I'm 9dpo and trying so hard not to test. And my temps and the one other sign that I typically get when pregnant have showed up. We had a chemical two months ago so I'm trying to learn from that experience and not test early. Y'all send me some good juju because I'm faltering.
@prpl11butterfly FX for you too. So sorry you’re going thru all this again. Hugs.
Go here now too. Had a great, strong O on day 16 (as opposed to day 21 last month) only to find out I prob have uterine scarring soo not gonna get pg. COOL. but hoping y’all get some bfps! Could use some good news!
@obsessedwithoranges I’m so sorry!! Have you found a doctor you feel good about treating the scarring? I joined an Asherman’s Syndrome Facebook group (which is my new thing apparently when I’m worried about things—and I am concerned that I’ve got some scarring) and the ladies in it are very particular about the surgeons because it’s such a delicate procedure. Which makes it seem all the more terrifying—though I will say so many have excellent outcomes and healthy babies after treatment!
@mwmiller4 usually 13. But "cycle" after my first D&C was 10 days so fx it happens again. I'll be able to get CD2 blood work done before DH leaves if it works out that way.
@mwmiller4 I joined the group too! But honestly it’s terrifying. It doesn’t look like there are any specialist doctors where I live so I think I’m just going to try to ask my OB questions about how he does the procedure and if he’s treated it before. I’m trying to schedule the hysteroscopy for January so I have some time to educate myself — but another part of me just wants to not learn anymore!
So. Today is 10dpo and I should be spotting but I am not and I tested. My usual word vomit in the spoiler.
I took a test to see if I could drink at a holiday party. And it was positive--I called my RE and long story short, they'll see me for monitoring (beta on Monday morning) AND the nurse went over my file one more time and asked if I had a thyroid panel since I'm such a new patient. I said it was from the other clinic, and the TSH and the other one were normal, but my TPO antibody was slightly above the normal range (mine is 13.7 and the "standard range" is 0-8.9) I told her that the other clinic didn't comment on it so I figured my thyroid was fine (which she agreed on). However, she said this doctor treats a positive on any of the antibodies as autoimmune and I'm going on lovenox. She said they'd also probably start me on progesterone after my beta because he likes it above 25. I'm in shock and am so glad I called and that they're being proactive--but I'm also so nervous and really hoping this isn't another sh*tty chemical.
My beta at 12dpo was 105 and progesterone was 23. The nurse said they both looked good but supplement for under 25, so I’m going on oral progesterone. I retest on Wednesday and am so freaking nervous. It’s so hard to imagine that this isn’t going to end badly (and I feel like only you ladies get it). If it’s ok, I think I’ll lurk until i hear on Wednesday...
@mwmiller4 First off, congratulations! That is such great news and I am so happy to hear how great your RE was in helping support this pregnancy. I can also personally relate to exactly how you are feeling. TW
Saturday was my work Christmas party. At that point I was only 9DPO. I took a test and it was negative. This afternoon is my first scheduled appointment with the RE for low AMH and RPL. Of course my period should have started today. On a whim I took a test this morning and it was positive. My husband and I both just kind of shrugged our shoulders. Its great news of course but this is also the 4th pregnancy of 2018. The prior three all ended in losses. I called the RE to see if they still wanted to see me as this was a new patient appointment and they said an enthusiastic yes. I guess my original list of questions needs to be modified. I am so hopeful this little one has 23 pairs of chromosomes and will develop normally. I know that with my very low AMH abnormalities are more likely so I don't want to get my hopes up. For now I am just lurking the boards and wondering where I will end up - August BMB, TTCAL, TTC, IF? How is it so scary to just be happy?
@denma2015 First off - congratulations! I am so hopeful for you. I completely understand the "yeah, okay, we'll see," mentality, but FX everything will work out this time.
@denma2015 congratulations!!! I hope this is your take home baby and that the RE helps with a plan that makes you feel great!
AFM, my beta more than doubled so I guess that means I go to August ‘19 for now. Thank you for making this board such a welcoming, supportive place and always making me feel heard and understood. Please know I’m rooting (and lurking) for all of you
Thanks ladies. I’m going to wait for my betas to come back before officially joining August . The RE was really supportive and super enthusiastic. She had me start ASA and will add some additional testing to my RPL panel that my OB left off.
@denma2015 I'm so happy for you! FX that everything goes well!
That said... *TW*
Tonight's DH phD graduation ceremony, so yesterday that he was off work, I thought I'd POAS (14/15 DPO) to tell him while he was home, and to avoid drinking tonight. It came out positive. Unfortunately I won't be able to see my ObGyn until January, but in the meantime I'll decide to be hopeful I'll be lurking but wishing I see you soon in other forums. I can't tell you how helpful it has been for me to be around and feel that I'm not alone in this. None of us are. Wish you all the best!
DS born 6/2017, became a heart angel 8/2018 
Re: December TWW
I go here now. Not that it matters. Fx for a 10 day LP so that I can get some labs done before DH leaves for his trip.
@prpl11butterfly FX for you too. So sorry you’re going thru all this again. Hugs.
Go here now too. Had a great, strong O on day 16 (as opposed to day 21 last month) only to find out I prob have uterine scarring soo not gonna get pg. COOL. but hoping y’all get some bfps! Could use some good news!
@prpl11butterfly come on 10 day LP! How long is it normally?!
@obsessedwithoranges I’m so sorry!! Have you found a doctor you feel good about treating the scarring? I joined an Asherman’s Syndrome Facebook group (which is my new thing apparently when I’m worried about things—and I am concerned that I’ve got some scarring) and the ladies in it are very particular about the surgeons because it’s such a delicate procedure. Which makes it seem all the more terrifying—though I will say so many have excellent outcomes and healthy babies after treatment!
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
CP 3/2019
@Mack2342 crossing everything for you as well!
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
AFM, my beta more than doubled so I guess that means I go to August ‘19 for now. Thank you for making this board such a welcoming, supportive place and always making me feel heard and understood. Please know I’m rooting (and lurking) for all of you
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
CP 3/2019
That said... *TW*
and congratulations @denma2015 and @luromi