Longest Thread EVER! (aka Random Thoughts Thread )

mrscrcalli

BiggerinRealLife said:

mrscrcalli said:

NIP (with a cover) on the cable car in SF.. DH was taking pictures he was proud, others were gasping, a couple from Arkansas appeared to be shocked.

B-)

Funny. I lived there and I think there's a lot more in that city for tourists to be shocked about.

P was not happy and he let everyone know.. So people had their ears and eyes on us already.. Then all of a sudden he was stone quite sooo they all knew what was going down.

Great view while I nursed!

hordol

Jessieann1020 said:

2 things. E still doesn't cry real tears. Is he the only one? Google says they usually start by 1 month but it's normal to not yet. Also, I am so annoyed at DH. I am not even going to get into it with him because he is just man clueless and it won't make a difference. I really want to TP him though.

My baby can cry real tears but he rarely does. He saves his tears for dire situations...like shots. 90% of his cries are still dry. Maybe your kid can cry tears but just hasn't gotten that upset?

deidremaria

That sweater vest!!!! The cuteness is unreal

janellemj928

Praying for you, @PoppySeedWindsor‌! Really hoping everything is okay.

PoppySeedWindsor

BIRL, I have? News to me. Baby is lost. Don't want to talk. Sorry for the drama and unwarned loss. I was 10 weeks. FML.

hlm184

deidremaria said:

That sweater vest!!!! The cuteness is unreal

Two dollars at once upon a child

RedDawnsRevenge

I'm so sorry @PoppySeedWindsor‌

janellemj928

Big hugs, Poppy. A friend of mine IRL just had a loss Friday at about the same gestation. Saying prayers for healing for you and your family.

Bluebird2318

PoppySeedWindsor said:

BIRL, I have? News to me. Baby is lost. Don't want to talk. Sorry for the drama and unwarned loss. I was 10 weeks. FML.

I'm sorry, Poppy... Loss of a baby is such a terrible thing. What do you mean drama and unwarned loss?

And what about BIRL? I'm confused. 

deidremaria

PoppySeedWindsor said:

BIRL, I have? News to me. Baby is lost. Don't want to talk. Sorry for the drama and unwarned loss. I was 10 weeks. FML.

Im so sorry. I am just so very sorry.

Roufi

@PoppySeedWindsor‌ I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and your family.

deidremaria

Bluebird2318 said:

PoppySeedWindsor said:

BIRL, I have? News to me. Baby is lost. Don't want to talk. Sorry for the drama and unwarned loss. I was 10 weeks. FML.

I'm sorry, Poppy... Loss of a baby is such a terrible thing. What do you mean drama and unwarned loss?

And what about BIRL? I'm confused. 

BIRL thought she'd posted after her first er post and figured she'd been doing ok.

deidremaria

KendraColeslaw said:

deidremaria said:

That sweater vest!!!! The cuteness is unreal

You better post pics of Dylan in all his cardigans!

I shall!!! He's gonna look adorable! I really hate baby shoes before they're cruising but I may get him little canvas shoes.

Ashleypixie

I'm sorry @PoppySeedWindsor‌ Big comforting ((((HUGS)))) to you.

PoppySeedWindsor

deidremaria said:

Bluebird2318 said:

PoppySeedWindsor said:

BIRL, I have? News to me. Baby is lost. Don't want to talk. Sorry for the drama and unwarned loss. I was 10 weeks. FML.

I'm sorry, Poppy... Loss of a baby is such a terrible thing. What do you mean drama and unwarned loss?

And what about BIRL? I'm confused. 

BIRL thought she'd posted after her first er post and figured she'd been doing ok.



This. I didn't mean to be a bitch. I know MIL had my phone while I was out. Still in the hospital. Hate being without hubster. MIL is devastated but so strong. I hope I can be like her in real life.

Also feel bad for making everyone stoke and then being a Debbie Downer with this.

I feel bad about everything. At first I was freaked the fuck out and didn't want this baby. Was mad at it for sneaking up on me and Merriwether. But I got to a good place about it.

And TEN WEEKS?!!

Fuck. That's hella far. Damn it.

cnbean

I'm so sorry Poppy. Hugs to you and your family.

janellemj928

PoppySeedWindsor said:

deidremaria said:

Bluebird2318 said:

PoppySeedWindsor said:

BIRL, I have? News to me. Baby is lost. Don't want to talk. Sorry for the drama and unwarned loss. I was 10 weeks. FML.

I'm sorry, Poppy... Loss of a baby is such a terrible thing. What do you mean drama and unwarned loss?

And what about BIRL? I'm confused. 

BIRL thought she'd posted after her first er post and figured she'd been doing ok.

This. I didn't mean to be a bitch. I know MIL had my phone while I was out. Still in the hospital. Hate being without hubster. MIL is devastated but so strong. I hope I can be like her in real life.

Also feel bad for making everyone stoke and then being a Debbie Downer with this.

I feel bad about everything. At first I was freaked the fuck out and didn't want this baby. Was mad at it for sneaking up on me and Merriwether. But I got to a good place about it.

And TEN WEEKS?!!

Fuck. That's hella far. Damn it.
-------------------------------------------------

Don't be sorry! We share in your excitement and now in your sadness. We are here for you.

ambarnett1

Hugs Poppy. This saddens me very much. Stay strong. Lots of cake for you.

RedDawnsRevenge

KendraColeslaw said:

One day. One day I'll finish dinner while it's still hot.

In 18+ years lol

avidkeo

Im with all the other girls @poppyseedwindsor we are all here for you in the highs and the lows. Biggest hugs to you. 

deidremaria

You have nothing to apologize for Poppy.

chichi589

Thinking of you @PoppySeedWindsor‌ glad your MIL can be helpful to you. My heart is so sad for you.

rtv3

I'm so sorry Poppy! No matter how unexpected, you loved and were excited to have another LO and this loss totally sucks. Have all the feels and know that we are all here for you with lots of hugs and prayers.

Tferr02

My heart breaks for you @PoppySeedWindsor‌ ! I'm glad that your MIL is such a rock for you though. My first thought was about your DH already being back home and hoping you had a strong support with your in laws

michaelad3

Poppy, there are no words that can possibly suffice, but know that your bump family is here for you. We rejoice in triumphs and mourn in low times. You are an integral part of our group, and you should never feel bad for participation. ((Hugs))

BiggerinRealLife

I'm sorry Poppy. I was hoping for the best, but this is the worst.

SoulTermination

I have no words, Poppy, just creepy internet stranger hugs. As many as you want.

Emily041285

Oh I'm so sorry poppy. I wish there was something I could do for you. Huge hugs girl.

baileymama3

Thinking of you, Poppy.

JessieAlbin

Big hugs to you, Poppy. What a shitty roller coaster mindfuck. I'm so sorry.. Feel all the feels, lady, that's what we are here for! Talk or not talk or whatever you need. We're all thinking about you.

moonsparkles

I'm sorry Poppy. So sorry for you.

PoppySeedWindsor

Thanks everyone. I love you all so much.

PoppySeedWindsor

But like, how do I go from not wanting a second child to mourning the loss of it in the span of like, five days?! Somebody said it already...this is a mindfuck. Times a million. I was really excited to have babies so close in age. I had wrapped my head around it. And now I have to explain to MIL. What was going on.

thomas930

I'm so very sorry @PoppySeedWindsor. Huge comforting hugs sweet lady. I had those same reactions right after my loss last year. There aren't any words that I can say to make it better but know that we are all here for you.

PoppySeedWindsor

I haven't told hubster yet. He's back home for work which is why we are apart. He just sent me this:

PoppySeedWindsor

Tears. All the tears.

Ashleypixie

PoppySeedWindsor said:

I haven't told hubster yet. He's back home for work which is why we are apart. He just sent me this:

Ohh! So many feels right now.

BiggerinRealLife

@PoppySeedWindsor‌ was that the reveal video? I think it cut out before the test on me, stupid mobile!

pineconey

dani+california said:

@pineconey @jellysparkles‌ @swerbtastic3351‌ @Sisimama10‌ We miss you!

i was out of town camping.


half-attempted to catch up on RTT.... then i suddenly remembered why i bump less these days...

Bluebird2318

PoppySeedWindsor said:

I haven't told hubster yet. He's back home for work which is why we are apart. He just sent me this:

Oh no... Was he at work at the time? Or just waiting to process it a bit before you get ahold of him? That's so rough. I can't even imagine going through all that without my DH.