@nagrom9319 Your feelings are totally valid, and I hope that no matter how you go into labor, things go as smoothly as possible. Do you have a breast pump at home? You could try that in the meantime to see if it jumpstart contractions. My midwives suggested this to me today since we're possibly on a timeline due to some of my risk factors. https://www.romper.com/p/how-to-use-a-breast-pump-to-induce-labor-because-its-totally-possible-6174
@nagrom9319 I completely understand how you feel. I went into labor on my own with my first, and then induced with my second. I was terrified of my body not being ready and not progressing. I agree with @Cbeanz that being a STM and having already labored once, will help in moving your induction along with hopefully minimal interventions.
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