This is gonna sound strange (if my friends who like hard rock found out, they'd laugh) but on the way home yesterday, the radio started playing Five Finger Death Punch's Wrong side of heaven, and I started thinking of my uncle who had PTSD and killed himself when I was 13. So I just drove and cried.
I cried because I bit my lip at dinner. It was like the 7th time biting that same spot and it started to bleed. I was so pissed off because I'm already having a hard time getting enough food down without this too!
I cried during my weird pregnancy dream last night that involved Lost, a zombie apocalypse, a wedding, and me getting turned into a zombie. I woke up crying.
M & B
miscarriage - September 2012 @ 9 weeks
blighted ovum - November 2012
BFP!!! - July 2015 Amelia, my sweet little rainbow baby bornMarch 4, 2016
I cried... SOBBED...while watching "Song of the Sea" with my 2 kids. Don't do it while pregnant. It's a kids' movie but the mom has to leave her family and it'll wreck you.
I cried because I'm really missing my aunt who passed a few years ago. She was great for late night phone calls and support during my first pregnancy. She was just plain awesome. Then I cried harder because I remembered she was the very soul of empathy and you never cried alone when she was around, and I realized my crying would have made her cry. She would've had another birthday coming up soon and she died in September so all of it is kind of piling on right now.
Today I cried because I feel a little like I'm losing my own identity in becoming a mom. Cleaning out old clothes, the cello I haven't picked up in a while that I used to play so well, don't get me wrong I'm so excited for this baby! But hormones amplify all the feels.
I'm 14 weeks and on bed rest and BF is leaving to Vegas for a bachelor party. He said I don't want him to go cuz I don't want him to have fun..... um.... ok? Jerk.
Yesterday I cried because DH and I have been thinking about how to decorate the nursery (he likes ocean/underwater, I like forest/woodland) and last night out of nowhere he told me that he thinks we should do forest theme because my family is from Maine and were lumberjacks and the forest theme will remind baby of her roots. Burst into tears (not because I got "my way" but because of the sweet reason).
I'm currently a coach potato watching Steve Harvey show...and he was saying goodbye to his son who is leaving to college. He takes a moment to tell his son that he loves him and then emphasized that he loves his son more than he loves himself. Now I'm crying.
Last night Dh and I finally finished How I Met Your Mother on Netflix. I knew the ending because of social media spoilers, but I still ended up BAWLING like a baby for a full 10-15 minutes. I was so pissed with the way it ended and I was even more upset with the way they portrayed Robin in the future years.
Ugh. Getting upset just thinking about it now and it is just A STUPID TV SHOW! GTFO here crazy emotions!
I finally watched the video of Miss Colorado's monologue at the Miss America pageant. I can relate and now I'm bawling. I see those lovely women on the view are mocking her for her "costume" and wearing a "doctor's stethoscope". Oh excuse me? I'm just a nurse and obviously am not qualified to use a stethoscope!
March 2016 Moms: January Siggy Challenge "Pregnancy Problems"
I cried today because I was talking about Monster's Inc. Yep, the Disney movie. I watched it the other day after DD went to bed and I was crying so hard it was uncontrollable. Then at work today someone was talking about it with me and I got choked up and had to hide that I was crying again. I was like this a little with DD but holy wow, these emotions are on another level!
My grandma and great aunt surprised me with some clothes and blankets for the baby Sunday. It's the baby's first outfits anyone has purchased and it made me bawl looking at how small and soft they are. Husband said our first purchase needs to be a dresser if baby clothes make me sob on sight.
Ugh, so tiny and silly, but I was driving and I let someone merge in front of me and he gave me a thank you wave. I teared up immediately out of happiness. You're welcome, bro! ;_;
Today I cried while watching "A Little Princess". When her dad doesn't remember her and the police are dragging her out of the house and then he FINALLY remembers her and yells "SARA!!!!!!!!!!" and she yells "PAPA!!!!!!!" and then I bawled.
I listened to the full Broadway cast recording of the musical "Fun Home" and UGLY-CRIED for the last 30 minutes, and for another 10 minutes after it was over. Phew! That was a doozy!
I am one day away from being officially in my second trimester, and it's been a rough one. First, my grandmother told me something today that implied she's getting to old to do even more things, and one of my biggest fears is that she'll pass away before my children are old enough to remember her. I ended up breaking down for 10 min in the bathroom at work before I clocked on.
Then, A CAR DROVE INTO THE STARBUCKS I WORK! Like through the window and into the lobby.....While shaken up, I handled the situation as it was happening, but the stress of still being there was too much after the adrenaline wore off, so my boss sent me home since the stress of everything wasn't good for the baby.
Lastly, I finally got the call I've been waiting on for a month saying I got a job as a graphic designer. By this point, I can't cry anymore. I just want to go to sleep from the exhaustion of the day.
Here's a pic I had taken on Snapchat earlier at work:
I cried watching the music video for "All About That Bass" bc my daughter was dancing to it and it made me think about how cruel society can be about having curves or not having the perfect body. I want to protect her from all that...Soooo I cried and got waaayyy to deep about a catchy song.
Been married since 2009. Unicornuate Uterus (yes I menstruate glitter) Several MCs DD born 2013 (our miracle "you can't have babies" baby!)
Last night I cried because I was cooking hamburgers on the pan and the oil kept splattering on me! I was holding the lid of the pan and it fell along with my spatula I started crying and wanting to stop cooking. And to make matters worse... I burned my burgers!!! My husband likes medium/rare and I cook mine well done but I literally charred them! I was so upset and couldn't stop crying because I didn't have more ground beef.
@jilloboe I'm going to see that show tonight! Been wanting to see it for months and entering the online ticket lottery every chance I get, and I finally just bit the bullet and bought a ticket. So excited!
I cried because I went to my parents house and my dad didn't want me to eat any of the lunch meat (I was going to microwave it!) because he didn't want the package opened yet. This made my parents feel terrible and they made me this elaborate lunch (no lunch meat but still) so I guess it worked out.
I just bawled my eyes out watching a video on Facebook. Had I known what it was about I wouldn't have watched it. It is from a few years ago and was about a baby named Thomas born with trisomy 13 and he lived for 5 days. I did the ugly cry for several minutes after. So so sad :-S
Today I cried because Elsa didn't want to build a snowman with Anna after their parents died. Gets me EVERY TIME! (It's DD's favorite song so I see/hear it ALOT)
The other night I almost lost it when we were talking about names for the first time. I suggested, if it was a boy, naming it after my husband. He shot that down right away saying he was named after his mom's dad, and we should do the same and use my dad's name. I only have sisters, so my dad never got to have a "junior" so it was just the sweetest sentiment to me! I'm tearing up just thinking about it again!
Re: Today I cried because...
Amelia, my sweet little rainbow baby born March 4, 2016
Last night Dh and I finally finished How I Met Your Mother on Netflix. I knew the ending because of social media spoilers, but I still ended up BAWLING like a baby for a full 10-15 minutes. I was so pissed with the way it ended and I was even more upset with the way they portrayed Robin in the future years.
Ugh. Getting upset just thinking about it now and it is just A STUPID TV SHOW! GTFO here crazy emotions!
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
March 2016 Moms: January Siggy Challenge "Pregnancy Problems"
Today I cried while watching "A Little Princess". When her dad doesn't remember her and the police are dragging her out of the house and then he FINALLY remembers her and yells "SARA!!!!!!!!!!" and she yells "PAPA!!!!!!!" and then I bawled.
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Our family of 5 is complete!! Love our boys!
Been married since 2009.
Unicornuate Uterus (yes I menstruate glitter)
Several MCs
DD born 2013 (our miracle "you can't have babies" baby!)
I suggested, if it was a boy, naming it after my husband. He shot that down right away saying he was named after his mom's dad, and we should do the same and use my dad's name. I only have sisters, so my dad never got to have a "junior" so it was just the sweetest sentiment to me!
I'm tearing up just thinking about it again!