with my parents, then coming back for a late lunch with DH's parents, then off to his soccer game.  
  • @lilylover27 Aw, I'm sorry. I hang here and WTO from 12 to 16 DPO because that's when I know it's over but I have sooo long until AF finally starts up.

    @Aera11 FX for you, whenever you decide to test!
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • Oh, right as for me, 9 DPO all SS has stopped while I get the point in my cycle when I silently begin to melt down. I can't concentrate, I can't sleep, I even pace a little. Haven't done a thing today and I got up at 6 am. It's not fun and mysterious and exhilarating anymore, it's suffocating. Cannot wait for DH to get home. 
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • @Aera11 that stinks trying to choose testing days. I can understand you not wanting to test Sunday because I would probably be the same way. As for my plans I do not plan on testing as I think FF was of a few days on my predicted AF so I am going to give it the weekend and then if AF hasn't come full force I will test again. Pretty sure she will show up tomorrow mid boot camp though like last time! Oye!

    @reneeannemm it really is such a long wait! I rather it just come and get it over with!
    Married: June 2011
    TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
    BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
    TTCAL: June 2016
    BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
    Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
      Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • @reneeannemm I did that exact thing DPO 9 with my latest loss. iPhone inverse settings are particularly effective. I convinced myself it was an Evap line. That night at 2:30 I POAS'd and I got a real line!! Fx the same happens for you!
  • @chloe97 Oh, boy, I was actually just day dreaming about POAS when I get up to pee tonight right around then ...
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • edited June 2016
    I just went and bought 8 tests  :o

    Eta actually I cleared the shelf at walmart ' s 88 cent tests plus bought a combo pack of FRER. 
  • Got my usual 10DPO temp drop (it'll go back up and stay up until day 2 of AF) and usual AF cramps. I guess that's it. Going to get off the crazy train on the medical test train, I guess.
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • I'm currently 14 dpo but got a BFN on 12 dpo and then of course started crazily googling BFP after BFN on 12 dpo to see if it's possible.  I've been feeling crampy, exhausted and having the urge to pee a lot. But I've also been waking up unusually early ( which I also did when I was pregnant before the mc) and I have been drinking a lot of water since its hot out. I know probably AF is coming but love to hang onto glimmer of hope that maybe I'm KU. Didn't want to poas this morning because I didn't want to see another not pregnant on the test. I don't know what's worse the not knowing and constant symptom spotting or knowing for sure you are out this month. Trying to stay busy to keep the crazy at bay!
  • @TScalei digital tests are not as sensitive. If you took a digi at 12 dpo it could have been too early for it to pick it up. 
  • I am 100 % down the rabit  hole. Actually, I'm way past the rabit  hole and officially in crazy-ville. 

    Ugh. My temp dropped today at 6 dpo so I went back and looked at my other bfp charts to see if dropped at 6 dpo on those, too. And it did. So now I'm thinking implantation. 

    I need to stop. If I get AF it is going to be a rude awakening. Ugh. At this point, I don't care. I just want to know one way or another. 

    Then I think to myself, I should relax. 

    But, The struggle to relax is more stressful than just giving into the urge to google and analyze everything. Gah! 
  • @iceandsnowflakes29 - I know the struggle to relax is real. I feel like my emotions are all over the place around this time - I go from determined to be upbeat and keep busy, to depressed because I suspect AF is cominv to thinking of something else to Google or a symptom to look up. The whole thing is draining on so many levels.
  • So I thought maybe my flatline temps were a thermometer problem so I got a new battery and now that damn thing doesn't read a temp at all. Just says Lo all the time. Ugh...guess I need to buy a new one.
    Me: 32 DH: 36
    Married 5/08
    BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
    BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
    Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
    TTCAL 3/16
    BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
    DS #2 born 12/11/17



  • Lurky turkey from WTO...

    @TScalei I do the same thing every month - googling chances of a BFP after a BFN on 9/10/11/12 DPO.

    @iceandsnowflakes29 I'm keeping my FX for you. And Google away. The more you know, right?
  • Sorry for your 10dpo temp drop @reneeannemm :(
  • JDMRSJDMRS member
    Took a test-flat FRER. 100%sure it's negative and I'm only imagining a *very* faint line. Had terrible cramps yesterday but AF has yet to appear. I am 12dpo thanks to my short LP. I am going to hold off testing again until I get home...If AF doesn't show up of course. 

    Vacation is awesome!
  • Maybe I DID O really early this month? Pink when I wiped this morning  :/
  • Aera11Aera11 member
    I'm out. Temps dropped yesterday and today, I tested this morning and got a bfn but wasn't really surprised. Happy Father's Day, right? And AF showed up on our way from one celebration to the next. We've been so busy already today, I haven't had time to be upset...which is good. Best of luck to the rest of you in the tww, hoping to see a bfp soon!!
  • I'm out too. AF just arrived right before our families are set to come over for Fathers Day. It's so hard because now I have to put a big smile on my face and pretend to be happy when I really just want to cry. This is just so hard. I had really convinced myself I was pregnant this time - was nauseous, exhausted....am I that crazy?
  • @rainbowturtles Thank you, friend.

    @Aera11 Sorry to hear that. What a bummer.

    @TScalei Sorry for AF. Not crazy, it's just progesterone and sometimes it kicks our butts real hard.

    I'm thinking maybe taking a cycle or two off TTC and NTNP? I don't know it's just all so much. Maybe in a couple cycles because we'll be starting infertility testing in earnest by then. I just don't want to not be armed with all the information possible when we do - and I feel relatively sure that's where we're headed with all the pain I have for my entire luteal phase. I have my internal ultrasound tomorrow, so I'll be going to discuss the results and the next steps later this week probably. I don't know.
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

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