I think I'm here now. Still really unsure about dates and everything. I usually O around CD11-12 but it looks like this cycle was early, somewhere between CD8-10! Hope that doesn't mean too much except that maybe I can test early. My temps are doing all sorts of weird things but I had a positive OPK and EWCM to match so I'm about 90% sure....I got a BFP about 7-8DPO last time so I'm just counting seconds until next week. I'm not even totally sure when CD1 was since I had spotting for a couple of days before AF. Sooooo all in all there's a lot of guesswork going on here. But we've been BDing like crazy so whatever day it happened there's no way we missed!
Yay @offtoneverland!! I hope so so so much that this is your rainbow baby Grow baby grow!
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
I'm putting myself back here because I think it's just heavier spotting and the real red flow hasn't begun yet. thought AF started yesterday.
@zamora_spin - does the tired feeling in the TWW from clomid go away once AF comes? I'm assuming because of higher prog. I got the blood draw for it today.
@vlagrl29 Yes - I think If you are tired it is progesterone and AF should relieve it. This has reminded me why I am totally exhausted at 3dpo... I always forget that I feel this way about now after O.
@zamora_spin - it hit me hard today which is about 8dpo I think. I was fine wens and thurs but more Friday and today. I don't take the supplements though.
Finally got my temperature shift! I was having a hard time getting a good reading between early mornings and I realized my retainer was interfering! Not 100% sure on the big O day but at least I can relax a bit about whether I was actually ovulating this cycle. Anyone ever had a delay in there temp shift? Did acupuncture yesterday for implantation. Starting to feel some excitement, maybe for the first time since my MC. Really hope it's not a let down. Had some bloodwork done on Friday for unrelated things and jokingly asked her to throw in an hCG analysis, and she did! Lol it would be too early to pick up anything I'm sure but it's fun to think about.
Finally in the two week wait...Er, three week wait?! I’m doing a booster hcg shot in 1 week afternoon my trigger shot to support the luteal phase which means I can’t safely test for 3 weeks! I might go insane! And even then, the nurse said to not take a positive result as positive until a blood test.
@vlagrl29 How many DPO are you now? I know you have had pre-implantation bleeding (even to the point of it seeming like AF right?) before your BFPs. I guess I am just wondering if you should POAS soon jic...
AFM Just still waiting and hoping and trying not to POAS until Friday, which is 9dpo and is still probably too early but whatever.
@zamora_spin - not sure on dpo but I've been testing negatives. Did clomid make you experience nausea right before AF? Ugh I thought the worst was over. I've read though that symptoms disappear when period comes. Can't wait! This is something I will not repeat. I've recently started temping to see when it lowers cause that is when the prog will drop hopefully.
ETA - I'm about 10dpo and tested this morn - neg - called my doc she doesn't think the nausea is related to the clomid cycle. I beg to differ.
@vlagrl29 It seems like you had a really bad reaction to the clomid, so it's possibly still from that, but I generally have found progesterone to be the culprit of my nausea in the TWW. Hope you feel better soon.
@zamora_spin I did. I should hear back from prog today or tomorrow. I'm not taking the suppositories so my guess is it's just elevated more so. When does prog typically lower? When the temp drops?
@vlagrl29 I’m taking a booster hcg shot on CD 19. Apparently it says in your system for up to 12 days and can give you a flash positive. They said the first day I can test is CD 32 and even then, I have to have a blood test to confirm. It must not be a common thing however because I posted on another board and got questions about it as well. Anyways, it makes for the longest TWW ever!!!
Any update from your appointment today @offtoneverland? I’ve been thinking about you.
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@coco2787 Thank you for thinking of me! Great news today in spoiler!
My hcg from this morning was 130 at 12dpo. With my 3 previous losses, I never saw anything higher than 32, so I'm so so happy. I really can't believe it! My progesterone was very good too, although I can't remember the number. I have another blood draw on Wednesday morning to make sure the hcg is doubling. MH and I are feeling very hopeful now.
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
My temperature dipped again (my body is a MESS) so I was completely wrong. But then ewcm started again yesterday and I'm sure today was the day! Now more waiting. It is the neverending game of wait...I know I won't make it more than 8 dpo to test though.
You guys are seriously the best. It means the world to me to have you all cheering me on. @cassafrass15 I will for sure give you guys an update tomorrow. I'm so nervous I can hardly stand it. @kikimi83 FX for good timing! Get it girl! Waiting is the worst. I hope you can find something to distract yourself this TWW. @vlagrl29 I hope your clomid symptoms go away soon and you start feeling better.
I think it’s mostly progesterone symptoms, but I usually have the worst moods from like 6-9dpo. I get all down, and today I’m really struggling with with the what-if’s. I’m so scared that DH and I will not be able to have a baby. I just want to know that it’ll work out some time. Wanting and hoping have nothing to do with it though. I could be happy with one child, but we don’t have that, and have no guarantee that we will. I feel so let down by my body.
Sorry to vent all this stuff, it’s just a rough day.
Vent away @lin0442 that’s what we are here for. We all have bad days. If we could only see into the future it would make this process a little more bearable. Hugs hope the day gets better
@lin0442 I'm sorry you are feeling that way. I agree, I wish I could know one way or the other what will happen. I hope you get some relief soon. @offtoneverland Good luck with your second beta today!
AFM, yesterday at 6dpo I started having muscle tremors in my right thigh. I have had leg muscle tremors in two of my pregnancies so of course I'm like, totes ktfu! Have managed not to test yet despite this very obvious sign (insert eyeroll). Lol at myself. There's probably a better explanation, like that I rode around on a gator on Sunday and had a dog on my lap the whole time so I probably just aggravated the muscle.
@lin0442 Sorry for the rough day. We all have them. I wish we knew the future as well.
@zamora_spin well clearly your totally KUd! Haha. Thanks for giggle. I do stuff like that as well. Last cycle it was I'm gassy and i was gassy with my last pregnancy so... (Or ya know I shouldn't have eaten two helpings of baked beans...)
AFM I'm gonna head over here. My chart is all over the place but i got a positive opk Sunday. So I'm going with 2 DPO.
@lin0442 Sending you all the hugs today, not that it really helps, but I wish it did. It sucks so bad to feel let down by your body and not know what the future holds. I have my fingers crossed for you so hard. Please take care of yourself. @zamora_spin That is too funny about the muscle tremors. Let's hope it's a good sign! @Kath525 Good luck this TWW!
AFM- Good results today in spoiler:
My beta today at 14dpo was 346! It more than doubled and the nurse said it was a great result. I was totally expecting it to be bad news, so I'm thrilled and shocked. I have another beta on Friday and after that I hope I can take a break from needles. This will likely be my last update here because I want to be sensitive to all of you, but I so hope to see you all in the TTCAL Grads board eventually. I haven't figured out myself how to access the board yet because I think TB is being glitchy, but hopefully I'll get it figured out soon. I have my fingers crossed so hard for each and every one of you and I'll be stalking this board so hard for your updates! Sending big huge hugs to all of you. Thanks for your support over the last month or two since I've been here. It means so much to me to have this place to come to and it helped me so much to know that I was not alone in this journey.
So glad for a great update @offtoneverland! I hope to never see you back here
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Re: February TWW
your joy and give the rest of us some hope. Congrats and FX!!!
I think I'm here now. Still really unsure about dates and everything. I usually O around CD11-12 but it looks like this cycle was early, somewhere between CD8-10! Hope that doesn't mean too much except that maybe I can test early. My temps are doing all sorts of weird things but I had a positive OPK and EWCM to match so I'm about 90% sure....I got a BFP about 7-8DPO last time so I'm just counting seconds until next week. I'm not even totally sure when CD1 was since I had spotting for a couple of days before AF. Sooooo all in all there's a lot of guesswork going on here. But we've been BDing like crazy so whatever day it happened there's no way we missed!
@kikimi83 Good luck! Sounds like you had great timing. Fingers crossed for you and everyone else in the TWW!
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@offtoneverland congrats
@offtoneverland Congrats! I know you are probably a ball of anxiety. I hope this is your sticky bean!
AFM I O’d on Valentine’s Day so now I’m just in the TWW...
@zamora_spin - does the tired feeling in the TWW from clomid go away once AF comes? I'm assuming because of higher prog. I got the blood draw for it today.
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
Congrats, @offtoneverland! That’s what we all hope for.
@offtoneverland congratulations! I've sent you an invite to the TTCAL grad board, if you'd like to join
Ive been spotting 3 day so I suspect AF here in a couple more hopefully!
AFM Just still waiting and hoping and trying not to POAS until Friday, which is 9dpo and is still probably too early but whatever.
@offtoneverland I am thinking about you and YGPM
ETA - I'm about 10dpo and tested this morn - neg - called my doc she doesn't think the nausea is related to the clomid cycle. I beg to differ.
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
My temperature dipped again (my body is a MESS) so I was completely wrong. But then ewcm started again yesterday and I'm sure today was the day! Now more waiting. It is the neverending game of wait...I know I won't make it more than 8 dpo to test though.
@cassafrass15 I will for sure give you guys an update tomorrow. I'm so nervous I can hardly stand it.
@kikimi83 FX for good timing! Get it girl!
@vlagrl29 I hope your clomid symptoms go away soon and you start feeling better.
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
Sorry to vent all this stuff, it’s just a rough day.
@offtoneverland Good luck with your second beta today!
AFM, yesterday at 6dpo I started having muscle tremors in my right thigh. I have had leg muscle tremors in two of my pregnancies so of course I'm like, totes ktfu! Have managed not to test yet despite this very obvious sign (insert eyeroll). Lol at myself. There's probably a better explanation, like that I rode around on a gator on Sunday and had a dog on my lap the whole time so I probably just aggravated the muscle.
@zamora_spin well clearly your totally KUd! Haha. Thanks for giggle. I do stuff like that as well. Last cycle it was I'm gassy and i was gassy with my last pregnancy so... (Or ya know I shouldn't have eaten two helpings of baked beans...)
AFM I'm gonna head over here. My chart is all over the place but i got a positive opk Sunday. So I'm going with 2 DPO.
@zamora_spin That is too funny about the muscle tremors. Let's hope it's a good sign!
@Kath525 Good luck this TWW!
AFM- Good results today in spoiler:
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022