Oh that's cool I like Rachel!
Girls even just writing that was tough, im not usually the type to ask for help & i think that not being in charge and control has been most difficult for me. And your respsonses have genuinely made me tear up, youse are all great & i really appreciate it!
@janefelicity - for DS1, I quit pumping after not producing much. I felt like a failure, but within a few days, I was a much happier momma and that is what my family needed most. DS1 went from a 5lb preemie to a happy, healthy, 50th percentile 2yo. Fed is best!
@Janefelicity everyone else has pretty much covered my thoughts on feeding, but I wanted to send a digital hug too! @chef'swift thinking of you guys and hoping y'all get to go home and enjoy your little man in the comfort of your home! Sending good vibes! On a random note, I picked up DS from his grandmas after my NST and brought him to our local coffee shop that has a cute little kids area. He's having a blast playing on the chalkboard and sitting at the little kid's table drinking his milk. I'm enjoying having the afternoon with him, and am just enjoying watching him play. I can't believe my little baby is so big, and I'm getting a bit emotional thinking that this will be one of our last weeks with just the two of us.