Let's hear 'em girls!
My confession is that I'm just a straight up pig all the time. This morning I ate a bowl of cereal for breakfast. Then, I went by Starbucks for some coffee to get me through my 10 hour day of babysitting and also got me a breakfast sandwich. I ate the whole thing before I even got to the kids' house.
Re: FFFC- Friday, July 31
I often find myself asking WHY I got married, WHY I had a child. My wonderful toddler (shes 2) has decided that she no longer wants to sleep, she is boycotting naps and bedtime. Last night I got no more than 5 hours of broken sleep. She kept waking up and asking for things. She started screaming for her sandals. WTF. We've always had a rule about waking up with her. The first time, we both get up and see whats wrong, the second and third time we alternate. Last night I got up 3 times with her before I asked my husband to help, which was like pulling teeth. At one point she told me she didn't want to sleep and we sat in the living room with no lights and no tv. She finally said she was ready and went down just after 2:30AM. So when she woke up around 6:45/7am I asked my husband to grab her so I could use the washroom before doing anything. He was like she just wants the TV on and sat there. DUDE I DON'T CARE IF SHE JUST WANTED A COOKIE, I asked you to grab her GET YOUR BUTT OUT OF BED AND GRAB YOUR CHILD.
I guess my confession is, sometimes I wish I could walk away and have it just be ME, no one else. But I would never and could never do that. I'm just lonely and feeling over whelmed. How can I love 2 children and not lose my mind.
I guess thanks for listening me to vent.
Another confession, I'm going to mcdonalds for breakfast, and I don't give a fudge that I had it yesterday as well..
You are not alone and you are not failing.
DS1 Jan 2012
DS2 July 2013
DS3 February 2016
If you don't believe in God, then baptism protects you or saves you from nothing. You get into heaven because you believe, not because you were baptized as a baby.
BFP 12/31/14, EDD 9/08/14 ~ Natural M/C 2/21/14 at 11.5 weeks
BFP 5/24/15 - EDD 2/4/16
Baby F.......02/02/2016
I will check that out when I'm at my computer. I'm very interested in what it has to say. I was torn when I was pregnant with my first as my story is similar to yours. After reading Richard Dawkins God Dellusion, I made up my mind we were making the right decision. I think you would like the book, and I highly recommend it to anyone facing similar questions.
Dawkins has a very thorough discussion on where are morals come from and it's not religion. Quite the contrary. This could get long if I went deeper so I will just leave it at that. It's a great book and available on audible.
Edited to remove tree quote
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your (and others but yours stand out, sorry) quote trees = huge. Can you trim them? Tia
Fffc: almost noon... Dd are still in our pjs and haven't done anything except sit on the couch!