I started spotting light pink two weeks ago. Went to the er and had my 1st ultrasound there. It showed I was 5 1/2 weeks. Next week I had my first Dr appt. He saw a fibroid, but said it was ok. I was hoping my baby was growing because the dates were off. He scheduled another ultrasound for heartbeat which was today. My baby did grow and tried to make it for me to hear her heatbeat, but I miscarried yesterday. The night before I had terrible pains jn my leg and back. I wish I would have went to the er, but the nurse said as long as I wasn't bleeding through a pad I was ok. I will now live wondering if I could have done something different. I had two normal pregnancies prior to this one, so I never though I'd miscarry. I am haunted by the fact that I saw her little life form when it passed. This morning I passed more blood clots and one the size of a golf ball. I still have my scheduled ultrasound today. Where as I had hope. There is no hopes of seeing baby today. Her name was Talia if a girl. Me and my husband wanted a girl. I haven't managed to stop crying yet. Thank you for listening.
Re: Grieving: Telling my story for the last time.
Married 10.03.2014
TTC the day we were married
BFP October 2014 - Due 7/2/2015 - MMC discovered 12/1/2014 (D&C)
Praying for you
our little angel.
Your emotions right now are normal as well. I also cried the first trip back to my Dr when I saw all of the pregnant ladies.
Be kind to yourself *hug*