I was dreaming about having a miscarriage when I woke up I was spotting blood I went to the ER I was freaking out I even told the nurse everything from my dream every detail even the nurse was the same from my dream it was a male nurse he looked at me like I was crazy I told him everything they were going to do I even described the doctor that was gana see me the nurse was in shock cause everything I told him happen down to the doctor name I never even met the doctor before
3:19AM
Re: Today I cried because...
I left the dog with my husband and slept on the couch.
I didn't so much as cry as get teary eyed and extremely choked up...
I was watching Army Wives and soldiers were returning from war for their wives on mothers day.
I legitimately got choked up 5 different times with my mouth full of quesadilla and proceeded to shovel food into my mouth haha
I felt really pregnant.
Damn ninjas cutting onions.. stop following me!
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Today I cried because I have a cold or a bug or something. My MS is still bad but the vomiting today was on another level. After being allowed to leave work a whole whopping hour early I bolted in my door and barely made it to the bathroom. I was puking straight liquid but it was pouring out of my nose, which made me gag more and the cycle went on. So I called my husband crying that "it's not fair".
And then I cried because my Snoogle came in today and its cozy.
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
My only *actual tears* episode so far that wasn't actually warranted was watching the Wedding that all those bearded guys' wives threw for the parents (Phil and Kay) on Duck Dynasty. Omg. I knew I was being ridiculous but I just cried. And I meant it.
Same here. In fact it was fast and easy. I took a took a shower and then squeezed out a 9lb 1oz baby on my bed in a matter of minutes. And my vag has been doing great ever since. So, I'm gonna not worry too much.
At lunch my coworker decided to tell me about his son's super gross bathroom issues and the resulting plumbing issues. Another meal abandoned.
Unaware of the day's events hubby comes into the room tonight while I'm eating to tell me in gory detail about a skin condition he had in high school. Seriously who does that?! I shoved my plate of spaghetti across the table and started to cry. I guess he thought I was joking at first and kept it up until he realized how angry and grossed out I was. Well my 9 year old decides it's funny to keep poking mummy's gag reflex now that I'm wretching as I cry and I ended up barking at her too. I'm so freaking hungry and everything tastes gross; eating is hard enough as it is.
Nightmares are having me bawling most nights now. Dr says it's just hormones and I'll be fine, but at 4am, when you wake up sobing because you dreamed your 2 year old died, you don't feel like you'll 'be fine'. And when 4-5 nights a week are taken by nightmares, you begin to feel like you're loosing it
Hope your nightmares ease up. I find they come in waves, at least for me, so here's hoping you can catch a break soon. Hugs.
.... basically I want to nest, feel like a failure for not being more nesty, then feel like a pile of pathetic for not just getting shit done
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"