So I'm starting to feel really guilty because so far I hate being pregnant. It sounds so awful but its true. My whole life my mom has told me she loved being pregnant.I feel like I'm supposed to being lovingt this, but nope hate it. I just want my baby. I'm so tired of every ache making me worried that I'm miscarrying. The one plus is I usually suffer from seasonal affective disorder in the winter, but this year I have had no depression. Which is great! I'm just do tired of feeling sick and tired and achey and like my body is not my own. Ok mini vent done.
Re: Guilt vent
I know what you mean.
You can't help but feel guilty, even though you are very happy and grateful.
It's a tough job and a long haul!
I don't remember feeling as annoyed last pregnancy (bc everything was so new and even though you read about it so much, you never know until you experience it.) This time around, that is all I think: I do not like being pregnant. I am just one of those women who feels sick during her pregnancy and just doesn't like it. (Which is allowed!)
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Don't feel guilty! I am one of those women that love being pregnant, but the more I think about it, I love 2nd and 3rd tri. I think you might change your mind once you start feeling LO or once you have a real bump. If not that is perfectly fine too! A lot of women don't like being pregnant but that doesn't mean they love their babies any less than someone who loves pregnancy.
1st tri is hard and boring. Lots of worrying, restrictions and crappy symptoms. Honestly I don't LOVE being pregnant right now. I'm very happy to be pregnant, but there's really nothing to love about it yet besides the fact that I know I'm pregnant.
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