@Racso12 Congratulations! @BusinessWife I have a hard time getting back to sleep after the slightest sounds. So once I'm up, unfortunately I'm usually up for the day
*Signature TW*
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
Remember that random 2 days of spotting I had last month exactly 1 week out from AF? Well it happened again yesterday morning. At least this time I know not to think too much of it.
3 DPO. Used temping for the first time this cycle. So far I'm a fan. I like the confirmation of ovulation. I could see it getting old after a while. But i think I'll continue to do it for a couple months art least (hopefully not actually needed after this month though!) I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas!
@kath525. Awesome! I temped for a very. Long time. I basically just got in a routine with it and it was nbd. But hopefully it won't come to that! :D. Fx for you!!!
Today was 4dp5dt. Tested today with a cheapie bc = cray, plus it was a day later than I started the first time. Obviously there was nothing to see. But now, I just feel so much more guarded. Like I don't know, even if i do start to see positives again, what it will take before I let it be real this time. Kwim?
@BusinessWife I was wondering how you were doing, I'm glad to see an update. I would say just take it one test/day at a time. I burn through tests like it's my job. I wish I could mind ninja you to take some of the stress away you're feeling but I know that's not possible.
I had a questionable evap line when I tested at 9 dpo, but this morning it was negative at 13 dpo so I’m doing my best to accept that it was actually an evap line. I guess it’s not over until I get af, but I’m probably out this month.
@kath525 It’s nice to have that confirmation! I just wish I could get back to sleep afterwards when I temp.
@BusinessWife fx for you. I don’t think it’s wrong to feel guarded- it’s hard to go through what all of us have. It doesn’t mean we love any less, we just want to protect our hearts.
Hi all, this TWW is a rough one with the holidays looming! I'm due for AF on Christmas Day, I'm anxious to test because that gives me some sense of control, but I'm trying to hold off knowing it's too early.
I got the BFP last night, and again this morning. The line was pretty light this morning (yesterday I used a digital). I’m not convinced this won’t end in miscarriage, so it’s hard to be excited.
@40momma I always think there's a chance. I've also had sore boobs 5 days prior to this. But I know not to think to much of it. It's a new thing for me the last couple months. The spotting happens right when implantation would happen - last maybe 3 days and is very light then stops. I'll have to ask my new doctor I see in a couple weeks about it.
@lin0442 So sorry for the BFN. I've had an evap line before and it sucks.
@BusinessWife I know what you mean about being guarded. I hope you get your BFP and get some great reassurance from your numbers and ultrasounds. As if IF hasn't stolen enough from us, then we can't even enjoy when we finally do get a BFP because of PGAL brain. FX for you this cycle!
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Congrats to the BFPs! I'm thinking I'm out... AF is due tomorroe and still getting BFNs. This PCOS thing is really starting to piss me off. I hate not knowing what is going on!
Me: 34 - SO: 40 TTC #1 since 8/2016 FINALLY diagnosed with anovulatory PCOS 11/2016 (Insulin resistance and multiple cysts on both ovaries) Miscarriage on 7/19/17 at 7 weeks Miscarriage on 10/16/17 at 5 weeks
Hey everyone! I’m jumping in on this a little late- I’ll have to start a January group soon since my TWW is in both months. I’m 8 dpo and super excited like the past 27 TWWs I’ve had. *TW* This time last year I got pregnant and experienced a loss so this time is especially difficult for me. *End TW* I just had a utern polyp removed and I’m hoping it may be a key to my TTTC. The doc also said I had a difficult cervix to get the camera through, so maybe he cleared a path! So now I’m trying to eat better and not drink. The nurse said “oh man, no drinking on New Years Eve for you” so I’ll probably just be grumpy and ready to go home all evening, but maybe, just maybe, it will be worth it! I’d trade all the sushi and booze in the world for a BFP- the RE suggests I test on 1/4- if I can wait that long. All you ladies testing on 10 dpo are giving me ideas!
Well so far so good... I had a little pinkish spotting today, I don't remember having last time, but mostly I am just so scared the same thing is going to happen again...
@BusinessWife I'm the same way but you don't know until you try. I have my own issues I'm sure an RE will think I'm cray but I can't mentally afford to let this happen again.
ugh started spotting more today. AF should be here in a day or 2 just in time for new years lol. I'm almost over this journey. gah! Onto month 12 TTCAL blech.... if you'd ask me a year ago I would have been sure I'd be pregnant by now. A year ago yesterday is when I found out about loosing our embryo. As I'm filling up my vitamin box with all my supplements I'm sitting there thinking of just stopping it all and throwing them all away. Sorry for the doom and gloom ladies. I'm just not sure how much longer I can do this.
@vlagrl29 I’m so sorry about the horrible anniversary. I feel you- I wouldn’t have thought I would still be trying by this point, my loss was May 2016 and I feel very frayed sometimes. Hugs.
I’m waiting for AF to show up later today. I guess at the end of the day we need to do what’s right for ourselves and our families’ health and happiness, there’s just no good guide as to what that should be.
@lin0442 - thank you We've been TTC since June 2016 so about the same amount of time as you. My emotions about it seem to change every 3-4 months. My last ditch effort is meeting with an RE next month - hear them out and keep an open mind all at the same time being strong in what I want to let them know. I'm very strong at this point and very clear minded. Dh follows my lead and told me we will do as much as I want to. We were in the jacuzzi a couple nights ago and I was very honest in how I'm feeling about it all at this moment with him. I don't want anymore emotional roller coasters now that we will consult an RE. I don't want to be pumped full of hormones for very long. I'm almost there at feeling peace with it all and releasing it to be gone and let it be. It's not that I don't want to be pg - I just want to be happy in whichever way that is. I think he might have been surprised when I told him I don't want to do this for another full year. I try my best and I have been doing my best with this process and I've gave it my full all and my full heart and mind.
@vlagrl29 hugs. I won't offer advice (because I have none of value) or words of consolation. Just that we are here to support you on your journey, wherever it may lead.
I hesitate to say too much, because I do want to wait before posting openly on ttgp... even this early, pgal is a B. But tests are looking good! It seems like this transfer could be going much differently than last time... ;)
@vlagrl29 sorry girl for all the emotions on the anniversary. It’s hard. You will figure out what you need to do. But I definitely think you should out RE before you make any decisions. January will be 2 years TTC for us. It’s sucks to still be here
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
@mack2342 yeah that's the plan. I told dh my AF started and he had a little sigh. I told him that it's ok this will be my final step and it's almost over. I'll be done. I really don't know of the re can find anything to fix - unless there is a test I am unaware of they can do.
Re: December TWW
Congrats @rasco12! PM me if you are interested in joining the private TTCAL Graduates Board.
Me: 40 DH: 47
Married: 10/2015
DSD: 17
BFP #1: 6/2/15, ectopic, metho 7/15
BFP #2: 12/4/15, cp 12/7/15
BFP #3: 8/5/16, MMC discovered 9/1, Misoprostol 9/19
BFP #4: 5/10/17, EDD 1/20/2018
Baby boy born January 12, 2018, 6 lbs 3.3 oz, 20.5 in.
@BusinessWife I have a hard time getting back to sleep after the slightest sounds. So once I'm up, unfortunately I'm usually up for the day
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
I had a questionable evap line when I tested at 9 dpo, but this morning it was negative at 13 dpo so I’m doing my best to accept that it was actually an evap line. I guess it’s not over until I get af, but I’m probably out this month.
@kath525 It’s nice to have that confirmation! I just wish I could get back to sleep afterwards when I temp.
@BusinessWife fx for you. I don’t think it’s wrong to feel guarded- it’s hard to go through what all of us have. It doesn’t mean we love any less, we just want to protect our hearts.
@BusinessWife i have my FX for you! Keep us updated!
@lin0442 sorry that about the evap line. Like you said though, it's not over till AF!
@lin0442 So sorry for the BFN. I've had an evap line before and it sucks.
@BusinessWife I know what you mean about being guarded. I hope you get your BFP and get some great reassurance from your numbers and ultrasounds. As if IF hasn't stolen enough from us, then we can't even enjoy when we finally do get a BFP because of PGAL brain. FX for you this cycle!
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
I'm really hopeful for you @BusinessWife !
Me: 34 - SO: 40
TTC #1 since 8/2016
FINALLY diagnosed with anovulatory PCOS 11/2016 (Insulin resistance and multiple cysts on both ovaries)
Miscarriage on 7/19/17 at 7 weeks
Miscarriage on 10/16/17 at 5 weeks
@vlagrl29 I’m so sorry about the horrible anniversary. I feel you- I wouldn’t have thought I would still be trying by this point, my loss was May 2016 and I feel very frayed sometimes. Hugs.
I’m waiting for AF to show up later today. I guess at the end of the day we need to do what’s right for ourselves and our families’ health and happiness, there’s just no good guide as to what that should be.
@BusinessWife FX for you
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
@mack2342 yeah that's the plan. I told dh my AF started and he had a little sigh. I told him that it's ok this will be my final step and it's almost over. I'll be done. I really don't know of the re can find anything to fix - unless there is a test I am unaware of they can do.