TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

Today is my FET

... and I could care less.  WTF is wrong with me?

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Re: Today is my FET

  • Good luck!
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  • You are probably just protecting your heart.

     Good luck! 

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  • Good luck!!! Hope it works!!
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  • What's wrong is that you're a person who's been through heartbreak and is naturally guarded about going through more.  But I have tons of excitement and the highest of hopes for you.  Good luck!

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  • There is nothing wrong with you sweets. You are strong and relaxed, and absolutely normal that you'd protect yourself. That being said - I am so HOPEFUL for you and excited! good luck!
    m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
  • Kelin sweets, there is nothing wrong with you. You are protecting your heart which is completely understandable. I will have all the faith that this is going to work. Just know you will be sipping mocktails in Mexico. Wishing you the best FET. Keep us updated on how everything goes.
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    You are probably just protecting your heart.

     Good luck! 

    This.  :::Hugs:::

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  • I can't get excited about things anymore either.  ((HUGS))  I'm excited for you, though.  Good luck!
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  • Good luck with it!
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  • I like to think of it as self preservation...........I wish you the BEST of luck today!!! 
  • Good luck Kelin!! I know it's tough getting excited again, but I have so much hope for you!! ((Huge Hugs))

    Just lay back and think of Mexico!! Wink

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  • I have my fingers and toes crossed for you darling. Good luck, and go eggies go!
    Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section
  • imageBabyMimi:

    You are probably just protecting your heart.

     Good luck! 

    This for sure. I am thinking happy thoughts and prayers for you Kelin.  GL!!

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  • I understand - I'm feeling strangely detached from my IVF cycle - Wishing you the best of luck today though.
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  • Good luck girl! I am praying for you!!

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  • Oh sweetie... you know exactly what's 'wrong' with you. YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH FVCKING HELL!!

    I'm sure it feels odd to be very 'meh' about a FET, but I get it... I think we all get it. I don't know exactly how you're feeling and I've not been in exactly your hell... but we've all experienced our very own version of hell and understand feeling numb.

    Huge, huge hugs and don't worry - you've got an army of us mustering up excitement on your behalf!

  • Good luck!  Will be thinking of you.
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  • Nothing is wrong with you. You have been through a lot.

     I love you Kelin and I will be praying for you. GL today!

    ::smooches:: 

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  • imageBabyMimi:

    You are probably just protecting your heart.

     Good luck! 

    This.  Totally.

    Good luck today. 

  • You have TONS of ladies that are more than just a little excited for you Kelin!

    Good luck today, we will be thinking of you!

  • imageBabyMimi:

    You are probably just protecting your heart.

     Good luck! 

    That`s exactly what you`re doing. But we love you.

    I am sending tons and tons and tons and more tons of good vibes and good luck and well wishes and t`s and p`s. I can`t wait to hear your update.

    And get your head out of the gutter. That baby needs a nice happy puppies and rainbows ute to stick in!  

    Missed MC 1 - 11/21/2006 Missed MC 2 - 03/10/2008 BFP # 3 09/18/09 - Gabriel David born 05/11/2010 baby
  • We'll be excited for you Smile

    Nestle in tight embies!!!


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    BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
    BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
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  • You've been through so much Kelin.  :::hugs:::

    I hope everything goes well today dear.  Lots of luck!

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  • Good luck Kelin.  Maybe you don't "care" because you want to protect yourself from disappointment?  I know I do that a lot.
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  • It's ok - feel however you need to feel.  There is no "right" and "wrong" way to feel, especially with everything you've been through.  We're all pulling for you!!
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  • Thinking lots of good embryo thoughts for you.
    BFP #1 9/23/09. Missed MC 10w3d D&C 11/3/09.

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  • Thanks laides! You have all made me cry!  I think your right - I am just scared to death to m/c again.  I have not healed from my last (or first) one and I am just afraid to have something else go wrong.  I feel like there are so many strikes against me and maybe someone is trying to tell me I shouldn't do this.  *sigh*

    Positive thoughts - I promise!

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  • imageBabyMimi:

    You are probably just protecting your heart.

     Good luck! 

    THIS!

    And it's totally understandable & you're totally allowed to feel that way.  Like BGP said, there's a TON of excitement, happiness & hope just oozing your way from all of us out here in Internetland.  ;)  Just know that you are supported & cared for & that you can do this!!!

    P.S.  I sure hope these aren't your doctors:  

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    Tee-hee.  GL!!!! 

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  • Good luck today, Kelin. Tons of prayers & love coming your way.
    02/08 BFP resulted in m/c 4/10/08 (11 weeks)
    10/08 Clomid Cycle #1 = m/c 11/7/08 (6 weeks)
    03/09 Clomid Cycle #2 = BFN
    3 rounds of Femara + Ovidrel + IUI =BFN
    10/18/09 2nd Break Cycle (post HSG) before IVF #1 = BFP!

    ? The world thought I had it all, but I was waiting for you. ?
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  • I love you Kelin!!  You've been through so much it's totally understandable to feel the way you do.  Try to be positive for those little embies.
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  • awww, Kelin!  Best of luck girlie...you're just protecting yourself and I totally don't blame you.  Stick eggies stick!!!
  • Good luck!

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  • Good luck!
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  • We totally get it. It's much safer to wrap ourselves up in a cocoon of apathy than to think of great it will be when things work out.  ((hugs)) I hope your thaw went great and your snowbabies are snuggling in!
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  • Nothing is wrong with you love. Best of luck! I hope with all my heart your drinks in Mexico will have to be virgin!!!!!!
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  • Good luck!!

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
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  • BIG {{{hugs}}} and good luck!
    Momma to three boys: Henry - 4yo Alex - 18mo Jack - born 2/23/12 at 20w due to ruptured uterus (previa and accreta resulting in hysterectomy) He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever. m/c #1: sept '09, m/c #2: july '10
  • Good luck!!! I hope that it went well.


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
    BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

  • Kelin,

    I can't wait to see pictures of your beautiful twins!  I KNOW this will be it for you!  All the luck and love and support in the world is heading your way now, my friend.  

    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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