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suzyrenee

I understand listening on the doppler, you are having your time with your baby. 

Like others have said, we are here to listen and support.

kjmommy1214

As everyone has said, you are always welcome with us. Grief is a bitch. A good support system is the best thing that you can have, and we are 'll here for you. We may not always have the words, but we have creepy internet friend hugs. You are a strong, beautiful, wonderful woman. However, this is more than you should handle on your own. Everyone needs an ear. Even if that ear is friendly eyes on a screen. Let it out, sweetie.

ProcessofBecoming

I'm so sorry for everything you're going through, and how overwhelming it must be. Be kind to yourself through this process--prayers being sent your way...

Maelara

I would never ignore you. This is where you belong. Vent, cry, curse, scream, etc. all you need. We will be here with love and hugs. As many as you need.

lisaren

Y'all are fuckin amazing. Damnit I love you.


My surgery is scheduled for Tuesday 11:15. I have to go to office on Monday so they can insert special seaweed rods to help me dilate. That's at 1:45.
Does anyone have experience with this?????

I'm terrified.

soccer4us2013

Maelara said:

I would never ignore you. This is where you belong. Vent, cry, curse, scream, etc. all you need. We will be here with love and hugs. As many as you need.

Yes, this. We all love you! Don't think you don't belong here...you DO...for all of it....! 

Hugs

Mimihuff

I am so sorry for your loss! It is devastating, trust me I know. our words will never fix the problem but we are all praying for you and your family! Take care, stay rested, & good luck!

mussalynn

lisaren said:

How sweet. A little bear. Maybe I'll call around. I keep thinking I'll get a call that everything was wrong. I just ordered all those CD and they're all being delivered. Wtf. You are all so sweet. I feel like this is not the right place to talk, but where do I go? I've not had a loss so that place doesn't work. Not a MC so not there. I feel in limbo. So please just feel free to ignore me if I go on a rant here.

There is also a store on Etsy called "Artsy Voiceprint" where if you send them a recording of the heartbeat, they make it into art to hang on the wall.  Hard to explain, but it's really quite beautiful. 

Hope you're hanging in there, thinking about you lots.  <<hugs>> 

Jatpa003

Sending love, thoughts, hugs and a listening ear. I cannot even fathom what you are going through emotionally, physically etc. You are such a strong women and I admire your strength. Again just more love. :x

crizz13

I've been reading this, words escape me, and my heart is breaking for you and your family. Sending you and your family nothing but love and strength.

sAAmFam

@lisaren‌ I have 2 children with autism. I know the odds are a lot higher than what you are dealing with and of course the possible severity. I'm scared but I have to think that god has blessed me with 2 special children. Maybe I'm special because he chose me to take care of these children. I am strong and determined. Not just anyone can can help these children over come life's obstacles. But I have! My children have come a long way and may be different but great. What if situations are hard but I'm sure you will find the right answer for you and your family.

lisaren

I posted on the loss board and have several people pm me with some great feedback. Thank you for the suggestion.

lisaren

sAAmFam said:

@lisaren‌

I have 2 children with autism. I know the odds are a lot higher than what you are dealing with and of course the possible severity. I'm scared but I have to think that god has blessed me with 2 special children. Maybe I'm special because he chose me to take care of these children. I am strong and determined. Not just anyone can can help these children over come life's obstacles. But I have! My children have come a long way and may be different but great. What if situations are hard but I'm sure you will find the right answer for you and your family.

I have a sweet little girl in hospice with a very poor prognosis due to her brain disease.

I send you and your family love.

Knottie1454621357

Sorry to hear, thoughts and prayers from me to you.

hjenni

Hi Lisa. I'm so sorry you're going through this. You are so strong! I'm definitely thinking of you. I will be praying for you the morning of your surgery. I don't have any experience with this type of thing, but I know surgery can be scary no matter how common or safe the doctors tell you it is. Not to mention the myriad of emotions you're already feeling. Please keep us updated. Please don't be a stranger to this board. As stated before, we will never ignore you. We think about you all the time. 

Nfranco973

lisaren said:

Y'all are fuckin amazing. Damnit I love you.


My surgery is scheduled for Tuesday 11:15. I have to go to office on Monday so they can insert special seaweed rods to help me dilate. That's at 1:45.
Does anyone have experience with this?????

I'm terrified.

So sorry to hear you going through this. I've had the rods put in for my loss and you may feel a little tiny pinch but that's it. You're a very strong woman and I know you will be fine. Stay strong & take care of yourself.