@coco2787 Ugh, I'm sorry for the stressful feelings you're having right now. Waiting is the hardest part. 11dpo is pretty early, so it may just be that your HCG is still really really low. I have my fingers crossed for you! Please keep us posted.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
So on Thursday (12dpo) when I got home from work, I took a test and there was a super faint second line. I took one more cheapie and then a different off-brand test. It was faint on all of them. I didn't even tell DH because I kind of expected it to just be a BFN in the morning. I took another one yesterday morning and it was darker, although still faint for being 13dpo. Today's test wasn't any darker, but the line was there so that's good. I'm pretty nervous, but trying to stay positive and trust that God knows what He is doing. All of this to say that I will miss you ladies, but I really hope I never come back here!
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@coco2787 And right back at you! FX that your lines continue to get darker! After some crazy googling (horrible idea) I did find out that the cheapies are even slower to get darker than normal tests. I think I implanted late, so maybe the same is true for you!
@acciocoffee Congrats on the BFP. Tests can have due differences even within one brand so try not to stress based on that. Consider betas if you are anxious!
@coco2787@acciocoffee You have no idea how hard I'm crossing my fingers for you guys right now! Pleeeeease keep us updated. I'm going to be on pins and needles.
So had a little cramping and some evvvvver so slightly tinged pinkish brown discharge. Which could either mean everything or nothing. So of course I'm obsessing.
2nd line on the cheapies is still basically just a shadow and not any darker than yesterday. I can call my doctor about getting betas tomorrow but I don't think it'll be necessary if I don't see any progression by then.
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@coco2787 with the cheap tests, I always found they took foreverrr to darken, even when other tests did.
TW...
I decided to give in and test today at 10 dpo, and it was a BFP! I still can’t believe it, and as I told DH, after two back to back losses, I won’t feel excited really until I know things are ok, but I’m hoping that things stick this time.
Yay! Congrats @pumpkinpancake. I understand not feeling excited. FX this is your rainbow
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@coco2787 I agree, with my last pregnancy, my FRERs were getting nicely darker but the line on the cheapies was still barely visible and didn't get any darker at all. I'm so hopeful for you! Even if there's no progression by tomorrow, I would still recommend getting betas just so you can see what's going on. @pumpkinpancake Congrats!!! So excited for you and I'm hoping and praying that this will be your rainbow.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Darn it. Pretty sure I'm getting AF. Well it was a long shot. At least now I can actually figure out where I am in my cycle. Trying not to feel too sad but how do you not when you've already let yourself imagine the possibility. Sigh. Here's hoping for a Valentine's baby! Be back here in a couple weeks! Congrats to all the BFPs. Keep 'em coming!
Ugh I’m at that stage where I over analyze everything. Mild cramping? Faintness? Check. Slight nausea? Yup, couldn’t stand the smell of husband’s beer during Super Bowl. No sore boobs though, which was the first sign last time around. This could all mean something, or nothing of course. I don’t even know if I o’d at all! If I did I’m only like 8-9 dpo, too early to test.
The logical part of my brain tries to remind the obsessive part that there’s no rush at all, I should just relax. Seems like the obsessive part is winning though!
DS born 2/18/2019 DD born 4/1/2023 Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
Re: February TWW
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
And yay! @coco2787 and @acciocoffee I’m rooting so hard for both of you!! A line is a line, and I hope they keep getting darker for you both!!
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
TW...
I decided to give in and test today at 10 dpo, and it was a BFP! I still can’t believe it, and as I told DH, after two back to back losses, I won’t feel excited really until I know things are ok, but I’m hoping that things stick this time.
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
yahoo @pumpkinpancake so many congratulations! I’ve got my FX for you this one sticks.
Congrats also @coco2787 and @acciocoffee! Hopefully you’ll all join over at the grad board!
Im hoping for a lot more BFPs this month!!!
@pumpkinpancake Congrats!!! So excited for you and I'm hoping and praying that this will be your rainbow.
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
@coco2787 I agree with others the cheapies don’t always show progression over the course of a few days. I’m hoping for the best for you.
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
sorry for the disappointment, @kikimi83. That first “what is happening” cycle is the pits. You’ll have a much easier time tracking now.
The logical part of my brain tries to remind the obsessive part that there’s no rush at all, I should just relax. Seems like the obsessive part is winning though!
DD born 4/1/2023
Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024