Hey ladies. I got a BFFN yesterday and today. AF came mid-morning too. Super heavy! I broke down really hard on Sunday. I didn't even want to get out of bed. It was bad.
This was our last cycle with any fertility treatments. We knew all along that IVF wasn't an option for us for a few reasons. I had decided I needed a break no matter what the outcome. I have been on some kind of drug or doing some kind of test/procedure/surgery since last November and I just can't do it anymore. After 4 IUIs, I have nothing to show but a credit card bill.
I have let TTC run my life for the past 18 months and it's time for me to change my focus for a little while. I feel like I have missed out on good times with my family and I have not been taking very good care of myself. I am going to seek counseling as well to help deal with my emotions related to IF.
I hope to come back with good news and as a healthier person. I wish you all nothing but the best. Thank you for all the support over the past few months when I had no where else to go. You all 'got' me when so many didn't.
Good luck ladies!