Hello, let me introduce myself first..
For the first 30 years of my life, everything was smooth and worry-free. I was my parents’ most beloved child, found my true love in college, and happily married him after graduation.
At work, I was my boss’s most valued employee. Whenever I was in charge of a project, colleagues would inevitably say, “Oh, then I’m totally at ease.” I was constantly named “Employee of the Year,” with generous bonuses every year.
Later, I started my own business. Within just three months, I had broken into the market and started making money. By the fifth month, I was earning twice my previous salary. Growth was steady month after month. Right when the business needed more hands, I serendipitously met an amazing partner, and the company reached a whole new level.
Really, it seemed like at every step, whatever I needed, a pair of hands would always place it right in front of me, just in time.
My Two Girls: Ellie & Mia
Meet Ellie, My Firstborn
In 2020, my husband and I decided to have a child. After trying for over a year, we finally got the news in 2021 that a little one was on the way. In 2022, we welcomed our first child, Ellie. She made me a mother.
She is utterly adorable—big eyes, rosy skin, chubby little hands. Every time I look at her, I can’t help but give her a kiss. She is pure joy, and I love her more each day.
But as a first-time mom, I faced unprecedented difficulties. The postpartum tearing wouldn’t heal, and the pain was excruciating. Clogged milk ducts made my breasts hard as rocks. The severe sleep deprivation… And what was even more crushing was that, with zero parenting experience, I was clueless when faced with her unexplained wailing, night terrors, refusal to nurse, constipation, diarrhea, fevers… I desperately searched online, longing for one accurate, truly useful answer!
It was during this time that I thought, once I make it through this “dark” path, I must leave a light on for other new moms.
And Then Came Mia
Ellie had just turned one when I got pregnant again. In 2024, we welcomed our second daughter, Mia.
Completely different from Ellie, Mia is a great eater and sleeper. Although she had her fussy moments in the first two months, starting almost from month three, she became super easygoing. She feeds on schedule, gradually sleeps through the night, loves her solid foods, and adapted quickly when I had to stop breastfeeding due to mastitis.
This made me realize just how vastly different babies can be! It made me even more determined to write about my experiences.
Why I Had to Start This Blog
The Catalyst: A Life Pivoted
After Mia was born, my business also began to decline sharply. I had no choice but to close it and become a full-time mom. My work no longer involves Excel and Word, but instead revolves around changing diapers, washing bottles, making baby food, and managing household chores…
This has been a monumental challenge for me. All my past achievements seem irrelevant now. Managing two young children has brought me a sense of frustration I’ve never known before.
The Daily Reality
They are always fighting over things. When one is in my arms, the other immediately demands to be held too. When I try to cook, Ellie wants me to read her a book. When I attempt to load the washing machine, Mia has a diaper blowout, and I must drop everything to change her…
By the time I finish all that, I see the cup of hot coffee on the table has gone cold again. And it’s not until evening that I remember, “Oh my goodness, the clothes are still in the hamper, unwashed!”
Of course, being a mom is filled with happiness, but that doesn’t negate how hard it is.
My Promise to You
Because I’ve walked this path myself, I won’t just tell you how joyful motherhood is, like many websites do. I want to share my real, unfiltered experiences so every new mom can find a “companion” here.
I want to tell you: you are not alone. What you’re going through, I’ve been there too. Your breakdowns, your helplessness, your moments of losing control—I’ve had them all. You don’t need to feel guilty. This is just a small, necessary stretch of the journey for every mom.
My Hope for This Space
I really want to share my parenting experiences—not just the warm, glowing moments, but to honestly document the pitfalls I’ve stumbled into, the tears I’ve shed, and the “survival wisdom” I’ve scraped together in utter exhaustion.
The Goal: A Mom’s Toolkit
I hope this blog becomes a “mom’s toolkit,” filled not with vague theories, but with:
- Practical Tips: Like how to quickly figure out why a baby is crying, tried-and-true methods for dealing with clogged ducts, or how to efficiently manage the daily grind with twins (or two under two) solo.
- Pitfall Avoidance Guides: Sharing the baby products I regret buying the most, and those “game-changer” parenting hacks. Letting you know which parenting anxieties you can let go of, and which principles are worth holding onto.
- A Community for Moms: I hope my stories connect me with more moms like you. We can cheer each other on in the comments, share our own tricks, turning the storms we face alone into a journey we walk together.
The Bigger Vision
My previous career taught me to analyze data, solve problems, and optimize processes. Now, I’m applying all those skills to this new “position” of Mom. I want to prove that a mom’s value is absolutely not confined to the home. The mindset, resilience, and creativity we built in our careers can shine just as brightly—perhaps even brighter—in this more complex, long-term “project” of raising humans, and can even be transformed into a force that helps others.
My hope is simple: that every mom who opens this blog can let out a sigh of relief and say, “So it’s not just me.” Then, she can find a bit of practical info, a dose of comforting solidarity, and return to her sweet, chaotic mom-life with a little more confidence and a little less weight on her shoulders.
This road? Let’s walk it together.
Re: What are you going to name your little one?
I vote that you go with a name you like and forget about who you may know with the name. I know in your cases it's your SO's being the babies about it.
Thomas for my amazing grandfather (who is my father figure) and Wyatt because I want my son to have a strong name. Wyatt means brave and I love that.
And while Wyatt is becoming more popular, it is an older name and I feel that it isn't quite so common. I'm not a fan of made-up or "you-neek" names at all. And the "y" in his name actually belongs there.
I love Iris and it was top 3 for us if we were having a girl. We were going to go with Iris Elizabeth since that is my mother's and my middle name.
Boy: Soren Richard
Girl options:
Philippa (Pippa)-- my favorite and my choice with our first daughter, but my wife took advantage of my blood loss and gratitude at having survived labor with a healthy baby and I agreed to name our daughter Phoebe Eloise, which I love, but it was not the plan. But I'm trying to decide whether it takes Philippa out of the running this time around. I generally don't like matchy but part of me wants to do it anyway. It's been my favorite for years; this will be our last child because I'm geriatric.
Yvette - problem is that I don't like nicknames with Eve. Nickname Etti is fine but it's not like I'll be in control of nicknames.
Solene - sadly its pronunciation is problematic so I think this one is out.
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His big sister is Anaston Claire (Ana) and Cannon Lee
Anyone else liking more and more "odd" names the more pregnant you get (perhaps I should stop now)? I threw out a pretty unusual one for a girl the other day and DH actually likes it... so if we have a girl we could be going with "Indie Wilder"... We'll never hear the end of it from our friends because we're all archaeologists (like Indiana Jones) but I kind of like the homage to our childhood hero (as those movies are why we became archaeologists and ultimately met in the first place). Wilder I love for a girl's middle name and since it's a middle name I don't think there's too much to "self- prophecy". Of course, we have a list that's several names long for both boy and girl because we want to meet the LO first
Boy-- this name game is hard!
Honestly, to me...it sounds like a trailer park name. Not even trying to be snarky.
Searching other forums for suggestions brought up suggestions like Melinda, Rosalind and Lucinda, basically any name with "ind" in it. I also saw Ingrid as a suggestion. I think there's some merit to subtlety with name "themes".
And also, Indiana was the dogs name.
Make sure you also keep your eye out for similar names when you look at your individual lists too - I had Nathan, DH had Nathaniel so we kept both on the overlap list. If he loves Jonas and you love Joseph, you can work from there.