AFM I’m CD 31 or 16 DPO. No sign of AF. I haven’t been temping the last 3 days with traveling but I had BFN at 13 DPO. I usually start around CD29 so I don’t know what’s going on. I didn’t bring any tests with me. We go home tomorrow so if no AF I will test again when I get home
AFM, I think I’m having a An-O cycle 😕 CD22 and no sign of O yet. My cycles are typically 25-30 days, so I don’t see it happening anytime soon. I’m pretty bummed to not be KU before the new year (but aren’t we all). Plus DH is a government contractor, so he is furloughed. And I haven’t gotten a job since DS died, so..... I guess we’re both at home now? I have no idea what 2019 will bring, and that is kind of scary. I’m sad that 2018 is ending and it will be the last year that DS was alive. This seems to happen with every new milestone - I’m sad that DS will never be a part of it.
Sorry for the DD post. It just kind of flows sometimes. I’m hoping everyone has a nice holiday (or as nice as it can be in our position) ❤️❤️❤️
Me: 31 DH: 31 DS born 6/2017, became a heart angel 8/2018 CP 3/2019
@SpongeWorthy that's a lot on you. I'm sorry. I fully understand (in a logical I can see that way) about the milestones. He was your world for his time here. And he had a big future you had envisioned. You lost so much with such a small being. Sending you more hugs ❤
@SpongeWorthy I can understand the milestones. It is so hard to loose a loved one Especially a LO you had so many plans for. Hugs to you. I’m a federal employee but I’m deemed essential so I have to work with no pay. It sucks. I’m still on medical leave but it looks like when I return on the 3rd it will be wo pay. Now I wish I would have stayed off the whole 12 weeks so I could at least have more time off if not going to get paid
AFM, looks like this one didn’t stick. Headed back over to WTO as well. I’m way more upset than I thought I’d be and H and MIL just don’t get it. I can’t wait for 2018 to end.
*TW*
Me: 32 │ DH: 35 Married 8/16/13 BFP#1 DS 11/13/16 BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18 BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
** lurking from WTO So many roller coasters to catch up on. My heart goes out to everyone over the holidays. It's such a difficult time for so many people.
Thanks for the support ladies. Of course all the docs offices are closed for Christmas/New Years so I can’t get orders for betas until next week...I’m going to lurk here until I get those done since my tests are light....hope that’s ok....
@Mack2342, boo i'm sorry...worst Christmas present ever. (Sent you a PM)
@justarius, what a hard wait, ugh... congratulations though... waiting to hear those lines are getting darker!
AFM, i'm 7dpo and I haven't been on here because I've found something that has straightened out this poor excuse for a cycle, and i finally caught my O date. So even if it does not end up in a Bfp, i'm stoked that this is working for me. No more 32,33,34 or 35 day cycles.
4dpo today. I’ve been avoiding the bump since my early miscarriage last month but really would like support from other women going through the same thing. This is the first month I used OPKs so I’m hoping for some positive results.
@rowedking6 FX for you, glad you found something that works for you!
@jord_ash23 I’m sorry for your loss, welcome to the group, hope your stay is short.
AFM the light lines turned to a BFN today and the bleeding started shortly after the test, so loss #2 for me. Taking it harder than I thought I would. Worst Christmas ever.
@justarius I’m so so sorry. None of this is fair, especially during the holidays. Hugs to you
AFM, CD27. I never got crosshairs but I’m thinking (hoping) ovulated on CD18. I’ve been cramping for 5 days now, like early period cramps, but no sign of AF. I had a big temp drop CD25, but then it was back up CD26. I’m driving myself crazy symptom spotting even though I don’t know if I ovulated ugh. I just can’t help but be hopeful. I’ll test tomorrow AM 🤞
Me: 31 DH: 31 DS born 6/2017, became a heart angel 8/2018 CP 3/2019
Re: December TWW
Still getting such faint lines so I’m honestly just getting more worried. It’s been 4 days! I hate this feeling of uncertainty 😭
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
AFM, I think I’m having a An-O cycle 😕 CD22 and no sign of O yet. My cycles are typically 25-30 days, so I don’t see it happening anytime soon. I’m pretty bummed to not be KU before the new year (but aren’t we all). Plus DH is a government contractor, so he is furloughed. And I haven’t gotten a job since DS died, so..... I guess we’re both at home now? I have no idea what 2019 will bring, and that is kind of scary. I’m sad that 2018 is ending and it will be the last year that DS was alive. This seems to happen with every new milestone - I’m sad that DS will never be a part of it.
Sorry for the DD post. It just kind of flows sometimes. I’m hoping everyone has a nice holiday (or as nice as it can be in our position) ❤️❤️❤️
CP 3/2019
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
@Mack2342 FX this is it and you get a BFP!
@SpongeWorthy hugs! ❤
AFM, looks like this one didn’t stick. Headed back over to WTO as well. I’m way more upset than I thought I’d be and H and MIL just don’t get it. I can’t wait for 2018 to end.
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
@SpongeWorthy I’m so sorry this is such a difficult time, big hugs!
@Mack2342 so shitty, I’m sorry!
@zuuls_mom I’m sorry, it’s just devastating when it doesn’t work out and even harder when those around you just don’t get it!
Merry Christmas everyone, still hoping the New Year brings us all a fresh start!
@zuuls_mom that’s so disheartening So sorry
AFM my tests are getting lighter too so feeling really discouraged, feels like now I’m just waiting for the inevitable
Merry Christmas and happy new year everyone.
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
CP 3/2019
So many roller coasters to catch up on. My heart goes out to everyone over the holidays. It's such a difficult time for so many people.
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
@justarius, what a hard wait, ugh... congratulations though... waiting to hear those lines are getting darker!
AFM, i'm 7dpo and I haven't been on here because I've found something that has straightened out this poor excuse for a cycle, and i finally caught my O date. So even if it does not end up in a Bfp, i'm stoked that this is working for me. No more 32,33,34 or 35 day cycles.
@jord_ash23 I’m sorry for your loss, welcome to the group, hope your stay is short.
AFM the light lines turned to a BFN today and the bleeding started shortly after the test, so loss #2 for me. Taking it harder than I thought I would. Worst Christmas ever.
It's so hard to wrap our heads around this. Thinking of you
AFM, CD27. I never got crosshairs but I’m thinking (hoping) ovulated on CD18. I’ve been cramping for 5 days now, like early period cramps, but no sign of AF. I had a big temp drop CD25, but then it was back up CD26. I’m driving myself crazy symptom spotting even though I don’t know if I ovulated ugh. I just can’t help but be hopeful. I’ll test tomorrow AM 🤞
CP 3/2019
@SpongeWorthy good luck testing tomorrow!
@SpongeWorthy good luck!
FX @SpongeWorthy
CP 3/2019
I'm out also...2019, bring it