It's totally ok to eat a whole box of cinnamon toast crunch for dinner, right?
No, because I just ran into a convenience store in hopes they would have the single serve size of cinnamon toast crunch based on your post. They do not.
Radishes. Could it be possible? I was feeling like crap, ate a handful of radishes and felt instantly better. Did I just discover the holy grail of nausea cures??! (She says, afraid the magic will wear off...)
@chrain I just read your update. Your H's behavior sucks and you didn't deserve that at all. Mine can be a huge ass too, especially when stressed, but I have to say it sounds like you handle it better than I do. You are one classy lady, and I'm just going to creepily internet hug you now.
That said, I'm also planning on doing a cleanse/30 day fitness challenge. I'm thinking about using FitnessBlender on YouTube for the fitness side, but I haven't done much research on the cleanse yet. What kind of cleanse are you planning on doing?
I don't know about a cleanse, but I am definitely going on a strict diet and starting running again as soon as I'm cleared for exercise. Back to back pregnancies over 6 months + some depression in between means I've gained at least 20 lbs and it needs to GO.
ETA: I apologize if this is a sore spot for people struggling with the need to gain weight over pregnancy and/or being benched from exercise. I totally get that too, but I just really really need to feel 'back to normal' if I can't be pregnant.
I know I'm late but thoughts and prayers to you Wendy!!
also,
it's 8:05 and I'm trying to decide if it's too early to get in bed... I'm leaning towards no...
Nope. It's never too early. In fact, I'm in bed right now and it's glorious!
@FrecklesInside Hugs for you. @StellaMakes3 I hope you're feeling better soon.
NT scan went well in that baby was still there and growing with a solid heartbeat. We'll only hear back if there are any markers or cause for concern. Hoping for no news. Baby is also measuring 3 days ahead but they left EDD as is. A/S is scheduled for 6 weeks from now. Suddenly feels like this is moving really fast.
Blah, don't have time right now to catch up with everyone but I made it all the way to page 8!
@snlt1012 I am so deeply sorry about what happened. I am hyper-aware of motorcycles because I have a lot of friends who ride and it pains me to hear/read about accidents like this. Sending you and yours warm fuzzies and hugs.
@chrain Oh honey, I have no words except that I am so sorry all that happened at once and I'm sorry that H freaked out and couldn't support you to his full capacity in the moment. Hugs hugs hugs.
"Serious is only something you have to be until you can be silly again."
I just want you guys to know how very much I appreciate the love and support I've received here the last few days. This has truly been in the top few worst weeks of my life. It ranks up there with losing each of my parents and my miscarriage is only part of the shitfest that has been this week (work problems that I can't control but undo 2.5 years of dedication/work: check, friendships between people I love equally imploding: check, stupid BS arguments with family: check, co-parent drama: check, etc). I am not sure I could have made it through this week without you guys. So thank you.
I just want you guys to know how very much I appreciate the love and support I've received here the last few days. This has truly been in the top few worst weeks of my life. It ranks up there with losing each of my parents and my miscarriage is only part of the shitfest that has been this week (work problems that I can't control but undo 2.5 years of dedication/work: check, friendships between people I love equally imploding: check, stupid BS arguments with family: check, co-parent drama: check, etc). I am not sure I could have made it through this week without you guys. So thank you.
Hubs went to get more apples in Boulder. He came home and told me that while he was picking this older man went BSC on him. Screaming, calling him a thief, yelling. He said a crowd was gathering. So he tells the guy "I got permission to pick here" but the guy was like "this is private property."
The area he was in... some cottages are owned privately but most are owned by the area and he was told no problem, pick where ever.
Anyway, he leaves and goes to the main office where he got the permission and told them what happened. They said, oh... we know who you are talking about.
Turns out, this guy's wife just died and the funeral is on Saturday and he is losing his shit. They were married forever, etc.
So hubs comes home and he's like "You know, after seeing this guys losing his mind because he lost his wife, I realized that I want to be there for you every second and it's not right to fight. I lost my mind last night and for that I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have been such a jerk last night. We need to enjoy every minute we have together."
WHAT?!? YES! He got it! I am so happy.
Wow. Sometimes all someone needs is a little perspective. I'm happy for you.
@chrain I feel so bad for you and your H. I wish he could be there for you but sounds like he's also in a lot of pain. You are a strong woman but sometimes we all just need to be held and taken care of. Hoping time will help heal each of you and then together. You just went through so much. Xo
@chrain so sorry you're going thru this but yay that DH "got it!" Hope you're feeling better, more hugs to you. Hugs also to freckles and Wendy and pele. FX that it's nothing pele but sorry you're having to go thru this again.
Hubs brought home Wendy's for dinner and I just couldn't get thru it. So now cookies are in the oven!
@Peledreamsofrain you have not been given a reason for the bleeding, right? It sounds so much like an SCH. Make sure to rest and drink lots of water!
Hugs to you. I know how scary that is.
Yeah, I was convinced it was a SCH before, but there were no signs at my u/s after. I dunno, I am so emotionally worn out with this pregnancy.
Thank you everyone for the hugs tonight - I really appreciate it.
@wendyld - you know I've got nothing but love for you. So many hugs to you, lady.
@chrain - I'm glad your H came through. Hugs, lady.
@peledreamsofrain - I know we just talked you down in chat, but I'll say it here too - I know bleeding is a total mind fuck, you've been through it before, and I just KNOW that you'll get through this too. Please update us in the morning though and enjoy your night now that your H is home
Re: Pink Ladies
MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
(She says, afraid the magic will wear off...)
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BFP#1 7/13/11 EDD 3/16/12 DS born 3/16/12
BFP#2 5/16/14 EDD 1/23/15 CP 5/21/14
BFP#3 6/25/14 EDD 3/2/15
MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
Married December 2011 TTC#1 Since November 2013
Dec. 2013... BFP! 12/31/13... Natural M/C 1/29/14 (8 weeks)
July 2014...BFP!... 17dpo beta 581...19dpo beta 1419!!.. stick baby, stick!
EDD: 3/20/15.. It's a boy!
also,
it's 8:05 and I'm trying to decide if it's too early to get in bed... I'm leaning towards no...
Nope. It's never too early. In fact, I'm in bed right now and it's glorious!
@StellaMakes3 I hope you're feeling better soon.
NT scan went well in that baby was still there and growing with a solid heartbeat. We'll only hear back if there are any markers or cause for concern. Hoping for no news. Baby is also measuring 3 days ahead but they left EDD as is. A/S is scheduled for 6 weeks from now. Suddenly feels like this is moving really fast.
MC: 2/19/14
"Serious is only something you have to be until you can be silly again."MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
Wow. Sometimes all someone needs is a little perspective. I'm happy for you.
Positive vibes sent @Peledreamsofrain I hope it's nothing again.
Hugs to all those that need extra loving tonight.
Hugs also to freckles and Wendy and pele. FX that it's nothing pele but sorry you're having to go thru this again.
Hubs brought home Wendy's for dinner and I just couldn't get thru it. So now cookies are in the oven!
Hugs to you. I know how scary that is.
MC: 2/19/14
@FrecklesInside hugs to you! All the hugs you need!
@chrain I'm so so glad you're H is coming around! Happy hugs!
@Peledreamsofrain sending as many positive vibes as I can. Hoping for a good update soon!