TW: loss. I'm out.

MamaCoffin

I don't even really know what to say. I started bleeding this morning and I'm currently in the ER. I should be almost 8 weeks but ultrasound only showed a pole and no heartbeat. 

This wasn't supposed to happen again. 1 in 4 they say. This was pregnancy number 4. I'd already had the 1. THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN AGAIN!


I'm falling silent for a while. I'm pretty sure we're just meant to be a family of 4. There's absolutely no way I can set myself up for this again. 

Thanks to everyone for their support here and the support of TTGP for all those months. 

BumpasaurusRex

Oh no.  I don't even know what to say.

I am so, so sorry for your loss.  

blush64

I am really sorry that you are going through this. It's unfair. 

WinchesterGirl

I'm so sorry for your loss! Is someone with you in the ER? You should not be alone right now.

mrslittlemac

Oh no no no. I am so, so sorry mama. I know how hard it is to talk to people, but please if you need anything, let us know. Big creepy internet hugs and know you're in my thoughts! Again, I am so sorry. 

kswiger06

Oh it breaks my heart for you. I'm so sorry you have to go through it again. Words can't express how sad it is to hear this. I'll be thinking of you and if you take no offense will keep you and your family in prayers that you find comfort. Sending you weird Internet love and hugs

cantalopes24

I'm sorry for your loss.

peachesnbean

I am so sorry. Thinking of you. I hope you find peace soon.

yogadevil

I am so sorry this happened it isn't fair at all, sending you lots of healing thoughts

fourPsinapod

I am so sorry for your loss. I want to just reach out and hug you. I wish there was something I could say or do to take away your pain - please know we are all thinking of you. I pray you will soon find peace and comfort in your time of hurt and loss. Hugs. 

MrsDramaK

I'm so sorry for your loss.  My thoughts and prayers are with you.  Please take all the time you need to grieve, their is no feeling like losing your child.

Steelerfan78

Oh no, so very sorry for your loss. Be kind to yourself. ::hugs::

varimama

I'm so so sorry, that is really not fair at all. I'm sending hugs your way!

rachoochoo2

I am so sorry. I had my second loss in April and had those same heart wrenching thoughts. Please take care of yourself. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

joyful08

I am so very sorry. I know how you feel. It should never happen at all let alone multiple times. I'm so sorry. 

angeltennis3

I am so sorry for your loss. Prayers to you and your family to find comfort in each other. 

LC12261012

So, so sorry for your loss. 

lap018

So sorry for you your loss, praying for you and your family 

kirstynikole

I am so so sorry for your loss. I know right now words seem to not do justice for the pain but please know my thoughts are with you. 

Sending love.

Partyof6?

I am so very sorry for your loss.  I have lost 2 and thought the same thing.   It just isn't fair,  and doesn't make sense. 

Hugs Mama.

Gingersnap

Shit. 
My soul hurts for you. I'm so sorry. 

Xstatic3333

I am so very sorry for your loss.  

FishyMom

I am so sorry. It's so hard. I wish there was something I could say. 

LadyBrettAshley23

I am so, so sorry, friend. So many hugs.

glitterdragon-2

I'm so sorry for your loss.

ohstars

I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending hugs. 

16isourluckynumber

I am very sorry this happened to you.  I too had a loss earlier this year and I too have 2 kids already, and have wondered if we were meant to stay a family of 4.  Wishing you peace, comfort, and eventually healing during this very difficult time.

Kenya715

wow I'm so angry for you. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. It's just not fair sometimes. Be kind to yourself and know there are a lot of positive and loving thoughts coming at you. 

CAmama99

I'm very sorry for your loss - it is not fair this is happening to you again. Please take the time you need to care for yourself.

2014poppy

I'm so sorry to hear this. As others have said, there is no fairness when it comes to this. I wish you much better things ahead.

mjsommer

I'm so sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers for you and family. 

pickle-chips

I am so very sorry for your loss. Sending you and your family the warmest, kindest wishes imaginable. 

musicinmysoul17

I am so, so sorry Sending so much love and hugs your way!

PerraSucia

I'm so sorry.  This shouldn't of happened.. fuck you universe

feelingjovani

I'm so sorry. 

MalyJ

I'm so sorry for your loss. Words can't do it justice, but my heart breaks for you.

kjd291

I'm so sorry you are going through this again. Thoughts and prayers

scottipino

So sorry for your loss.  Take some time for yourself so you can heal

laurenmichael725

I am so sorry to hear this news.  Sending prayers and support.  

MonaLisaRalphio

Oh, no, my sweet friend.  I'm heartbroken.  I don't even know what to say.

So much love and so many hugs to you.  Please let me know if there's anything I can do for you.

Momma0528

I am so so sorry to hear this. Prayers and love to you and your family!