I didn't cry, but I totally threw a tantrum when my dog almost stepped in my chipotle bowl and made some of it fall in my lap yesterday. And when he knocked over my orange juice a month ago.
I hit a car for the first time Wednesday. I barely bumped him and he called the police. Both of the kids were in the car and I started crying. I called my cop friend and he calmed me down. It was stressful.
Watching saving Mr. Banks. I will never look at Mary Poppins the same way again. Plus today is the day we were supposed to be leaving for Disney World but my doctor told us to postpone because of that stupid Zika virus.
I finally sent my parents our A/S pictures last night. My dad replied with his normal, "Awesome" and my mom was excited to see the little baby nose and lips from the baby's profile. Today, out of nowhere, my dad texts me: "I keep looking at her, can't wait to hold her." Freaking. Waterworks. Everywhere. Me picturing my dad holding my daughter made me so happy/emotional!
friday would have been my mother's 69th birthday. she passed away when I was 8 in a car accident. i only have some memories and tons of her baby pics. i think a combo of seeing her as a baby, my hormones and not getting to see her grandson made me a ball bag thursday night.
Cried for like an hour at the idea of our cat getting out of the house and going missing. He's been pushing at the doors and gotten out only for us to grab have real quick. I don't even know if he'd go far, but just the idea of something bad happening to him left me in tears. I feel crazy .
@TM14 - My indoor cat got out once and was gone for a few hours. I was so upset the entire time. He ended up with fleas which was fun. I totally hear you on this one!
@Lindsayleigh1989 ty for thinking of me. On a side note, I relate to your hip pain...I too woke up to horrible ligament pain to where I was hoping it was just gas but I was wrong! Feel better love
So much hip pain here too @Lindsayleigh1989 I've been forcing myself to stay in bed most mornings to try to sleep but it's not happening. I can't help but think what it's going to be like towards the end with a huge bump
I'm glad I'm not the only one suffering with hip pain, it royally sucks @$$!! Plus every time that Cole Swindell song comes on "you should be here" I ugly cry.
Because my husband left this afternoon for a short trip with his band down to California and won't be back until late Saturday and I'm all needy and shit. It's only two nights, I know, but we haven't spent a night apart in three years.
I need to get a grip. I'll be eating way too many oatmeal chocolate and butterscotch chip cookies that I baked and watching CSI with my dog until he returns haha.
We painted the first coat of the baby's nursery and just before finishing I accidentally kicked over the paint can and spilled blue paint on the light brown carpet. Like lots of paint.
My mom is leaving for a six week solo trip to Europe this week and my hormones have me worrying like I'm her mother and convincing myself that something will happen and she'll never meet her grandson. I've always had an overactive imagination but this is ridiculous.
Married 6/1/13
BFP #1 7/2013 MMC 9/17/13
BFP #2 5/2014 MC 6/15/14
BFP #3 11/13/14 (Found in ER with ruptured cyst) Diagnosed MC 11/15/14
BFP #4 4/2015 MC 7/1/15
BFP #5 10/21/15 EDD 7/3/16 Praying for our rainbow!
We painted the first coat of the baby's nursery and just before finishing I accidentally kicked over the paint can and spilled blue paint on the light brown carpet. Like lots of paint.
Ugh that sucks. I can completely see myself doing something like that. I feel like I don't have as much awareness of where my body is and how it's moving lately. When we put the baby's furniture together, I ran into like 3 walls and tripped over everything.
I have major regrets about leaving my old job. I think I've mentioned it before, I accepted my current job days before I found out I was pregnant. I feel really out of place here and I feel a little judged because I just started working here and I'm leaving to have a baby. On most days I don't care but I miss my old job. I miss the actual work that I did and I miss the people so much. I worked in small office with all women and I always felt like everyone rallied together and were really close. My pregnancy isn't even discussed here (which is fine by me) but I definitely feel like my position and my work is often forgotten or I'm here temporarily. I feel a little like a ghost. The hormones just got to me and I had to ugly cry about it. Hoping to put my big girl panties on and get over it (maybe I should have saved this for my FFFC but serious tears over this)
Crying because most nights I just like awake in pain and this last night/current night i never slept and have to go to work and crying because I'm exhausted and frustrated and just so over this!
DD is on a field trip and I didn't get to go. I know that I should just suck it up because MH took her, and he is usually the one that misses out on everything. But I am still bummed. And I don't even think going to the library is that cool of a field trip. I think that I am just having a rough day because the field trip would have been more fun than what I am doing, and then next week is spring break and I have to work a 50 hour work week, so we don't get to do anything that week either.
#whysmypregnantselfcrying because i'm tired. i'm tired because A. The national weather service is ridiculously redundant for the middle of the night, my phone went off 3 times over the course of the night because of flash flooding and my husbands phone waited 5 minutes after mine to go off each time. B. this child is sticking some body part into my side and it hurts like hell. Oh and hot wings. I've wanted hot wings all week, my husband was supposed to bring me food (which he lost track of time and forgot to do), so I ordered hot wings and pizza (for dinner) from pizza hut. They call me and tell me they are out of the wings I want. By wings I want I mean traditional wings. If i wanted to eat a damn chicken nugget I'd have waddled my fat ass to mcdonalds down the f'ing street. So now i'm pissed and tired, as a result i'm now crying over hot wings.
I am for no reason emotional and feeling semi depressed. I just want to go to bed. I feel lazy but I don't know what to do with myself. My husbands being all crafty and productive and I'm being a couch potato.
Re: #whymypregnantselfiscrying
edited: spelling
https://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/features/7010530/Girl-shares-heart-breaking-photo-of-granddad-who-made-dinner-for-his-SIX-grandchildren-but-only-ONE-showed-up.html
2) this proposal:
https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/cochlear-implant-proposal-hear_us_56eac481e4b065e2e3d89b6f
I need to stay off the internet.
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On a side note, I relate to your hip pain...I too woke up to horrible ligament pain to where I was hoping it was just gas but I was wrong! Feel better love
I need to get a grip. I'll be eating way too many oatmeal chocolate and butterscotch chip cookies that I baked and watching CSI with my dog until he returns haha.
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(This is not the norm. Just today.)