Trying to Get Pregnant

~~October Randoms~~

2456789

Re: ~~October Randoms~~

  • Mine would be my mom’s birthday, which she would love 😬 Why does TTC make me so BSC??
  • Loading the player...
  • I haven’t even ovulated yet and all this testing talk makes me want to pee on things!!

    @harrierwife what are your big birthday plans?
  • @kbrown2385 Guess your popcorn party was cut short. Got any left? ;)
    People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.

    How I feel all of the time.
    My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
    IVF
    IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
    Back on Levothyroxine
    FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
    FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
    Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 
    1st Beta on 7dpt 93
    2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!

    TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
    Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
    New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF

    IUI
    IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
    BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine 
    IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
     
  • I haven’t even ovulated yet and all this testing talk makes me want to pee on things!!

    And now for a rendition of chug chug chug....

    Pee! Pee! Pee! Pee! 
    People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.

    How I feel all of the time.
    My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
    IVF
    IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
    Back on Levothyroxine
    FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
    FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
    Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 
    1st Beta on 7dpt 93
    2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!

    TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
    Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
    New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF

    IUI
    IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
    BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine 
    IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
     
  • @suzycupcake so disappointed. I needed some excitement tonight lol
  • Guess you'll have to lurk BC after all 
    People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.

    How I feel all of the time.
    My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
    IVF
    IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
    Back on Levothyroxine
    FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
    FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
    Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 
    1st Beta on 7dpt 93
    2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!

    TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
    Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
    New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF

    IUI
    IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
    BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine 
    IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
     
  • @suzycupcake I can’t lurk for long over there. They make me crazy. 
  • @meatballs37 These cardigans look really well made even though some are quite pricey https://shop.nordstrom.com/c/womens-cardigan-sweaters

    If you're into ponchos, this is the best and most cozy I've ever owned. It's versatile because you can wear it with the long piece in front or to the side as pictured. Picked it up a couple of years ago. Forget where, but here is one on Ebay https://www.ebay.com/itm/Max-Edition-Poncho-Asymmetrical-Hem-Free-Style-Acrylic-Size-S-M-/302588116825

    Also DKNY (pronounced Donna 'Karen') always has great cardigans and other Fall fashions. 

    People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.

    How I feel all of the time.
    My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
    IVF
    IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
    Back on Levothyroxine
    FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
    FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
    Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 
    1st Beta on 7dpt 93
    2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!

    TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
    Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
    New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF

    IUI
    IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
    BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine 
    IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
     
  • @dogmomma271 OMG! Same here! EDD is my Mom’s birthday!
  • im pmsing HARD and have been so irrationally mean to my bf and I feel bad about it. But in my defense, i did warn him that this was coming on and that I could tell it was going to be bad. 
    Also, I love hocus pocus !! I cant wait to watch it after thanksgiving ! 
    Speaking of thanksgiving, in canada its this weekend and im dreading it. I just know the family is going to be asking us when kids are happening and it just hurts. 
    I'm debating getting a new cellphone with a bigger screen but cannot decide on android or apple. 
    Sigh - these are my randoms lol. 
  • @meatballs37 omg, I bought the coziest cardigan last week at Gap.  They also have 40% off (code STYLE), an extra 10% off (code BEST) and free shipping over $25.  I got the gray, I love it.  Go get it... now.  Seriously.  ;) https://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?vid=1&pid=355793032
  • @lillywonderland right?! It seems ridiculously difficult to go out of your way to piss people off.
  • @literatureandink - nah, no big plans. We've been out of town a lot and are about to go back out of town so we'll probably do a quiet night in. I'm totally cool with that!

    Also, where is this BC forum? I've been hunting for days! I want to read the drama!


  • Ladies, I know some of you watch it. Can you please talk to me about This is Us. I know some of the general themes and storylines, including the most recent one about PCOS. Everyone keeps telling me I need to watch it but *TW* one of my close girlfriends had a stillbirth right around the time the show premiered and I just couldn't get through the first episode. *End TW* I find the themes touch on too many triggers, which I understand is kinda the point and is why it's so critically acclaimed. I like that they don't shy away from the difficult topics, and that the show is about so much more than that, but I watch tv as an escape to forget about my daily life and lose myself in shows that make me think or make me laugh. I love Madam Secretary, Suits, any of the L&Os (and previously The Good Wife) because I find them intellectually stimulating, and we love sitcoms just for the laughs... Oh, and the Voice. 

    I get that it's an amazing show but give it to me straight, am I going to bawl 90% of the time? Especially from a TTC/IF POV? 

    TTC History:

    Me: 36  MH: 39, TTC since Dec 2017

    Aug '18: PCOS dx

    Nov '18: MH SA - 19mil

    Dec '18-Mar '19: Letrozole + TI - all BFN

    Apr '19: Letrozole + TI, - BFN.  Repeat SA (27mil) & DNA fragmentation test (17%)

    Aug '19: Letrozole + HCG trigger + IUI + prog supp - BFN (MH: 16mil)

    Sep '19: 2nd IUI, same protocol - BFN (MH: 16mil) 

    Dec '19: IVF #1 w/ICSI, PGT. 5 retrieved, 4 fertilized, 3 blasts, 3 PGT-A normal.

    Mar '20: FET #1, perfect 5AA blast transferred. BFN.

    Sept '20: FET #2, 5BB tsf. 9/18/20 BFP!! EDD: 5/27/21. MMC 11w                                                  

    Feb ‘21: FET #3, last 6BB blast transferred. BFP, EDD 11/2/21. MC 5w3d. 

    May '21: IVF #2 w/ICSI, PGT. 8R, 7M, 6F, 6 blasts - 3AB, 3AB, 3BB, 4BB, 5BB, 6BA. Fresh tsf 5/13/21 - BFN. 

    June '21: PGT-A results = 3 abnormal, 1 low level mosaic. Referred to new REI, had consult with 2nd RE in between. 


    Sept '21: RPL, immune testing normal

    Oct '21: IVF #3 w/IMSI, PGT. 33R, 26M, 23F, 9 blasts (7 day 6, 2 day 7). PGT-A = 5 normal, 1 mosaic

    Dec '21: Positive for endometritis, RX Flagyl & Keflex

    Jan '22: FET #5 - Kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol incl. PRP, intralipids, prednisone, medrol, nivestym, fragmin - CP

    Feb '22: FET #6 - Kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol w/higher doses of pred & fragmin - BFN

    Mar '22: Mock cycle for ERA - cancelled, repeat endometrial biopsy instead. Still positive for endometritis. RX ciprofloxacin & amoxicillin. 

    Apr '22: IVF #4 w/IMSI, PGT. 28R, 23M, 16F, 11 blasts. PGT-A = 6 normal. 

    June '22: FET #7 - Microdose lupron downreg w/kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol - double embryo transfer. BFN.

    July '22: FET #8 - Mini stim w/Puregon + trigger, kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol. BFN. 

    Sep '22: Taking a break

    Dec '22: Attempted abdominal myomectomy, fibroid too close to cervix and major blood vessels. Wasn't removed. 

    Feb '23: FET #9 - Modified natural w/baby asp, HCG trigger, PIO, PRP, Medrol, HCG wash, embryo glue - BFP!! EDD 11/11/23


  • MH just left for a quick business trip to Boston and I am actually really happy about it lol. Sometimes ya girl just needs netflix, facemask, and an Annies microwave meal night. 
    **tw**


    married 11.1.14

    ttc #1 since 5.18

    bfp 12.22.18 letrozole + progesterone

    d&e due to trisomy 13/hydrops at 15wks

    bfp 7.21.19 letrozole + IUI 

    little girl A born 3.26.20

  • @chichiphin enjoy your solo time ! Sounds like an amazing night. I always feel guilty for how much I enjoy when DH isn't home. I kind of miss his old job when he used to travel a decent amount. 
  • @b_1029 lol, what you said x 100. I love my DH but man, it is nice to have the house by myself. 
  • lol @b_1029 @lillywonderland do not feel bad!! hahaha I think its healthy to get some space no and again for MH and I. I think MH enjoys it because it is one less night of me asking "what do you want to do for dinner" 
    **tw**


    married 11.1.14

    ttc #1 since 5.18

    bfp 12.22.18 letrozole + progesterone

    d&e due to trisomy 13/hydrops at 15wks

    bfp 7.21.19 letrozole + IUI 

    little girl A born 3.26.20

  • @chichiphin - OMG YAS. Same-same. Every one pities me as a milspouse since MH is gone all. the. time, but honestly, I really don't mind it. Love being by myself!

    Enjoy it!
  • @Sparty18 I love a good cardigan, but your link isn't working. any chance you can share a pic? or retry the link? not that the weather here calls for long sleeves, mainly just need them because the AC makes the office so cold.

    TTC#1 10/2016
    TTC/IF:included medicated cycles, IUIs and 2 rounds of IVF with 1 embryo each. 
    BFP finally in 12/2018

    TTC#2 06/2021
    planning FET


    "Some days are diamonds, some days are rocks,
    some doors are open, some roads are blocked" 

  • @Avrilmai Ah shoot, it still works for me when I click it - let me try again.  https://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?vid=1&pid=355793032

    If that doesn't work, here is a screenshot.  The material is so soft!

  • Did anyone not get the Presidential test alert? In the case of an emergency....I'm going to die apparently.
  • @marebear15 I got it!! I ignored it until now because I thought it was one of those weather ones (because when it rains here it is an ~event~).
  • @harrierwife Mil Spouse Strong!! I don't love the long trips, but a couple weeks here and there...."See ya!" 

    @kiki047 I love This Is Us. Are you going to cry, absolutely! But the story is beautiful, the acting is fantastic and it tugs at your emotions from every way. I would say give it another chance. I did not find that it was too triggering ttc wise until the end of this last season, and I have only watched the first episode for this season so far. 

    @marebear15 I am still in shock that they are doing that!! Glad to be Canadian today. 
  • kgg2241kgg2241 member
    edited October 2018
    @marebear15 My office is joking that they only sent it to the people who voted for Trump. They're okay if everyone else dies lol. 

    Edit to add that clearly I'm joking.. 
  • ::goes and checks phone::

    @nitnat007


  • Well, @kgg2241 I got the alert and I promise you I did NOT vote for him lol. My coworker didn't get it. Told her if there's an "emergency" and I get alerted, I'll be sure to text her.
  • I didn’t realize that people didn’t get it. Also, I can confirm what @prpl11butterfly said. Definitely didn’t vote for you know who, but I got the alert.
  • I saw in the news that the alert was supposed to go to everyone with a smart phone, but I wonder if they can feasibly roll them out all at the same time without crashing the network? 
  • Haha so strange. Only a couple people in my office got the alert. I guess our theory is false.   :D 
  • @harrierwife @marebear15 Wait I want all the BC drama too!
  • My dogs just rolled in the foulest ish in the backyard. The white one was brown from it 🤮🤮🤮
    **tw**


    married 11.1.14

    ttc #1 since 5.18

    bfp 12.22.18 letrozole + progesterone

    d&e due to trisomy 13/hydrops at 15wks

    bfp 7.21.19 letrozole + IUI 

    little girl A born 3.26.20

  • I’m drinking soda water and cranberry juice in a wine glass bc I don’t want to count myself out yet but man this TWW is brutal!
  • @kiki047 -This is Us is an emotional show even excluding all the triggers. DH says it's the most depressing show on tv. I personally love the show, but yes-you'll probably cry. There is a lot of sad moments including those you mentioned. However, the show is about way more than that. If you like to laugh at tv, I don't think it's the show for you.
  • @Sparty18 Thanks! that looks great, and it comes in petite! 

    So my iphone has the option to turn off emergency alerts, I wonder if that is why some people got it and others didn't.

    TTC#1 10/2016
    TTC/IF:included medicated cycles, IUIs and 2 rounds of IVF with 1 embryo each. 
    BFP finally in 12/2018

    TTC#2 06/2021
    planning FET


    "Some days are diamonds, some days are rocks,
    some doors are open, some roads are blocked" 

Sign In or Register to comment.
Choose Another Board
Search Boards
"
"