@sprkls8506 thanks I'm feeling pretty down about this. Knowing that we have only one possibly two more treatments. Not to say we can't try on our own but it's just so disappointing. I've never had a temp drop while taking progesterone so I'm surprised it was so low this morning since I took progesterone last night. My tests will be here today so I will probably test to confirm unless AF just shows up
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks) MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks) MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP) RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017 MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP) RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017 MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023. Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing. Surgery for endometriosis January 2024 Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
@Mack2342 I’m so sorry. I hate temp drops, and BFNs, and the letdown after symptoms were there. I hate it for all of us. I was so hoping this would be your month! *hugs*
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Well, I officially hate my body! I'm on CD 38 and according to FF I'm 15dpo. BFN's for days though and no symptoms. Looking at my temps just the last 2 or 3 days I now think FF is wrong and that I'm only like 6dpo. If I am only 6dpo our timing was terrible. We only had sex one day that week because FF had already given me solid cross hairs and I didn't have any fertile cm. Ugh! I feel so frustrated and over this!
Ivy: July 2010 | Stella: Dec 2012 | BFP#3: MMC at 11Wk's, July 2017 | Wyatt: April 2019 | BFP#5: Twin Girls due Sept 2020
@robyn2201 Ugh, I'm sorry. Waiting on stuff we have no control over is completely frustrating. Have you ever done or considered acupuncture? I used it after both of my losses to help by body regulate its hormones and I was back to my normal by the next cycle. I have no idea if you're open to more holistic avenues, but if you are, it's something to consider! I think it also may have just helped me feel like I was "doing something" at a time where I had little control over anything else.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Question time. So 3 DPO I think? I basically made DH BD for the last 3 nights. He told me last night I wasn't allowed to touch him for the rest of the week ha. But this morning my OPK still came up very positive?? (I need to stop POAS) Anyone else have it stay positive for this long? I know we won't BD again tonight (although with it being positive I would like to...). But it makes me nervous that MAYBE I still haven't O'd. Although I thought the first day it tested positive was most likely O day (I've always counted that as O day?)... I guess this is why people temp.
@Kath525 Only your first +OPK counts. Once you get a positive, you will generally O within 36 hours. Some women continue to get + OPKs for a few days and some women get negatives pretty soon after O. But only the first one really matters.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
11dpo. BFN From my history I should be able to turn a positive at 11. I'll test tomorrow morning but I'm guessing I'm out this month. Feeling really discouraged.
I'm sorry, Racso (can't tag today on mobile for some reason). I know the feeling. I hope you get a different result today.
Well, it's 9 DPO here which is generally when I give in to the crazy and start POAS every day until AF shows. BFN this morning but I know it's early. I could also possibly be 8 DPO. I'm keeping my fingers crossed this month since I managed to get a super awful cold I'm fighting right now. I'm hoping that my immune system is preoccupied and leaves any possible embryo that's hanging out to implant. With my first loss, I got pregnant *while* I had parvovirus after 4.5 years of TTC, so I've always wondered about my immune system.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
tosh24 We're on the exact same timeline! I'm ss like CRAZY and feeling each and every one of them. Went to the walk-in-clinic yesterday for a UTI and the doc wanted to do a quant, but I didn't want to pay for the test knowing it was very likely too early to get a positive even if there was a potential bean in there. I then proceeded to lay in bed on the BSC train wondering if he wanted to test me because he thought that there might be a chance, or maybe I should have tested because maybe there could've been a positive result. I POAS this morning and obviously had a BFN. It's too early, but my BSC wouldn't turn down. I'm going to TRY to wait until Friday to retest, but we'll see how that goes. On that note, I need more tests. I don't know what my problem is this cycle. I'm all over the board. I've had crazy strong obvious symptoms since 1dpo that I can't explain away, but I know deep down are 99% likely my body just being an a$$hole. I'm just stupidly emotional and struggling to keep myself in check. I just want my body to do what it's supposed to do and stop messing with my head. There's no reason to throw in new stupid symptoms each month. It's just mean. I missed you ladies.
I think I'm back on the TWW. The apps (yes, two, because the OPK confused me so much I thought a second app would help. I'm nuts) both say O just passed... though this morning they seem confused again and are pushing things back. I think I'm crying uncle with the OPK and app predictions this cycle and letting it go - otherwise I'll just drive myself more nuts, you know?
@tosh24 I was in the ER all night with a NASTY stomach virus (causing severe dehydration) and the SAME thought passed through my mind. Okay body fight this virus and leave everything else alone! I also had to do a pregnancy test there and even though I'm only 4 DPO I was still BSC hopeful haha!
@Kath525 Ugh! That’s sounds miserable! Glad you’re starting to feel better! You and @Tosh24 will be our test cases. If you get your BFPs while sick this cycle, I’ll go around licking door handles next cycle!!!
I go in for a prog test this morning at my OBs office. Tomorrow I have my 2nd appt with my new doctor to go over all the results from the 9 viols of blood they took Saturday! I'm feeling like an old person with all the supplements I'm taking.
Well I go here now since I'm at 3 DPO. I'm already googling what cm looks like after implantation, which I've done about a million times in my life, and I'm not any less confused. Each website has a different answer. Ugh
@Kath525 UGGGHHHH that sounds horrible!! I'm so sorry you've been so sick. I'll take a cold over a stomach virus any day! I hope you're on the mend now.
AFM, either 10 or 11 DPO today and another BFN this morning. I don't know why I'm feeling extra optimistic this cycle but I think I might be in for a big let down in a day or so. AF is expected either tomorrow or Saturday. I saw the RE that I had my lap booked with which is also the same clinic that sent me that IVF email to say they had open spots available. She said that she doesn't think I need the lap and if I do have endo, the most important thing is to get me pregnant quickly, so she'd rather go right into a cycle and cancel my lap. I did push for a hysteroscope and endometrial biopsy because with all of the cramping I've been having since my last MC, I want to make sure I do not have a uterine infection or any retained tissue that would prevent IVF from working, so I have that scheduled for November. The RE said that she was going to email the Funded IVF coordinator yesterday and let her know that my protocol is all ready and I have my drugs and all my testing so that will hopefully help me get one of the spots that opened up for December (apparently, they'll only take your early if all your stuff is ready to go). I should hear back next week whether I've got a spot! DH had a huge freak out about actually going through with it now that it's so close, so that has me concerned but I'm hoping it was just a moment of panic.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Re: October TWW
@40momma @aga31 congratulations!
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
FET #2: September 2024 (failed)
FET #3: December 2024 (failed)
#BitterHagPartyOf1
*hugs*
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
@robyn2201 sorry about your cycle. Hope it returns to a normal cycle soon
@jchpg FX! It's still so early
@robyn2201 Ugh our bodies can be so cruel to us. Sorry it's been so frustrating
@jchpg Oh I have POAS 6DPO as well, you aren't the only one
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Well, it's 9 DPO here which is generally when I give in to the crazy and start POAS every day until AF shows. BFN this morning but I know it's early. I could also possibly be 8 DPO. I'm keeping my fingers crossed this month since I managed to get a super awful cold I'm fighting right now. I'm hoping that my immune system is preoccupied and leaves any possible embryo that's hanging out to implant. With my first loss, I got pregnant *while* I had parvovirus after 4.5 years of TTC, so I've always wondered about my immune system.
Edit for typo
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
I don't know what my problem is this cycle. I'm all over the board. I've had crazy strong obvious symptoms since 1dpo that I can't explain away, but I know deep down are 99% likely my body just being an a$$hole. I'm just stupidly emotional and struggling to keep myself in check. I just want my body to do what it's supposed to do and stop messing with my head. There's no reason to throw in new stupid symptoms each month. It's just mean. I missed you ladies.
@Kath525 Hope you are feeling better!
@leahcimmichael hahahaha that made me laugh
@vlagrl29 Good luck with your appointment today!
AFM, either 10 or 11 DPO today and another BFN this morning. I don't know why I'm feeling extra optimistic this cycle but I think I might be in for a big let down in a day or so. AF is expected either tomorrow or Saturday. I saw the RE that I had my lap booked with which is also the same clinic that sent me that IVF email to say they had open spots available. She said that she doesn't think I need the lap and if I do have endo, the most important thing is to get me pregnant quickly, so she'd rather go right into a cycle and cancel my lap. I did push for a hysteroscope and endometrial biopsy because with all of the cramping I've been having since my last MC, I want to make sure I do not have a uterine infection or any retained tissue that would prevent IVF from working, so I have that scheduled for November. The RE said that she was going to email the Funded IVF coordinator yesterday and let her know that my protocol is all ready and I have my drugs and all my testing so that will hopefully help me get one of the spots that opened up for December (apparently, they'll only take your early if all your stuff is ready to go). I should hear back next week whether I've got a spot! DH had a huge freak out about actually going through with it now that it's so close, so that has me concerned but I'm hoping it was just a moment of panic.
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019