FRER line was lighter this morning. Almost certain it's a no go at this point
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
So sorry @coco2787. The ups and downs are so emotionally exhausting. You get your hopes up and then bam. I'm with you right now. No idea what's happening to me. Sort of spotting but not really. I'm assuming AF is coming. But really, just happen already so I can accept and move forward!!!
Going in for betas this afternoon. Not expecting good news but I want to at least get a doctor confirmation so that if it is another loss we can take steps to get further testing. Just need to try and get through this day without having a breakdown.
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
So I finally got some good results back... my homocysteine is a 4.9; 4-15 is normal and under ten is ideal. Thank goodness. I need Dr. to confirm but what my understanding is is this - you need folate to create a bunch of stuff in your body and it also is responsible for clearing out the homocysteine that’s created as a byproduct. When it isn’t working properly too much builds up = clotting risk. I feel like I can finally relax a little that the methylated folate prenatal I’ve been on is doing its job. Now I just need to hope I somehow had a nice lining for implantation and not pee on anything for another week!
Having a rough one. ...would've been 15 weeks tomorrow. Feeling a buzzing/vibration sensation in my pelvic area and occasional breast tenderness...just maybe we'll see a rainbow this week
All of the “would’ve beens” hit me hard, too, @rowedking6. I remember I would have been 20 weeks right before Christmas and it made the holiday so hard to get through imagining what it would’ve been like to give our families gifts announcing the gender and have a belly.
AHH I'm going crazy. I took a test yesterday at 12 dpo and got a super faint line. I planned to take one again this morning and it ended up being a faulty test (no control line). Now I keep wondering if the one that I got a faint line on was also a bad test since it was in the same 2-pack package and neither were expired...
BFP #1: due 6/17/2013, DD born 6/25/13 BFP #2: due 6/30/2017, MMC found 12/7/2016 BFP #3: due 10/21/2018
@Mack2342 thanks for asking. I got the results of the first beta from yesterday, 2nd one is tomorrow. Not really good news or bad news yet I guess. TW.
First beta result was 10. I didn’t see my doctor but she wrote in my chart online that it’s “consistent with early pregnancy” but she doesn’t know I’ve been getting definite positive FRERs since Saturday. Not really especially reassured by that number though.
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Wth??...I was sure I was getting AF but have gotten nothing but brown spotting. Was starting to go a little crazy so broke down and took a hpt and got just the faintest line. I'm not buying it. My body is crazy, I just wish it would figure itself out! My hCG was still going down but I definitely had a few negatives on the same brand. Cannot handle these ups and downs.
All of the “would’ve beens” hit me hard, too, @rowedking6. I remember I would have been 20 weeks right before Christmas and it made the holiday so hard to get through imagining what it would’ve been like to give our families gifts announcing the gender and have a belly.
AHH I'm going crazy. I took a test yesterday at 12 dpo and got a super faint line. I planned to take one again this morning and it ended up being a faulty test (no control line). Now I keep wondering if the one that I got a faint line on was also a bad test since it was in the same 2-pack package and neither were expired...
Thanks @rowedking6. It's exhausting and I'm sure I'm driving everyone around me nuts. Had my 'would've been 12 weeks' on Sunday and it was so hard to not think I would have been getting out of that danger zone, telling friends at work, etc etc. Hope your rainbow is on its way. Seems like there are a lot of positives happening so far.... Maybe February has some good luck for us!
I'm 12 DPO, temp was lower the last few days, but still a few points above the cover line. (I wake up earlier to test on days I physically go to work, so sometimes those temps are a bit lower) This morning I woke up more of my regular time since I'm teleworking, and the temp is pretty much at the cover line. Guessing I'm out this month and AF will be arriving within next day or so. Super frustrating since I'm halfway through the 21 Day Fix diet and between expecting AF, weather giving me headaches, and hating the world, I just want to eat all of the junk in the world and cry instead of exercising. *sigh*
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks) MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks) MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP) RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017 MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP) RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017 MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023. Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing. Surgery for endometriosis January 2024 Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
BBT was 97.9 this am and cramping since yesterday but no AF. C'mon bfp. I'm at CD 31 but like I said a while back, I think I had a delayed /stalled O so I just have no idea where I'm at in this cycle. Usually 29 days. going a little nutty!
Been having this dull ache/cramp in my lower abdomen since Sunday. I think I’m around 10 dpo but can’t be certain. The ache is similar to AF ache, but not quite? I did have it with my CP too, but I also had sore boobs and fatigue, which I don’t have this time. Either way, I’d never experienced this specific ache until my early pregnancy last time so I’m crossing my fingers for a BFP soon. Then again, it could be my body adjusting back to normal from the CP as well, so I’m not too hopeful really.
I don’t mind if this cycle ends up being a no-go really, since my original plan was to sit it out anyway. A BFP would be nice though! I had a BFN yesterday morning, I’ll wait till Friday morning before testing again.
DS born 2/18/2019 DD born 4/1/2023 Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
Bfn yesterday but crampy for two days and yet no AF....CD 32, usually 29 days. Had a huge bout of nausea the night before last. My hubby and I are on our way to Oklahoma for a vaca so ima try hard to save my last frer for Sat AM!
I’m waiting until 10 dpo on Monday morning. My OB is willing to give supplemental progesterone so if I do get one I’ll be calling... I figure waiting until Monday eliminates some stress there even though I could possibly turn one Sunday. I was 8 or 9 dpo last time. First time trying again and this wait is draaaaaagging.
Ugh BFN this morning. At this point I don’t think I’m pg, but I wonder what the hell that dull lower abdomen ache is. If AF hasn’t shown up in a week I’ll test again, but I’m pretty sure my body is still adjusting from the CP, so even if AF is late I won’t get my hopes up. CD27 today and AF shows up around CD28-30 usually.
If AF shows up I hope it happens tomorrow as I’m going to a work party in the evening with an open bar. Would be nice to have a glass of wine or two, plus not having to dodge the “why aren’t you drinking?” questions!
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@kikimi83 I’m so sorry! I Hope next cycle will work out for you!
DS born 2/18/2019 DD born 4/1/2023 Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
I think I'm here now. I was doing OPKs and had a dark one 2 days ago on CD13 which is really early for me. Cause of clomid I guess. Because it made me feel so sick and not myself we only BD 2 times. It also make my CM almost non existent so that wasn't good either.
I have no self control and POAS this morning at 8dpo which was pretty much the stupidest idea ever because I got a stark white FRER and now I’m in a grouchy mood about it. I know rationally 8dpo is very early but I also know I got a faint line 9dpo last time so I went a little nutty and tested. Thought it would make me feel better to just go about my day not wondering IF I could turn one but it brought me back down to earth a little about the chances of lightning striking twice, especially with as whimpy of a lining as they measured last month. This is why I should have waited! Lesson learned!
I'm moving over here as I just got my CH today in FF. I'm a little nervous as I learned yesterday that my AMH is really low at .12, but just trying to take it one day at a time until I meet with my RE on Monday to see what she says about it.
@ccvslp It's so hard not to test early, so I totally get it. @grebretso Sorry for the BFN.
@ccvslp - yes thank god! That was absolutely horrible! Never again I tell you lol. The last 2 nights I've slept really well and I'm not nauseous today. Actually had 11 hours of sleep 2 nights ago and my body was really tired yesterday so I added and hour nap.
I’m either 9 or 11 DPO. I think my body is wonky after MC despite the medication to trigger O. I’ve had two different spikes in temps. Since the largest spike I had a drop then back up and another drop and back off. I’ve been nauseous for a couple days. I’m pretty sure this cycle will be a bust
Thanks @ccvslp and @offtoneverland, I'm not really that upset about it. It's early days for me in the ttc journey, and I keep reminding myself it's only the first cycle after my cp, so my body is all wonky and there's no need to rush into things. The odds are on my side for a pregnancy soon, I was just being impatient and wanting it right away. It's okay if it happens in a few months from now even, gives me more time to plan for the future and save more money!
I'll hang out here for a little while though, today is exactly four weeks after my CP, so AF could show up anywhere from today and several weeks from now. It's a little frustrating, but eh. It is what it is.
DS born 2/18/2019 DD born 4/1/2023 Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
I’m over here now, too. About 4dpo (5 past trigger). We had excellent timing, my lining was great at 10mm and I had three huge follicles ready to go when I triggered, but I’m trying not to get my hopes up because everything has been seemingly perfect before and we didn’t get PG. And I’m trying extra hard not to SS like a mad woman.
@offtoneverland I’m sorry your AMH results weren’t what you hoped for. I know it’s hard, but be kind to yourself and remember that your AMH is just one part of the puzzle.
@Mack2342 Bummer about the wacky temps! Mine have been all over the place since my last loss.
@grebretso It’s totally normal to be impatient, no matter how long you’ve been TTC. Hang in there!
@cassafrass15 Thank you! I think you and I were around the same dpo last cycle too. I understand trying to not get your hopes up too much each cycle, but I'm hopeful that the trigger shot will do great things for you. I can't remember, did you have a trigger last cycle too? @rowedking6 Sorry for AF.
I think I’m just waiting for AF myself. Another BFN but we’re now 9dpo. I really don’t want to keep seeing them so I think I’ll just wait the week out and save my tests. I usually have a 16 day LP so it should be by next Sunday. Then I’ll be ready to take the Letrozole next cycle.
Re: February TWW
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
Feeling a buzzing/vibration sensation in my pelvic area and occasional breast tenderness...just maybe we'll see a rainbow this week
sometimes I don’t get all the posts
AHH I'm going crazy. I took a test yesterday at 12 dpo and got a super faint line. I planned to take one again this morning and it ended up being a faulty test (no control line). Now I keep wondering if the one that I got a faint line on was also a bad test since it was in the same 2-pack package and neither were expired...
BFP #2: due 6/30/2017, MMC found 12/7/2016
BFP #3: due 10/21/2018
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Super frustrating since I'm halfway through the 21 Day Fix diet and between expecting AF, weather giving me headaches, and hating the world, I just want to eat all of the junk in the world and cry instead of exercising. *sigh*
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
FET #2: September 2024 (failed)
FET #3: December 2024 (failed)
#BitterHagPartyOf1
I don’t mind if this cycle ends up being a no-go really, since my original plan was to sit it out anyway. A BFP would be nice though! I had a BFN yesterday morning, I’ll wait till Friday morning before testing again.
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
My hubby and I are on our way to Oklahoma for a vaca so ima try hard to save my last frer for Sat AM!
If AF shows up I hope it happens tomorrow as I’m going to a work party in the evening with an open bar. Would be nice to have a glass of wine or two, plus not having to dodge the “why aren’t you drinking?” questions!
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@kikimi83 I’m so sorry! I Hope next cycle will work out for you!
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
@ccvslp It's so hard not to test early, so I totally get it.
@grebretso Sorry for the BFN.
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
I'll hang out here for a little while though, today is exactly four weeks after my CP, so AF could show up anywhere from today and several weeks from now. It's a little frustrating, but eh. It is what it is.
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
@offtoneverland I’m sorry your AMH results weren’t what you hoped for. I know it’s hard, but be kind to yourself and remember that your AMH is just one part of the puzzle.
@Mack2342 Bummer about the wacky temps! Mine have been all over the place since my last loss.
@grebretso It’s totally normal to be impatient, no matter how long you’ve been TTC. Hang in there!
@rowedking6 Sorry for AF.
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
@rowedking6 Ugh.. sorry about AF.
I think I’m just waiting for AF myself. Another BFN but we’re now 9dpo. I really don’t want to keep seeing them so I think I’ll just wait the week out and save my tests. I usually have a 16 day LP so it should be by next Sunday. Then I’ll be ready to take the Letrozole next cycle.