I have no patience! My husband told me not to POAS before the real blood test so while he was sleeping this morning, I did it anyway. Of course it came out BFN. Argh!!!! On the plus side, the hcg trigger is out of my system but why the F am I so impatient?? And on top of that, I also have no patience for line readings so I buy the digital ones that spell out Not Pregnant so I just pissed away literally like $9. Also, I want to just keep POAS every day from today until beta. My thinking is that we just blew a large wad of cash on this (ivf #3) - why not buy the expensive tests..what's another few bucks? Please feel free to yell at me for all of the above. I know I'm an idiot... TIA
Me: 34 - low ovarian reserve
DH: 40 - no issues
3 failed IUI's
IVF #1 3/12 - 13 eggs, 9 fertilized, 2 transferred (1 grade 2 blast, 1 early blast), no frosties, 3/30/12 - 9dp5dt spotting, BFNs
IVF #2. 7/12 - 18 days of stims, 3 mature eggs, 3 fertilized (ICSI), 3 transferred (9, 8, 7 cell) on day 3. First beta - 8/21/12 = 105, beta #2 - 8/23/12 = 268, beta #3 - 8/30/12 = 2,352. 2nd u/s - 9/4/12. Baby Boy born 5/1/2013.
IVF #3 Now (12/13). AMH is very low - 0.19. ER (12/5) 12 eggs, 10 mature, 7 fertilized using ICSI. 3 transferred (8,8,8 cell - all grade 2) on day 3. First beta - 12/21/13 = 126, beta #2 - 12/23/13 = 400, beta #3 - na (office was closed for new year's). First sonogram - TWINS aka OMG! -
Re: Why, o why, did I POAS at 5dp3dt? Feel free to yell at me....
Don't do it! It's early right now which is why you probably got a BFN, but seriously wait until your beta day! I went to my beta and then came home and tested so I could prepare for the phone call and find out in privacy, but it would have been way too stressful to test and keep seeing negatives and still have to go in for a beta and keep doing meds!
**Siggy/Ticker Warning**
TTC #1 since May 2012
May 2013: First R.E. appointment
DH: SA is good
May 2013: CD3 Blood work-normal
June 2013: Hsg-Right tube blocked
July 26, 2013: Starting Follistim for IVF #1
August 2013: IVF #1 Cancelled- Abnormal embryos
October/November 2013: IVF #2 w/ICSI
November 8, 2013: Transferred two early blasts (no frosties)
November 18, 2013: First EVER BFP!
Beta#1: 91 Beta#2: 288
1st U/S- 5w2d Saw yolk sac!
3rd U/S- 7w4d HB of 157bpm!
TEAM BLUE!
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Me 28 DH 30
After 4+ years TTC