I don't even really know what to say. I started bleeding this morning and I'm currently in the ER. I should be almost 8 weeks but ultrasound only showed a pole and no heartbeat.
This wasn't supposed to happen again. 1 in 4 they say. This was pregnancy number 4. I'd already had the 1. THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN AGAIN!
I'm falling silent for a while. I'm pretty sure we're just meant to be a family of 4. There's absolutely no way I can set myself up for this again.
Thanks to everyone for their support here and the support of TTGP for all those months.
Mama to two perfect little girls.
Lucy 07-13-11
Violet 03-13-14
Conceived #3 since September 2015
11-25-15 twelve week loss
07-21-16 ten week loss
10-03-16 5 week loss
TTC again soon!
Re: TW: loss. I'm out.
I am so, so sorry for your loss.
Big Bro 7/14/13
Little Bro 2/6/17
TTC since January 2016
BFP - 3/12/16 - MC 4/5/16
BFP - 6/11/16
BFP #1 8/4/2015, MMC 9/24/2015
BFP #3 8/24/2017, MC 9/20/2017
BFP #4 11/14/2017, CP
BFP #5 1/5/2018, MC/BO 2/17/2018
BFP #6 7/15/2018, CP
BFP #7 12/15/2018, EDD 8/28/2019
Married: October, 19, 2015
EDD 2/22/17
EDD 3/8/20
EDD 11/24/23
(Formerly Marriedhamstermom Feb ‘17)
Sending love.
Hugs Mama.
Ben and Maggie - 4/10/09
Mia - 6/16/11
Surprise! due 2/23/17
My soul hurts for you. I'm so sorry.
ET 9/10 - transferred 1 perfect 5AA blast
7dp5dt BFP ~~ Beta on 9/19 - 77.4 Beta #2 on 9/21 - 357
Low heartbeat on 10/7 86, lower heartbeat on 10/11 76, no heartbeat 10/14/13. D&C 10/15/13
Tests revealed MTHFR c677t mutation, put on Folgard.
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FET #1 1/6/14 - 4BB blast - BFN
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
So much love and so many hugs to you. Please let me know if there's anything I can do for you.
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Started TTC #1 November 2015
BFP 6/10/2016 - EDD 2/22/2017