I am f u c k i n g broken.

DavezWife · January 2011

The baby died.

It's little heart just couldn't keep up. We think it happened yesterday. D&C in the morning, (we'll do testing) as we leave for a non-refundable vacation. Vacation my arse. JUST when you think things are going ok, I get slammed in the head. And heart. And I have NO idea how on earth I'm going to get thru this. No fu cking clue.

Please accept my gratitude in advance for what I'm sure will all be kind sweet words from some of the most caring and supportive people on the planet. You are an amazing group of women. Just as *I* shouldn't have to keep going thru this, neither should you, as a group.

Not sure if this is the proverbial GBCK or not, but I won't be around for a while. Literally and mentally. Momma aint' right in the head.

I love you all.

-Tracie

LIAngel · January 2011

OMG! T, sorry just seems sooooo insignificant right now. I have no words. My heart just sank when I read the title of your post.

Devestated for you doesn't even begin to cover it.

Nicole. · January 2011

NO NO NO NO NO!!!! Know that we are all crying with you, T. This is so effing unfair- there are absolutely no words........I can't even believe this.

SeaSoul · January 2011

What??? Noooooo! My stomach flipped over when I read this. I don't even know what to say...except, how very, very sad.

efooey · January 2011

oh honey, I'm so sorry

duke'sgirl · January 2011

No.No.No. Oh, T. I am absolutely heartbroken for you. I have no words. So, so incredibly sorry.

schmoodle · January 2011

Oh jesus. I so hoped when I saw this subject line that this wouldn't be the news. F*ck this. I'm so much more than sorry, T. We're all here whenever and however you need us.

emiannie · January 2011

T, seriously I don't have words. None would suffice anyway. I love you, honey. I hate this. I hate that I can't cry with you right now. I can't even say I understand cuz I don't. But know I am absolutely crushed about this right with you. ((HUGS))

chocolatechip06 · January 2011

I am so sorry

LuckySunshineBaby · January 2011

I am so very, very sorry.

mrsnemitz · January 2011

No, no, NO!! This is so not fair and totally sucks. I'm so sorry...

mmttc · January 2011

I screamed "NOOOO!" when I saw the title of your post. Sorry just doesn't cover it, but it's the only word I have. I'm so sorry.

*Willis* · January 2011

I'm so sorry. You've had more than your fair share of heart ache. Hang in there.

BeccaLandes · January 2011

Oh my god, I really can't believe it. I am so, so sorry. I can't imagine what you're going through.

Take care of yourself, and come back soon.

lolalillie · January 2011

When I saw the title of this post I opened it hoping and praying that I would not read bad news, sadly, I was horribly mistaken. Tracie - I honestly have no words. My heart really hurts for you and your DH (I mean that with everything that I have). This is beyond not fair. I am sad and I am mad (not at you but mad that you are going through this nightmare).

Please know that we are ALWAYS here for you! You need a place to vent, to get it all out, the good, the bad, the really bad, and the stuff that the word bad does not even begin to touch. You all do not deserve to go through this hell. You just don't. Please take care and I know you hate 'em but you are getting 'em ((((HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGS)))))

alchris · January 2011

I am crying. Big, ugly blubbery cry.

I have no words, and if I did, they wouldn't be anywhere sufficient. To say I'm extremely sorry is just the tip of the iceberg for a mountain of feelings.

My fingers are stumbling. I'm just going to go cry and hug my kids.

Heartbroken. Tragic. Not fair.

I will miss you as long as you need to be away, and I will be thinking of you more than you could ever believe.

Crying

gramos1128 · January 2011

OMG I know nothing I say will make any difference but I am so so very sorry.

jlc071903 · January 2011

OMG..I am so so sorry. I am heartbroken for you.

LCB34 · January 2011

I truly am so sorry to hear this. Like you said, no one should have to go through loss - let alone multiple losses.

Your family will be in my thoughts.

leslie&brian · January 2011

F*ckin bullsh!t. I can't even put into words how sorry I am. This blows. Know that we're here for you in all ways.

dansbride06 · January 2011

Nothing fair about this. at all.

I am so very sorry.

Temp590840000005378 · January 2011

OMG Davez!! I just wanted to say how sorry I am!! I feel like I'm your stalker as I've always liked your personality and have definitely lurked and followed your journey even though I am still IF and not SAIF. I even showed my Mom your Costa Rica blog back when you were on that IVF journey. I was so bummed to see this post... sending big hugs your way!!

OrangeSmoke · January 2011

Oh honey

Please take care of yourself. We are here for you.

marcuej · January 2011

I am absolutely heartbroken for you. No words can express how sorry I am. Please take care and know we're here when you're ready.

LucyPevensie · January 2011

We love you too Tracie. I'm so sorry.

AuburnBride06 · January 2011

***. I did not want to open this F'er. No fricken words at all. I'm sorry just f'ing sucks. I don't understand.

Love you T.

emmyloustu · January 2011

Oh, Tracie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO, NO, NO!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot believe this. I am bawling. Sick to my stomach.

Wrapping you up in the biggest hug you could ever imagine. ((((hugs)))))))

pandabearlover · January 2011

My heart is aching for you. I am so so sorry.

brideinOC · January 2011

No words. I have no f-ing words. We all love you!!!

Kahana · January 2011

I am at a loss for words. I'm sorry doesn't sound like enough. This is just so unfair!!!

PhillySue · January 2011

OMG NO! My heart just suck when I saw this. It is so cruel and unfair. I know words mean nothing right know but I am so, so sorry.

muppet.fan · January 2011

Oh God. No words. But I'm still utterly sorry.

LVBlvd · January 2011

I am very sorry to hear this. Very sorry. I am praying for you.

itsmevkb · January 2011

I don't even know what to say other than I'm crying for you, your family and your poor little lost baby. I hope that the testing will bring some answers even though the answers don't heal your heart.