That stupid "Worst ultrasound ever" thread caused bad flashbacks this morning in the shower. First the miscarriage then my husband's thyroid cancer. The thought of that ultrasound room and the same tech just makes me want to vomit.
DS1 - 9/21/11
DS2 - 7/4/14
DS3 - 2/21/16 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Our family of 5 is complete!! Love our boys!
Watching sesame street with DS and a little girl was talking about how her cousin lives so far away. I couldn't believe something so little put me to tears!
Today (actually just now) I cried because the only grandparent (my mom's dad) I have left is going to be having a double bypass soon. My grandmother, my mom's mom, (who helped raised me and I was extremely close with) died just last year after having the same procedure.
March '16 December Siggy Challenge - Favorite Christmas Movies/Quotes
Oh Lord I cried because when my 3yr old got hurt her big bro who's only 4 came running over to pray for her "pain to go away" and then said "it's okay mommy, I'll help you take care of her" so precious
I cried because hubby loves me so much! While at work I was complaining I was starving and had nothing to eat. We only have 1 car and I work 30 miles away and so he couldn't do anything right then and there, but when I got home I found out he had walked to the grocery store (about a mile away from our house) and bought me snacks so I can take them to work and hide them in my desk!
February Siggy Challenge- Post pregnancy indulgences
Today (actually just now) I cried because the only grandparent (my mom's dad) I have left is going to be having a double bypass soon. My grandmother, my mom's mom, (who helped raised me and I was extremely close with) died just last year after having the same procedure.
Today (actually just now) I cried because the only grandparent (my mom's dad) I have left is going to be having a double bypass soon. My grandmother, my mom's mom, (who helped raised me and I was extremely close with) died just last year after having the same procedure.
Hugs and positive thoughts your way.
Thank you
March '16 December Siggy Challenge - Favorite Christmas Movies/Quotes
I cried the other day because of a video that was "cute" and "made me happy". My poor husband didn't know what to do with me. The second the video ended, I threw myself into the couch cushions and proceeded to wail for 6-7 minutes.
The iams advert with the chocolate lab named “Duck” (Duke) and the girl asks why he's named that. It's not sad or anything. Just so sweet. But I cry at all the Publix adverts too. Duck - https://youtu.be/U583Gqgf8A8 Another version, also sweet - https://youtu.be/mJPYPE335KI
March 2016 siggy: babies - expectation vs reality Brian's Whovian wife (5/'09)
AP, BF, BW, CD, CLW, CS, ERF, Catholic mama
to Evan (7/'10), Clare (8/'11), Dean (3/'14), ^F(12/'15)^, Rose (3/'16)
*no longer a Timelord ~ WibblyWobbly BabyWaby is here!*
but i still feel bigger on the inside Autism mama!
Today i cried because my boyfriend bought me home the wrong brand of chips. For some reason i figured he didnt love me enough to remember that i wanted ruffles not lays chips.
Fiancé wants to go out drinking the night before our wedding. I do not approve. We fought about it. He gave in, but he called me insufferable and told me not to text him for the rest of the night (he works until 11pm). I've pretty much been crying for five hours. I'd be sad anyway, but hormones are not helping at all.
I cried because my boss handed me a $50 gift card to Outback for doing a great job while there has been alot of drama in the office. It was so unexpected and appreciated. Woo hoo date night
Does anyone here watch "Catastrophe" on Amazon Prime? There's one episode where she is deciding whether or not to have an amnio, and even though the (unempathetic) doctor says there's a chance of miscarriage, she decides to go through with it. Spoiler alert... Everything is fine with the amnio, and everything looks normal with the baby. Then at the end, she sees a beautiful young girl with Down's Syndrome and her mother, and you can just see in her face (Sharon) that she immediately regrets having had the amnio for a peace of mind, and she might have risked everything, even if the result was Down's. I just bawled. I'm also "advanced maternal age" like her character, so that didn't help!
(I love this show though! If you don't mind a little crass humor at times, give it a try!)
I cried just now at my dr appointment because the ONLY reason I scheduled my appt. during work hours was A.) the ultrasound tech wasn't there later and B.) the person that scheduled my appointment agreed I need an early ultrasound to rule out an ectopic, ergo I must have an appointment during work hours to see the tech. Guess who still hasn't seen anyone for her noon appointment (CST) and wasn't on the ultrasound schedule so of course the tech left? Yup! Full on crying at the doctor. And to top it off I haven't had lunch and I'm effing starving.
You poor thing! That sucks! I broke down at my first appointment (like hysterical crying when they told me I had to do a pap smear) and my husband just looked at me like I was retarded.
Oh good grief them Neverbeast gets me every time.
Today I cried bc I watched (again) the proposal video of the Bulls cheerleader where they all change mid-dance and she has no idea what's going on … so sweet!
Something funny about that video is that it's such an amazing proposal video and then he puts the ring on the wrong hand! He puts it on her right hand and she is so overwhelmed she doesn't even notice! It's so funny!
I cry everday almost im so over whelmed idk what to do. In may i gave birth to a still born girl i was 36weeks i named her lamya she was beautiful i found out i was pregnant a few weeks ago and im scared as hell i can't deal with this all the bad is racing in my mind my childs father is not great at being caring he sicks really. I feel so unwanted what to do
Myself, daughter and husband all got diagnosed with bronchitis and sinus infections. My husband was the worse of all of us, needing a breathing treatment in the doctor office. Both he and I are paramedics and knew he was going to need one, but watching him take it i couldnt help but cry. Even with my on/off fever yeaterday, extreme fatigue, and not being able to breathe.. seeing them sick is breaking my heart
Myself, daughter and husband all got diagnosed with bronchitis and sinus infections. My husband was the worse of all of us, needing a breathing treatment in the doctor office. Both he and I are paramedics and knew he was going to need one, but watching him take it i couldnt help but cry. Even with my on/off fever yeaterday, extreme fatigue, and not being able to breathe.. seeing them sick is breaking my heart
That sounds AWFUL! Hope everyone feels better soon!
A local museum has monthly free entrance for BofA card holders, so I brought the girls and met up with a friend. I couldn't find my card for the life of me, and then I remembered that I had just FINALLY called for a replacement in order to change to my married name (I recently got married... almost seven years ago. What? So maybe I procrastinate a little) I printed out my most recent statement and also grabbed a recent unopened mailing from them to prove my status as a current cardholder, and they flatly denied me. The woman at the front desk was really rude about it, too. I asked to speak with her supervisor, who came out with a printout from the BofA website which had a very brief blurb about how cardholders need only show their BofA or Meryll Lynch card and picture ID. I could understand if it had been strongly worded, or something, but it wasn't! So I asked how the museum proved to BofA that the card was presented, did they take a photocopy of the card and ID or something? No, she said, they just keep a tally of how many BofA free entries they granted and report that figure to BofA at the end of the month.
So, I told her, you COULD use your own common sense and discretion to verify that I am indeed a qualifying member, but instead you're choosing to be a stickler about these "rules," which BofA doesn't even fully spell out on their website.
I know it's silly, but at the time I was just SO MAD. so of course I started to cry. Awesome.
And that made me even MORE mad, because why the hell am I crying right now, this is supposed to be my angry face!! THESE ARE ANGRY TEARS!
Started bawling because this is my first child and it's my husbands third child and I'm just upset that my spouse has already done this before and is not all in awe over everything like I am.
And also because my baby is going to grow up and go to college in 900 and something weeks after she/he is born.
I know. I feel as insane as I sound but I'm still crying.
The dry cleaner I have been bringing my husbands shirts to for the past year who normally charge me 2.25/shirt for press only charged me 4.83/shirt. I paid $45 for 10 shirts! I ended up getting a credit for the difference but I still seems like I couldn't get anyone to see my pony of view. Frustration=tears
Because I feel like my toddler and I haven't had any fun together this week. He's been sick and extra crabby in general, but not wanting snuggles, refusing to give hugs, and he gave up nursing. It's constantly "please don't touch that" "that's not for you" "NO!" which stinks. I would rather give him more yes's than no's, but that's not been happening this week. He has just been extra irritable and mischievous. It made me really sad today.
Re: Today I cried because...
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Our family of 5 is complete!! Love our boys!
Duck -
Another version, also sweet -
March 2016 siggy: babies - expectation vs reality
Brian's Whovian wife (5/'09)
Autism mama!
SOOO CUTE!!!!
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
Everything is fine with the amnio, and everything looks normal with the baby. Then at the end, she sees a beautiful young girl with Down's Syndrome and her mother, and you can just see in her face (Sharon) that she immediately regrets having had the amnio for a peace of mind, and she might have risked everything, even if the result was Down's. I just bawled. I'm also "advanced maternal age" like her character, so that didn't help!
(I love this show though! If you don't mind a little crass humor at times, give it a try!)
Alyssa Lies, by Jason Michael Carroll
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
So, I told her, you COULD use your own common sense and discretion to verify that I am indeed a qualifying member, but instead you're choosing to be a stickler about these "rules," which BofA doesn't even fully spell out on their website.
I know it's silly, but at the time I was just SO MAD. so of course I started to cry. Awesome.
And that made me even MORE mad, because why the hell am I crying right now, this is supposed to be my angry face!! THESE ARE ANGRY TEARS!
And also because my baby is going to grow up and go to college in 900 and something weeks after she/he is born.
I know. I feel as insane as I sound but I'm still crying.