What's wrong is that you're a person who's been through heartbreak and is naturally guarded about going through more. But I have tons of excitement and the highest of hopes for you. Good luck!
There is nothing wrong with you sweets. You are strong and relaxed, and absolutely normal that you'd protect yourself. That being said - I am so HOPEFUL for you and excited! good luck!
m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks).
and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers).
IUI#1 and #2: BFNs
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Kelin sweets, there is nothing wrong with you. You are protecting your heart which is completely understandable. I will have all the faith that this is going to work. Just know you will be sipping mocktails in Mexico. Wishing you the best FET. Keep us updated on how everything goes.
Oh sweetie... you know exactly what's 'wrong' with you. YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH FVCKING HELL!!
I'm sure it feels odd to be very 'meh' about a FET, but I get it... I think we all get it. I don't know exactly how you're feeling and I've not been in exactly your hell... but we've all experienced our very own version of hell and understand feeling numb.
Huge, huge hugs and don't worry - you've got an army of us mustering up excitement on your behalf!
It's ok - feel however you need to feel. There is no "right" and "wrong" way to feel, especially with everything you've been through. We're all pulling for you!!
Thanks laides! You have all made me cry! I think your right - I am just scared to death to m/c again. I have not healed from my last (or first) one and I am just afraid to have something else go wrong. I feel like there are so many strikes against me and maybe someone is trying to tell me I shouldn't do this. *sigh*
Positive thoughts - I promise!
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And it's totally understandable & you're totally allowed to feel that way. Like BGP said, there's a TON of excitement, happiness & hope just oozing your way from all of us out here in Internetland. Just know that you are supported & cared for & that you can do this!!!
P.S. I sure hope these aren't your doctors:
Tee-hee. GL!!!!
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We totally get it. It's much safer to wrap ourselves up in a cocoon of apathy than to think of great it will be when things work out. ((hugs)) I hope your thaw went great and your snowbabies are snuggling in!
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He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever.
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The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete. Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10 BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
I can't wait to see pictures of your beautiful twins! I KNOW this will be it for you! All the luck and love and support in the world is heading your way now, my friend.
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Re: Today is my FET
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
You are probably just protecting your heart.
Good luck!
What's wrong is that you're a person who's been through heartbreak and is naturally guarded about going through more. But I have tons of excitement and the highest of hopes for you. Good luck!
This. :::Hugs:::
Good luck Kelin!! I know it's tough getting excited again, but I have so much hope for you!! ((Huge Hugs))
Just lay back and think of Mexico!!
This for sure. I am thinking happy thoughts and prayers for you Kelin. GL!!
Good luck girl! I am praying for you!!
(I'm not too sure about this pip but it's what I came across.)
Oh sweetie... you know exactly what's 'wrong' with you. YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH FVCKING HELL!!
I'm sure it feels odd to be very 'meh' about a FET, but I get it... I think we all get it. I don't know exactly how you're feeling and I've not been in exactly your hell... but we've all experienced our very own version of hell and understand feeling numb.
Huge, huge hugs and don't worry - you've got an army of us mustering up excitement on your behalf!
Nothing is wrong with you. You have been through a lot.
I love you Kelin and I will be praying for you. GL today!
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This. Totally.
Good luck today.
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You have TONS of ladies that are more than just a little excited for you Kelin!
Good luck today, we will be thinking of you!
That`s exactly what you`re doing. But we love you.
I am sending tons and tons and tons and more tons of good vibes and good luck and well wishes and t`s and p`s. I can`t wait to hear your update.
And get your head out of the gutter. That baby needs a nice happy puppies and rainbows ute to stick in!
We'll be excited for you
Nestle in tight embies!!!
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
You've been through so much Kelin. :::hugs:::
I hope everything goes well today dear. Lots of luck!
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
BFP #2 4/13/10. Bridget born 12/28/10
BFP #3 Finn born 8/11/15
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Thanks laides! You have all made me cry! I think your right - I am just scared to death to m/c again. I have not healed from my last (or first) one and I am just afraid to have something else go wrong. I feel like there are so many strikes against me and maybe someone is trying to tell me I shouldn't do this. *sigh*
Positive thoughts - I promise!
THIS!
And it's totally understandable & you're totally allowed to feel that way. Like BGP said, there's a TON of excitement, happiness & hope just oozing your way from all of us out here in Internetland. Just know that you are supported & cared for & that you can do this!!!
P.S. I sure hope these aren't your doctors:
Tee-hee. GL!!!!
10/08 Clomid Cycle #1 = m/c 11/7/08 (6 weeks)
03/09 Clomid Cycle #2 = BFN
3 rounds of Femara + Ovidrel + IUI =BFN
10/18/09 2nd Break Cycle (post HSG) before IVF #1 = BFP!
? The world thought I had it all, but I was waiting for you. ?
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* PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) *
* CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
* Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d *
* PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 *
* DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *
DD #1 born 9/07 ** DD #2 born 7/11 ** Operation Take Back My Body has begun 10/11
Upcoming Races
Gobble Wobble 5K 11/24/11 - Abington, PA 29:40
Superbowl 10K 02/05/12 - Allentown, PA 54:28 PR!!!!
Broad Street 10 Mile Run 05/06/12 - Philadelphia, PA 1:30:44
Rock and Roll Half Marathon 09/16/12 - Philadelphia, PA
Philadelphia (Half?!?) Marathon 11/18/12 - Philadelphia, PA
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
Kelin,
I can't wait to see pictures of your beautiful twins! I KNOW this will be it for you! All the luck and love and support in the world is heading your way now, my friend.