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• mommymeg143 member

  May 2014

  Thinking and praying for you today @lisaren. Hoping with all my heart that everything turns out ok.

  
  

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• MollMoll4 member

  May 2014

  Good luck today. Keeping you in my thoughts.

  

  
  

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• beatrixkiddo19 member

  May 2014

  Thinking of you this morning.  Lots of love and T&Ps heading your way.

  
  

  

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• Maelara member

  May 2014

  Thinking of you!

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• AnnieRoo13 member

  May 2014

  Thinking of you this morning Lisa xo

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• lisaren member

  May 2014

  Since I'm
  Not having contractions the placenta is not in a good spot so may not be able to do cvs. We looked at baby and oh she's so precious. I really think it's a girl. She was stretching her legs. The hygroma is big. Very big. From the top of the head down to the butt. Plus her abdomen is swollen with fluid. Edema. Hygromas this large don't end well. The increase fluids on body, lungs and heart can eventually cause the baby to pass. I'm waiting to see if the contractions -Braxton hicks to me, push the placenta up.
  Also no hydrops.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

                                
  

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• AbbeyH member

  May 2014

  Good Luck!!

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• RedBirdFly member

  May 2014

  You're in my thoughts and prayers today, Lisa.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  
  

  
  

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• Maelara member

  May 2014

  lisaren said:

  Since I'm
  Not having contractions the placenta is not in a good spot so may not be able to do cvs. We looked at baby and oh she's so precious. I really think it's a girl. She was stretching her legs. The hygroma is big. Very big. From the top of the head down to the butt. Plus her abdomen is swollen with fluid. Edema. Hygromas this large don't end well. The increase fluids on body, lungs and heart can eventually cause the baby to pass. I'm waiting to see if the contractions -Braxton hicks to me, push the placenta up.
  Also no hydrops.

  That's a little disappointing. But at least you got to see her are you still there, waiting to see if you get some Braxton hicks?
  

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• dbgwife member

  May 2014

  Thinking and praying for you this morning!!

  

  
  

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• MrsTuna08 member

  May 2014

  I am so, so sorry that you're dealing with this.  It's just not fair.  Big ((hugs)) to you and your family.

  
  

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  BFP #1 1/4/14; EDD 9/16/14;  mc 1/17/14 

  BFP #2 3/12/14; baby girl born 11/21/14          

  
  

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• missnacholover member

  May 2014

  Lots of thoughts for you.
  

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• Autumnsnow member

  May 2014 edited May 2014

  So sorry that it's that big.  At least you got to see her.  Are they waiting for you to have Braxton Hicks today?

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• Kristy774 member

  May 2014

  Praying for you.

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• VioletFlower member

  May 2014

  @lisaren no hydrops is a really good sign!!!! Lots of hygromas can self resolve with no hydrops. If they can't do cvs is there something else they can do to test for what they need to?

  
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  BFP#1 - DS Born 2~15~2012
  BFP #2 - MMC @9 wk
  BFP #3  - Sleeping Baby Girl at 5 1/2 months
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• TXSparky member

  May 2014

  I am so so sorry you are dealing with this. I really hope and will pray with every bit of my heart that something good will be coming your way and that somehow you will find some peace in everything going on in your life. With all of the support you have offered others, you certainly deserve it. I have been and will continue to keep you in my prayers. I only wish I could do more.

  
  

  
  
  
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• DoubleUp8 member

  May 2014

  Thanks for the update! I will be thinking of you and your little one!
  

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• jlove253 member

  May 2014

  The first thing I did this morning when I woke up was look for an update from you Lisa (I'm west coast). Sorry to read about your nightmare. Praying things work out for further testing and more clarity. How is your H doing? Glad you could see your baby better today!

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• dr_pr member

  May 2014

  I'm still sending lots of good thoughts to you during this very difficult time.

  
  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  

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• LongIslandMama1114 member

  May 2014

  Thinking of you! xoxo
  

  

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• DTLAmom member

  May 2014

  Sending lots of good thoughts your way this morning!

  
  

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• Ineedmorecoffee member

  May 2014

  Thinking of you and that sweet little baby this morning.
  

  
  
  
  
  
  

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• lisaren member

  May 2014

  Could not do cvs. The fluid is all around baby, like a halo, under the chin, and seeping in abdomen. It's like the baby is wearing a spacesuit. The outcome will Not be good. The baby's belly is already swollen. The MFM Dr has been amazing as well as my midwife.Tomorrow is Emma Claire's birthday so we will celebrate this with smiles.
  With seeing this big of a cystic hygroma in this gestation of pregnancy, the baby will develop hydrops and/or pass before birth, the inevitable will happen. At this point waiting for this seems cruel and unfair to the sweet baby. Nothing seems to make much sense. I'm hoping the decisions we've made and continue to make will be the right ones and we can find peace within.
  
  I love all of you to the moon and back. I will check in from time to time. I will not be ttc again, so I will stop by to just peek here. I know this place is full of snark and honesty but I hope my rainbows and cupcakes brought some smiles to the board.
  What each of you are going through, and will experience, is magical. Remember every single second. Take the small shit in stride. The nursery the baby showers, the small shit... Just love the moment. You are all so blessed to have this little being coming into your life. They are lucky to have you.
  
  I know some are freaked out about Fb, but if you wanted to add me I'm ok with that. I'm
  Not crazy, or a stalker. But I understand that many are.
  
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• CarrieAnne09 member

  May 2014

  @lisaren I have no words to tell you how I feel about what you are going through. Your words left me in tears in my office. You are such an amazing and strong person and I wish you and your family all the best in the future. What is happening to you isn't fair but I hope that you will find peace in whatever decision you make.

  

  
  

  
  

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• missnacholover member

  May 2014 edited May 2014

  ((( @lisaren ))) I hope you can feel my hugs.  Thinking of you.
  

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• brooklyngirl18 member

  May 2014

  my heart is broken for you @lisaren. you are an amazing and strong woman and mother. I wish you peace with your decision i know it is right fror you and your family. I am so sorry you have to go through this. I really hope you do still stop by when you are ready. N14 will not be the same without you. =((

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• icaughtfire member

  May 2014

  @lisaren I've been thinking of you all morning but haven't had a chance to pop in for an update. I'm absolutely heartbroken for you. I'm so, so sorry you're going through this. I have no words to even express my condolences, only hugs & prayers.

  
  

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• lisaren member

  May 2014

  Here's the picture. They tried to find one that had a profile. You can see the halo on the bottom pic. I know my info is on here but it's fine. Such a sweet nose.
  
  
  

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• MollMoll4 member

  May 2014

  @lisaren‌ (((hugs))) and T&P to you and your family. I am so sorry you had to make such a difficult decision. I wish you and your family peace and healing.
  
  I hope you do pop in when you are comfortable, because you are a heck of a lot of fun to be around! N14 will not be the same without your daily participation. Thank you for all you have done for us!
  
  

  

  
  

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• staugustinewedding member

  May 2014

  Thinking of you this afternoon. 

  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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  Married: September 13, 2012 

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  EDD: 11/25/2014 

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• lizzielu82 member

  May 2014

  @lisaren my heart is broken for you and your family. You will be missed so much and I do hope you stop by from time to time when you are up to it. I admire you and your strength for making these difficult decisions. I wish nothing but the best for you and will keep you in my thoughts. xo

  

  

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• ProcessofBecoming member

  May 2014

  I'm so, so sorry, and cannot imagine the pain that you and your family are enduring right now. You're making impossible decisions, while trying to care for your family and yourself and I have such respect and admiration for how you're handling all of this. You've been a great moderator and source of support for so many on this board, and your presence here will be so deeply missed. I'm praying for you and wishing you strength and peace in the days ahead. The pictures of your baby are beautiful; my heart breaks for what you're going through. Huge hugs. 

  
  

  Me: 42, DH: 40; Surprise BFP 4/27/2011; no heartbeat at 9w3d, we miss you, Baby Manatee; D&C 6/1/2011; AF returned 6/26/2011; Ready to try for our take-home baby. 7/24/2011--BFP! Peanut born March 2012; BFP: 7/31/2013!; blighted ovum at 7 weeks 8/26/2013. Holy Cannoli! BFP 2/23/2014. EDD 11/6/2014!  

  
  

  

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• brichar31 member

  May 2014

  I am heartbroken for you, I've been checking the BMB constantly over the passed day hoping by some miracle things would start to look up for your sweet baby.  I'm so sorry you and your family are going through this, its devastating I'm sure.  Take care of yourself.
  

  
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• tlq0726 member

  May 2014

  Thinking of you and your family today!!! Lots of T&P coming your way/

  
  
  TTC: 3/23/2013, BFP: 2/28/2014, EDD: 11/6/2014, ADD: 11/7/2014
  
  
   
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• LongIslandMama1114 member

  May 2014

  I am in tears at my desk. I am so so sorry that you are going through this. No one should have to make the kind of choices you have to make. Know that we're all with you through this. Please pop in when you're comfortable. You will be missed
  

  

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• soccer4us2013 member

  May 2014

  lisaren, what a sweetie. I am so sorry. I'm thinking of you. 

  
  
  

  
  

   

  
  

  
  

  

  
  

  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• amberhoothoot member

  May 2014

  I am so sorry you are going through this.
  

  
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• PandaCon member

  May 2014

  @Lisaren  I am so so sorry that you have to go through all this.  I know that making these decisions are unbelievably hard.  We will miss your rainbows and sprinkles on this board.  As previous posters have said you are an incredibly tough woman and will always be a N14 Momma. 

  
  

  She is precious and beautiful.  Again I am so so sorry that you and your family are going through this. Take care of yourself lady. I will be praying for your whole family. 

  
  

  
  

     

  
  

   
  

     
  

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• ccam member

  May 2014

  I can't even imagine what you are going through right now.  No one should have to make these kind of decisions.  My T&Ps are with you, your family and your LO. 

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  Trying for #1 since May 2010   l   DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011

  IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks

  November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!

  Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26

  1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12    **TEAM GREEN!**

  Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12

  

  Trying for #2

  FET #1 - October '13 - c/p   l   FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled    l   FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN

  ~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~

  Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14     **TEAM GREEN!**

  Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14

   

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• Celticlass6 member

  May 2014

  @lisaren There isn't anything I can say that others before me haven't already said. My heart breaks for you and your family going through this, and your rainbows and cupcakes will definitely be missed.

  
  

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