Last night I was looking at DD and realizing she is growing up so fast. I was looking at her little feet and noticed how big they are getting. I was reminiscing of when she was so tiny. I don't know if it's the holidays coming up or the fact that my friend had a baby yesterday or that I am reading a book and one of the characters is pregnant (I didn't know this when I started the book). I just can't snap out of it this week.
I want to be pregnant, I want DD to have a sibling. I have been so positive this whole year and now I feel like it is never going to happen. Just feeling sorry for myself. I kept always saying, "I will be pregnant by Christmas"
Now I am in the 2WW on my cancelled cycle. I hate waiting.
Pregnant with Letrazole (Femara) on the first cycle with DD after TTC 2+ years
TTC#2 with Letrazole (Femara) since January 2012
BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12
BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12
BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13
BFP 03.26.13 EDD 12.04.13