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Re: I am f u c k i n g broken.

  • NO.  Oh God.  I feel so sick to my stomach for you.  I am so sad for your loss.  I do not know what to say.  Obviously, no words are adequate.  Take care of yourself. 

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  • NOOOOOOO!  I'm too sad to come up with something supportive, so I'll just say this freaking sucks.  Sh!t.
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  • I have nothing to say but I am sorry. This sucks.
  • Oh. My. God. This is so absolutely not okay. I am so sorry and just want to punch a whole in my wall. There is nothing anyone can say to fix this, but please know that I am so upset for and with you.
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  • I'm so very sorry.
  • I wish there was something to say that would express how sorry I am. I am so sorry doesn't seem to cut it. :-( 
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  • oh God, I am so very sorry...
    Ron and Nora married 6.3.06 21 cycles, 1 m/c, 4 rounds clomid, 1 round gonal f and 3 IUI anovulatory cycles, LPD
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  • Oh no, I am so so sorry for your loss.  I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  ((hugs))
  • I can't even come up with words. This just sucks, f'ing sucks. I'm so sorry.
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  • OMG. I just threw my phone. In anger. Disbelief. Everything. My heart absolutely aches for you and your DH.  I don't even know what to say.  I'm just so, so sorry. . .
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    That is so not fair!!!!  Sending lots of ((((Hugs)))) and peace your way. 
    2004-Started TTC; Nov 2007-Lap with endo removed; Jan 2008-Ectopic (mtx); April 2008-IVF #1 (bfp, twin girls); March 2011-FET (cp); June 2012-IVF #2 (bfp, singleton, EDD 3-19-12)

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  • My heart aches for all you have been through and are in the midst of now. I wish there was more I could say or do. My thoughts are with you.
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  • I am sick beyond words.

    Heart broken.

    I know you're reeling but if you can think of any way that any of us can help you please let us know.

    In the mean time my heart felt condolences and love will have to do.

     

    Our IF journey: 1 m/c, 1 IVF with only 3 eggs retrieved yielding Dylan and a lost twin, 1 shocker unmedicated BFP resulting in Jace, 3 more unmedicated pregnancies ending in more losses.
    Total score: 6 pregnancies, 5 losses, 2 amazing blessings that I'm thankful for every single day.
  • Oh, T. I just can't believe you had to write this kind of post again. I am so, so, so sorry. I know that doesn't do anything to ease the pain, but you know we're all thinking about you.

    ((HUGS))

  • My heart breaks for you. I'm so so sorry :(
  • How is this possible?  I just don't understand.  I am so very sorry, Tracie.  There are just no words to explain how sorry I am that this has happened to you...again.  (((hugs)))
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  • I dont understand how this keeps happening to you.  I just cant believe it.  I am so very sorry.
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  • I know 'I'm sorry' doesn't really help much.  Nonetheless, I am terribly sorry for your loss.  I wish there was something I could do or say that could ease your pain just a bit.  ((hugs))

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  • Oh my God...  I am so, so sorry.  I am devastated for you and your DH. 
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  • I am so so sorry.
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    OMG! T, sorry just seems sooooo insignificant right now.   I have no words.   My heart just sank when I read the title of your post.   

    Devestated for you doesn't even begin to cover it.   

    This exactly. 

    I am just heartbroken for you.  There really are no words. 

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  • I am so sorry. I know you and Davez are hurting so much. I wish I could take the pain away and bring back Owl, and Hootie. Please let me know if I can do anything.

    Even though I think ((HUGS)) is kinda cheesy, I will give you a big ((HUG)) over the internet since I'm not seeing you today.

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  • So unfair! I am so sorry you are going through this. I have no other words...as I"m in complete shock. My heart is broken for you.

    Please take care of yourself Tracie. 

     

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  • I am crying and sick for you. it is just so wrong that thus happened. take the time you need, we are always here.
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  • I don't even know what to say other than I'm very sorry, and I know that is not significant enough. Please take care of yourself.
  • Nooo  I'm sooo sorry and heartbroken for you:(  I'll be thinking of you.
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  • I am so heartbroken for you.  Know that we are ALWAYS here for you. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts.
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  • Oh sweetie *BIG HUGE HUGS*

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  • oh god!  i am so very very sorry.  this is NOT what i wanted to read on here.  {{hugs}}
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  • NO! This is just so unfair, and I don't understand it. There are no words, but I am so angry and hurt for you. We are all here for you. (((BIG HUGS)))
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  • wtf. Why is life so unfair? I'm sorry. We'll be thinking of you and we'll be here when you get back.
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  • I am so so so sorry. There are no words. 
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  • T... I don't even know what to say... I'm so sorry... it's not enough though.  We love you and we're here whenever you need us. 

    ((hugs))

    hannah

  • I am so incredibly sorry.  Take all the time you need. 
  • Oh no Davez, this is terrible, it is so unfair and you have been through so much..just enjoy Ava and your DH on your vacation.
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  • Oh my gosh, T. I'm so very sorry for your loss. My heart just breaks. So completely unfair. Hugs to you and hang in there.
  • ((hugs)) from me.  And a strong drink.
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  • I just lurk on this board from time to time and I don't think there is anyone I wanted this for more than you. I am so sorry. So so freaking sorry.
  • Oh, Tracie.....

    Sorry can't express how I feel for you right now.    It took everything I had to just open the post, ugh.    Please know I am thinking of you and wish you & DH  some peace right now.    

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