We were driving home from my in-laws house today, and stopped for lunch at a restaurant. I really had to pee, so while we were waiting for a table, I tried to head towards the back to find the restroom. A waitress coming towards me said, "there's nothing back there." So I thought she meant they didn't have a bathroom, and I turned around. Got back to DH and realized that she thought I was looking for an empty table. So I did get to go to the bathroom, but once I was in there I cried for a minute because the waitress and I misunderstood each other? It was very emotional at the time, haha.
Married 4.26.08
TTC #1 April 2015
BFP #1 11.15.15
MMC/NMC 12.22.15 BFP #2 6.13.16 NMC 7.2.16
LFAF March Siggy: Nasty Women Kate McKinnon
Other LFAF Awards: Most likely shopping for LuLaRoe, Sweetest LFAFer, Kindest, Jokiest Jokester, Most likely to meow, Best smelling Bumpie, LFAFer I'd like to meet, Most Genuine
And sadness and joy can work together to make you happy??
ETA: the Lava short... Volcanos in love!!! Seriously sobbing. As ridiculous a reason to sob as:
me 30; DH 35 TTC since May 2014. Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d. Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1). AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR. RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW. Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining. Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining. Short LP (8 days). Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
The Good Dinasour. My 3 yo started crying at the end which made me sob because she has such a tender heart. I was a hot mess leaving the movies tonight.
I listened to the most recent This American Life about regrets.
In one story, a mormon single dad in Utah took his five kids away from their strict, painful religious life to start over, but he ended up deeply depressed and chose to give them up for adoption....
And in another segment, a man in his 60s lamented on having been in prison most of his life and "where did it all go wrong?"
Was listening to Y2K country on satellite radio, "I'll wait for you" by Joe Nichols came on, I started sobbing... Cried through the whole DH thinks I'm crazy!!
Why the hell am I watching Dead of Winter: The Donner Party on The Weather Channel? I know it doesn't end well. I'm already near tears and it just started snowing on them.
1. The movie Inside Out reduced me to a pathetic sobbing mess several times. 2. I watched my dog and husband playing in the living room and thought it was sweet. 3. A client was particularly rude for no reason. 4. I had a weird dream about falling into a giant bowl of cornflakes but kept sliding off of them into the milk because I was too big. Woke up sobbing. 5. My arms smell like cat pee despite not having cats or coming into contact with any felines for several years (mildly allergic). It's repulsive and showering doesn't help! Finally, 6. I couldn't post this when I wanted to because it said I had to be a member for more than a couple of days. But when I went to "join" it had a pre-existing account tied to my email address. I had created that account in 2013, when I had my first chemical pregnancy. But now the join date is updated to reflect the 23rd of this month. So that stung a little. Dang hormones
My husband got me a peppermint milkshake at Chic fil a last night on our way home from Thanksgiving with my family. Then after we put my daughter to bed we had sex. Crying all the tears all night. Ugh!!!! Hormones!!!
I got hungry while grocery shopping at Trader Joes, so I thought I'd pick up a salad or a wrap or something. I couldn't decide what I wanted, though, and started crying right there in the store.
If this was #whymypregnantselfisraging then my response would be; everything. The bitch is not being contained as of late. Or as my husband puts it, "Pregnancy makes you salty".
The end of the movie Secretariat. I have no idea why. Husband has long since stopped asking what my deal is. "Oh idk you put a baby in me" I agree. @Nerdchild , pregnancy makes me salty too.
It took all I could to Hold it together while reading the kids "How the Grinch Stole Christmas." On thanksgiving I cried because I couldn't open the relish and my DH wasn't home so the deviled eggs were going to be ruined.
Watching a news report about a man who planted acres of sunflowers for his wife who passed away last thanksgiving. Sunflowers were her favorite flowers. Sad at anytime, but when pregnant I was sobbing. I think DH was slightly concerned. Which then turned into laugh/crying because I knew I was sobbing this hard because of my insane hormones. Oh all the emotions...
I've wanted a Christmas tree so bad! But we don't have extra money right now to buy one as we are working on paying off student loans to be completely debt free by next year so we were going to wait on a tree. Today my parents gave me one of their trees and a bunch of decorations as they are starting to downsize. I burst into tears and have been crying and singing Christmas songs as I put it up poor DH probably thinks I am losing it!
I put lotion on and my skin is so dry that it burns. DH asked me why I was crying and I just showed him my red almost bleedy hand and he laughed because I looked so sad
Shake it Out by Florence and the Machine came on the radio. I've heard that song a thousand times but today is full of nope apparently.
LFAF/Nov 16 challenge: Bad TV moms that shouldn't be celebrated
BFP #1 10/30/15 MMC found 11/30/15 D&C 12/11/15 EDD 7/9/16
healing comes in waves, and maybe today the wave hits the rocks and that’s ok, that’s ok, darling. you are still healing, you are still healing- Ijeoma Umebinyuo, be gentle with yourself BFP #2 3/21 EDD 11/28/16
Jane the Virgin season 1 finale (just finished a huge binge on Netflix). Oh the tears!
(Does anyone else watch? If not, you really should! It revolves around a pregnancy storyline... also just a cute/fun show but with drama too. And the lead males are hot.)
We lost power due to storm so we're at MIL's hooking up a generator while sitting in front of the fireplace. Ugly crying before we came because MIL still doesn't know about Pipsqueak and I've had upset stomach all day. Usually I would be much more go with the flow.
I asked my DH to bring home dinner because I've been so nauseous I couldn't cook. I specifically said "anything but chicken", because it's just gross to me right now. He comes home with chicken korma and chicken curry. He feels really bad, but I'm bawling my eyes out.
I'm a child therapist and had to run to the bathroom so I didn't vomit in front of the client. Ugh I felt so embarrassed and awful but had to go back as if nothing happened thankfully we coworker was in session with us and his mom is aware. But ugh I just cried after the session
Mockingjay Part 2. I saw it by myself at 9 am on a Saturday before I knew I was pregnant. I sobbed through the ENTIRE movie and had to wear my sunglasses when leaving the theater because my eyes were so red.
Mockingjay Part 2. I saw it by myself at 9 am on a Saturday before I knew I was pregnant. I sobbed through the ENTIRE movie and had to wear my sunglasses when leaving the theater because my eyes were so red.
Re: #whymypregnantselfiscrying
So I did get to go to the bathroom, but once I was in there I cried for a minute because the waitress and I misunderstood each other? It was very emotional at the time, haha.
BFP #2 6.13.16
NMC 7.2.16
Kate McKinnon
Other LFAF Awards: Most likely shopping for LuLaRoe, Sweetest LFAFer, Kindest, Jokiest Jokester, Most likely to meow, Best smelling Bumpie, LFAFer I'd like to meet, Most Genuine
And sadness and joy can work together to make you happy??
ETA: the Lava short... Volcanos in love!!! Seriously sobbing. As ridiculous a reason to sob as:
TTC since May 2014.
Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d.
Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1).
AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR.
RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW.
Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Short LP (8 days).
Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
Summer 2016 LFAF awards:
Winter 2016/2017 LFAF awards:
That GIF also made me cry, emotions are hard.
In one story, a mormon single dad in Utah took his five kids away from their strict, painful religious life to start over, but he ended up deeply depressed and chose to give them up for adoption....
And in another segment, a man in his 60s lamented on having been in prison most of his life and "where did it all go wrong?"
Thanks for the ugly cry, public radio!
, 💙💙💙💙💙💙
And Manny The Frenchie got bit by another dog and he's all drugged up and his brother Liam won't leave his side while he heals.
2. I watched my dog and husband playing in the living room and thought it was sweet.
3. A client was particularly rude for no reason.
4. I had a weird dream about falling into a giant bowl of cornflakes but kept sliding off of them into the milk because I was too big. Woke up sobbing.
5. My arms smell like cat pee despite not having cats or coming into contact with any felines for several years (mildly allergic). It's repulsive and showering doesn't help!
Finally, 6. I couldn't post this when I wanted to because it said I had to be a member for more than a couple of days. But when I went to "join" it had a pre-existing account tied to my email address. I had created that account in 2013, when I had my first chemical pregnancy. But now the join date is updated to reflect the 23rd of this month. So that stung a little. Dang hormones
Baby O born 7/17/12
Baby3 due 8/4/16
I agree. @Nerdchild , pregnancy makes me salty too.
BFP #2 3/21 EDD 11/28/16
Usually I would be much more go with the flow.