We got the reaults from our DC testing and my baby was a girl. I know I would have been equally devastated if it would have been a boy, but my heart is broken all over again knowing it was a little girl that I lost. I have always wanted a little girl and I feel like my chance has been taken from me. I feel like I have lost the baby all over again. I want to tell everyone I see that I was going to be a mommy and to a little girl. It hurts so bad knowing what should have been. I thought it would be closure, but I am starting to worry it would have been better unknown.
The results showed no problem with chromosomes which is a blessing because the dr was worried it could have been an abnormal chromosome that either my husband or myself were passing on to our pregnancies. This was our 3rd loss. The down side is we are back to not knowing what is wrong or if this will happen again. I am just do tired of feeling sad and confused.
BFP #1- 10/21/2011, EDD- 07/02/2012, m/c- 10/27/2011 @ 4w3d
BFP #2- 12/23/2011, EDD- 09/04/2012, m/c- 01/02/[email protected]
BFP #3- 8/29/2012, EDD-05/12/2012
BETA #1-16 (8/30/12) BETA #2-486 (9/6/12)
9/27- First u/s, baby measuring 2 weeks behind with a heart rate half of what it should be. u/s # 2- 10/8/12- No heartbeat, baby stopped growing at 6 weeks. Heartbroken.
BFP #4- 12/30/2012, EDD- 09/11/2013
BETA #1-21 (12/31/12) BETA #2- 105 (1/03/13) BETA #3- 1,389 (1/08/13)
1st ultrasound-baby measuring 5w4d, heartbeat 107!
2nd ultrasound- baby measuring right on track, heartbeat 180!