I was making pancakes the other day and I went to flip MY pancake and half of it ended up hanging over the back side of the griddle. I just kept looking at DH and saying "I messed up my pancake!" with tears in my eyes.
Me: 31 DH:35 Started TTC in June 2014 Started seeing RE in June 2015 HSG in July 2015 = normal, started Clomid/Ovidrel/IUI cycle in August 2015 Cycle #3 in October afforded 1st month of mature follicles - underwent IUI BFP on 10/27/15 - EDD 7/8/16 DD#1 born on 7/1/16
TTC #2 in September 2018 BFP on 12/2/18 - EDD 8/16/19
Team Green!
@maddmama yaaaaas!! And this just after I watched a terrible episode from last season (for the second time) for the dumb reason that i just wanted a good ugly cry..I have no more tears left!
For the past 2.5 hours, I have been watching the memorial service for a 39 year old police officer (who lived about 2 hours from me, but grew up 10min from where I live), who was shot and killed last week, in the middle of the main road of a beach town. Its a town I have been to MANY times, and he was shot in front of the restaurant where we always eat when we are there. The guy who shot him, had been jailed 41 times in the past 25 years. I am ugly crying while watching the memorial, and my heart hurts for his wife (high school sweethearts) and two girls (who are 10 and 13 years old).
I walked into my old bedroom at my parents' house this afternoon and saw my favorite childhood stuffed animal sitting on my old desk. His name is Green Bunny. Any guesses as to what he is? Anyway, I had completely forgotten about him but as soon as I saw him I picked him up and started ugly crying...I will find a special spot for him in LO's nursery.
I dropped my phone while at the mall and started to ugly cry when I saw how shattered it was. I literally used to have nightmares of my phone breaking when I first got it. I can't even see half of the screen ):
I was bitching to my husband about having to take professional headshots at work tomorrow for the company website and just started sobbing because "it's just not fair to do that to a pregnant lady"! Then I started laughing at myself, which only made me cry harder. All I can think about is my dry, pimply face and dark eye circles up on the company website. Nooooo thank you
A Facebook post about adoption centers asking people to come in and help cuddle and spend time with babies in the few week stretch after they are born but before they are adopted. I'm done for the morning.
I was reading the book "Love You Forever" to my kids the other night and completely lost it at the end when the son picks up the mom when she is old, sick and dying and sings to her the same thing she always sang to him. I had to try so hard to get it together just to finish the story. My kids are starting to get used to these random pregnant cries....my 6 year old son just said, "let it out mom, let it out"
I accidentally farted in front of my husband and he laughed at me. I balled for at least 20 minutes.
When my kitten refuses to lay in bed with me even though I know she will come in sometime during the night.
I did this exact thing a couple of weeks ago, but didn't cry. I was laughing so hard, I was crawling around on the floor gasping for air. I literally laughed for a solid 5 minutes and couldn't breathe. What's left of my abs were actually sore the next day.
I was reading the book "Love You Forever" to my kids the other night and completely lost it at the end when the son picks up the mom when she is old, sick and dying and sings to her the same thing she always sang to him. I had to try so hard to get it together just to finish the story. My kids are starting to get used to these random pregnant cries....my 6 year old son just said, "let it out mom, let it out"
Oh F*%# that book! Someone gave it to me at my baby shower and I donated it ASAP.
A coworker from a previous job passed suddenly. She was a few years younger than me but we had always gotten along well. She had a struggle with addiction that sadly got the better of her. That is hitting me to the point that I am laying in bed while on vacation because I couldn't stop crying
Because I love my yard and that DS and I can just play all afternoon in this beautiful weather we are having. I texted DH thanking him for our yard and he texted back saying "you are crying aren't you" he knows me so well.
I took care of a young terminally ill patient the last two nights. They made plans to move him to hospice this evening. When I came in tonight they told me that our chaplain and our medical attendings wrote a letter to get a marriage certificate processed in a few hours. Then the chaplain drove the patients girlfriend to the courthouse to pick up the certificate and bring her back to the intensive care unit. Then the volunteer services brought balloons and roses and candles up to the room and the chaplain held a wedding ceremony in the patients room so that they could be married before he left for hospice. I spent my entire first few hours of my shift bawling. I work at one incredible hospital and I am super proud of the staff here today.
I babysat for my best friend's much younger adopted siblings today and got to catch up with her parents who were like my second parents growing up. She now lives 15 hours away, but they still live a few minutes from me. Anyways, as I was walking out the door her dad asked me if I had an exact date for my shower yet so she could be there and I told him that she had already told me she wouldn't be able to come to the shower because she couldn't afford to make two trips out here (and of course the birth is way more important!) Then he said, "No, I'm going to make sure she can make it to both." And the way he said it was just so sweet I just get teary thinking about it. He knows how much it would mean to both of us for her to be here. What a gem of a dad.
Married 6/1/13
BFP #1 7/2013 MMC 9/17/13
BFP #2 5/2014 MC 6/15/14
BFP #3 11/13/14 (Found in ER with ruptured cyst) Diagnosed MC 11/15/14
BFP #4 4/2015 MC 7/1/15
BFP #5 10/21/15 EDD 7/3/16 Praying for our rainbow!
Because my life is a never ending joke and I don't find it the least bit funny. I just want to wave my white flag and retreat into a hole with my fur babies and stay there forever.
One of my cats, who is not the brightest little fluffball, and who is strictly an indoor cat, is missing outdoors in an unfamiliar neighborhood. I came home from work and spent 2 hours roaming the streets, in the dark, calling her name and shaking a bag of treats. I've had so much bad happen in my life over the past 6 months and my fur babies are the only ones who have truly comforted me and reminded me everyday that I'm loved and I'm worth something. I'm never awake at 3am but tonight I just can't sleep.
@jjtruffles oh no! I hope your kitty comes back soon! One of my indoor only cats got out once and I was traumatized. My little dog ran off once too because my roommates didn't put him inside on 4th of July like they were supposed to and he got scared and ran like six miles over night but luckily someone found him in the morning and called. That was one of the hardest nights of my life, so u feel for you! Poor kitty!
@jjtruffles I'm so sorry to hear this!! My fur baby got out and was missing for 3 days, that little devil was happily hanging out under a random persons porch a few blocks over after searching endlessly for days. He wouldn't come out for his treats either! I hope you find him! Does he have a collar on or anything to ID him? Goodluck!!
Thank you @stellaluna14 . My husband and I are in the process of moving and apparently she was hiding inside of our couch when it got moved over to the new house yesterday. My FIL saw her on the porch over there, but didn't realize she was ours and doesn't belong outside, so he didn't think to mention it until I came home from work and was freaking out because I couldn't find her anywhere back at the house we're moving out of. I am going to be putting out kitty food along with her litterbox and one of my hoodies on the porch where she was last seen. My mom posted signs this morning in the area and she and my MIL both put out a lost kitty psa on social media. (We're all within a 10 min drive of each other.) I'm just hoping my girl found herself a safe hiding spot nearby and that she will show up in the next couple of days once she's not so scared, but right now I feel heartbroken. My husband isn't anywhere near as attached to our pets as I am, especially her, so he just isn't grasping why I'm SO upset.
@jjtruffles Hoping your baby comes home! My indoor kitty actually got out a few times, but once she was gone for nearly a month. Not to scare you, but there's a happy ending. A month later she just showed up in our driveway and let me pick her up and take her home. Someone had obviously leaving food out for her as she was in great shape even though she'd been declawed. Sending good vibes to you & your kitty!
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Me: 33 DH: 32 Married 7/18/15 1st born at 35+4 on 6/6/16 Team green turned BLUE! 2nd born at 38+6 on 8/30/18 Team green turned PINK! Due with #3 on 6/6/20 Team Green
My 11 year old brother "bought" baby girl a stuffed bunny..found out my mom lent him money, and when she found out he was going to use the last of his cash to buy it for his niece, she snuck his money back into his wallet. So guess who spent last night cuddling that bunny and crying about how sweet her brother is
MY KITTY IS HOME! There is a small opening underneath the stairs going up to the neighbor's front porch across the street. She was hiding under there. My dad just so happened to be looking in the right spot at the right moment on Sunday evening when she poked her head out of the opening. She got spooked again though, so it took a lot of convincing to get her to come out. My girl was absolutely filthy...dirt, leaves, sticks, even a dead beetle stuck in her long fur...so she got a bath and is now quite happy to be back inside. I am SO relieved!
Me: 33 DH: 32 Married 7/18/15 1st born at 35+4 on 6/6/16 Team green turned BLUE! 2nd born at 38+6 on 8/30/18 Team green turned PINK! Due with #3 on 6/6/20 Team Green
so this was actually hilarious- I was just at my OB Appointment and sitting in the waiting area with about 4 other pregnant ladies when the story came on the TV about the little girl who saved up her money to buy her brother a hamster and promptly loses his shit... welp... make that five pregnant ladies sniffling in the waiting room...
learning to drive stick shift today in my new Subaru forester...took it out onto some mellow streets and stalled once at a red light. Lady wouldn't stop honking as I panicked and got the car to go while being completely flustered. Two minutes later I felt my eyes start to swell with tears while at the same time laughing at myself with my husband. Seriously?! Being pregnant is not the best time to be learning this hahah
Today is my sisters birthday. My real dad (who isn't her real dad) wished her happy birthday and told her he loves her.... That would be okay if he would have anything like a similar reaction to anything having to do with me. I called to tell him that I'm pregnant and his response was "pat had a heart attack"... Fucking seriously? Yeah I get she is your wife but she is the main reason for our strained relationship. He had no words of congrats or anything. It's stupid to let this man keep getting under my skin like he does but I can't help it.
My husband left today to fly to Costa Rica for his friend's wedding. He will be gone for nearly a week and that's the longest we have been apart. I cried like a baby when we said goodbye this morning and I've been on the verge of tears all day. I hate sleeping by myself and being home alone so that doesn't help anything at all.
@schmooie730 Hang in there, I know how that feels. Also, I hope he's very careful about mosquitoes - I'm hearing that zika is in Costa Rica, and it can be sexually transmitted to you if he gets it.
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Me: 33 DH: 32 Married 7/18/15 1st born at 35+4 on 6/6/16 Team green turned BLUE! 2nd born at 38+6 on 8/30/18 Team green turned PINK! Due with #3 on 6/6/20 Team Green
Re: #whymypregnantselfiscrying
Started TTC in June 2014
Started seeing RE in June 2015
HSG in July 2015 = normal, started Clomid/Ovidrel/IUI cycle in August 2015
Cycle #3 in October afforded 1st month of mature follicles - underwent IUI
BFP on 10/27/15 - EDD 7/8/16
DD#1 born on 7/1/16
TTC #2 in September 2018
BFP on 12/2/18 - EDD 8/16/19
Team Green!
July16 JULY siggy challenge
When my kitten refuses to lay in bed with me even though I know she will come in sometime during the night.
https://news3lv.com/around-the-web/teen-takes-terminally-ill-sister-to-her-only-high-school-dance
can.not.handle.
I did this exact thing a couple of weeks ago, but didn't cry. I was laughing so hard, I was crawling around on the floor gasping for air. I literally laughed for a solid 5 minutes and couldn't breathe. What's left of my abs were actually sore the next day.
One of my cats, who is not the brightest little fluffball, and who is strictly an indoor cat, is missing outdoors in an unfamiliar neighborhood. I came home from work and spent 2 hours roaming the streets, in the dark, calling her name and shaking a bag of treats. I've had so much bad happen in my life over the past 6 months and my fur babies are the only ones who have truly comforted me and reminded me everyday that I'm loved and I'm worth something. I'm never awake at 3am but tonight I just can't sleep.
DH: 32
Married 7/18/15
1st born at 35+4 on 6/6/16
Team green turned BLUE!
2nd born at 38+6 on 8/30/18
Team green turned PINK!
Due with #3 on 6/6/20 Team Green
MY KITTY IS HOME! There is a small opening underneath the stairs going up to the neighbor's front porch across the street. She was hiding under there. My dad just so happened to be looking in the right spot at the right moment on Sunday evening when she poked her head out of the opening. She got spooked again though, so it took a lot of convincing to get her to come out. My girl was absolutely filthy...dirt, leaves, sticks, even a dead beetle stuck in her long fur...so she got a bath and is now quite happy to be back inside. I am SO relieved!
DH: 32
Married 7/18/15
1st born at 35+4 on 6/6/16
Team green turned BLUE!
2nd born at 38+6 on 8/30/18
Team green turned PINK!
Due with #3 on 6/6/20 Team Green
This
so this was actually hilarious- I was just at my OB Appointment and sitting in the waiting area with about 4 other pregnant ladies when the story came on the TV about the little girl who saved up her money to buy her brother a hamster and promptly loses his shit... welp... make that five pregnant ladies sniffling in the waiting room...
https://metro.co.uk/2016/02/22/little-girl-saves-up-to-surprise-her-big-brother-with-the-hamster-he-desperately-wanted-5710244/
DH: 32
Married 7/18/15
1st born at 35+4 on 6/6/16
Team green turned BLUE!
2nd born at 38+6 on 8/30/18
Team green turned PINK!
Due with #3 on 6/6/20 Team Green