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  • kathrynlokathrynlo member
    Illinigal, my heart is breaking for you. No words can express how sorry I am. Both you and YH, and your angels will be in my thoughts and prayers.
    TTC #1 since 6/2010
    8 IUIs - 3 Cancelled cycles - 1 Ectopic Pregnancy with Left tube removal = A broken heart
    IVF #1 : Fall 2012
    15R - 13M - 13F w/ICSI - Transferred 2 day 5 blasts = BFP!!!
    8 Frosties!
    Beta #1: 135, Beta #2: 312, Beta #3: 996
    10/21: Saw one beautiful flickering heartbeat! EDD: 6/12/13
    ?S/PAIFW?

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  • blueberries8blueberries8 member
    I am so, so sorry. My heart breaks for you:( You and your DH are in my thoughts and prayers.   ((((hugs))))
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
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    TTC again March 2014
    FET #3 - May/June 2014     -     all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
    beta 1 (11dp3dt) 220, beta 2 (13dp3dt) 671, beta 3 (19dp3dt) 10762
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  • bbjoysbbjoys
    Oh no, this is so heartbreaking.  I am so, so very sorry for your loss.  I have no words. ::hugs::
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  • kkghottykkghotty member
    Oh no...I am so incredibly heartbroken for you.  I am so very sorry. 
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  • scooterqscooterq member
    Oh my god!  I am so so very sorry illnigal!  My heart is breaking for you, your DH and your family!  Big ((hugs))
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  • mama_rachmama_rach
    Thoughts and prayers for you and your husband from the January board.
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  • KristendianneKristendianne
    Oh how my heart breaks for you!  I've been following all your posts because I too and from the IVF board.  Please know my thoughts are with you and your husband and your sweet, sweet babies in heaven!
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  • alexvausealexvause member
    I am so very sorry for your loss
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  • Imanurse03Imanurse03 member

    My heart breaks for you.  I'm so sorry for the loss of your boys.  I can't imagine how much you are hurting right now.  Praying for you and I'm so sorry that your little angels are gone too soon. 

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  • andrea817andrea817 member
    I am so very sorry for your loss.  T&P for you, DH, and your boys.
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    Jul 2010 - HSG, SA, U/S BW - all clear
    Nov 2010- Mar 2011 - 50mg Clomid, HCG Trigger & IUI 1-4 All BFN
    Apr/May 2011 break
    June 2011 - New RE, New Plan
    July 2011 - Gonal F, Ovidrel & IUI #5
    July 2011 surprise BFP on a break cycle before injects!!! Please let this be it!
    Cautiously expecting our miracle on Feb 25, 2012
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  • mikeandangiemikeandangie
    I have no words to tell you how sorry I am. I know you will get through this somehow, but no one should have to suffer this kind of loss. I will keep your angels in my prayers, and I am here for you for whatever you need.
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  • J9melissaJ9melissa member
    Oh Hunny...I'm so so sooooo sorry!! (((HUGS)))
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  • 99luftballoons99luftballoons
    I am so incredibly sorry about the loss of your two beautiful boys.  My heart is just breaking.  You, your husband and your babies will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • meg_koolemeg_koole
    Oh sweetie, I am so sorry to hear this news.  It is so unfair.
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    Dx PCOS 2003/high fasting insulin/clotting issues DH Dx with low sperm count, motility and morphology. Varicocele repair (11/1/2010)
    2/2011 - Confirmed no improvement - On to Donor Sperm
    4 failed IUIs in 2010
    IUI#5 and 6- with DS, BFN
    Final IUI - Lucky #7! IUI with DS - 20.Jun.2011 - 21.5 mil motile! Not so lucky - BFFN and the end of our IF journey....
    Waiting for our family to be complete through Adoption - May 2012 - Hoping our baby finds us soon!
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  • rosebud218rosebud218
    oh im so sorry.Crying
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  • njohnson1972njohnson1972 member

    I am so, so sorry for your loss.  My heart aches for you and your family.

    (((hugs)))

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  • kimarino13kimarino13 member

    I just can't seem to find the words...

    I am so incredibly sorry.  I am devastated for you and hope you are able to find some peace as you and your husband begin to heal from this. 

    Lots of love to you.


    After 2 rounds of IVF & 2 rounds of FET, we were blessed with identical twin girls!
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  • KitttkatttKitttkattt
    I am so sorry. I know how you feel. I lost my boys at 22 weeks back in March. It dies get easier after time even though it doesn't seem like it now.
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  • KitttkatttKitttkattt
    I am so sorry. I know how you feel. I lost my boys at 22 weeks back in March. It does s get easier after time even though it doesn't seem like it now.
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  • kpirellikpirelli
    Illin- my heart is breaking for you and yh. I hope you can find some peace. You will be in my T&P.
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  • MrsMAFMrsMAF member
    I am so incredibly sorry... my absolute deepest sympathies. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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  • lovemygslovemygs member
    Oh no....I am so, so sorry to hear this.  You and your DH will be in my Ts and Ps. 
    MFI and (now) AMA
    IVF 1 April 2011 - Cancelled
    IVF 1.5 July 2011 - MC
    IVF 2 October 2011 - BFP!
    *Identical Twin Boys born June 2012*
    Here we go again...IVF 3 is underway!
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  • Faith722Faith722 member
    I am so very sorry. Please know that you and your family are in my T&Ps. Big hugs!
    IVF #3 = Feb 2012
    beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
    EDD 11/25/12
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  • Yellow_DaisyYellow_Daisy
    I sweetie I am so sorry.  I wish there was something I could say that would take your pain away, but I know there isn't.  Please know I'm thinking of you, your DH and your precious boys.  Big (((hugs)))
    TTC since 8/2004
    Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
    DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
    DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
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  • cutebride73cutebride73 member

    Illingal - my heart is just broken for you.  I am so, so sorry.  There are no words for this kind of pain.  This is just so beyond unfair and I just feel terrible.  I will keep you and your husband in my thoughts and prayers. 

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  • AmberZ2beAmberZ2be
    I have no words. I am so incredibly sorry & heartbroken for you. ((huge hugs)) You & your sweet boys will remain in my thoughts.
    Infertility, Life & Loss Blog
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    If there's one thing I've learned while waiting my turn,
    it's that in each life some rain falls but you also get some sun.
    After 2 years & 2 losses, our little man arrived 8-2011.
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  • bbakersgirl75bbakersgirl75 member
    Oh my gosh hun I am so shocked and so beyond sorry! ((Super Huge Hugs)) Many thoughts and prayers go out to you and DH. We all love you!
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  • Rachael07.07.07Rachael07.07.07 member
    Oh no!!! I am so, so sorry hun. My heart is breaking for you. Take care of you and if you need anything, we're all here for you. (((hugs)))
    DX PCOS w/IR 01/08.
    Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
     
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  • vanessagorcvanessagorc member
    I'm so sorry, muy heart is broken for you and ur DH.
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  • sail123sail123 member
    This rips my heart out. I'm so incredibly sorry, there really are no words. Your family is in my thoughts. 
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  • c&n06c&n06 member
    I am so sorry. you and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers. ((HUGS))
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  • Jenny952Jenny952 member
    Oh my goodness, I can't believe this.  I'm so so sooooo sorry for you and your H.  This just breaks my heart.  Sending you lots of prayers and love.
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  • JenCWJenCW member

    Oh, Illinigal, words can not express how truly sorry I am for your losses.  My heart is so sad and heavy for you.  This is terribly unfair!!!

    You and your DH will be in my T&Ps during this time. 

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  • tankeronitankeroni member
    I'm so so sorry for you.  I can't even imagine what you're going through! I hope you take time to heal yourself.  I'll be praying for you.  (((big hugs!)))
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  • petite chouettepetite chouette member
    I am so, so very sorry for your loss, Illinigal. I am keeping you and your DH in my thoughts and prayers.
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    4 Clomid cycles + 3 IUIs w/ injectables + 1 IVF = 1 m/c, 1 ectopic
    FET May 2011 = BFP! Beta 1 (8dp5dt): 336, Beta 2 (12dp5dt): 2033, Beta 3 (14dp5dt): 4706

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  • ladychicagoladychicago member
    oh honey...   I am heartbroken.    I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful boys.   I am in absolute disbelief that something so awful could happen to someone so deserving.   Sending you hugs, prayers for peace, and healing.   You and DH take good care of eachother...    I am so, so sorry.    (((HUGS)))
    Brought to you by IVF, ICSI, limited fert, and oocyte cryopreservation.
    Because we're fancy like that.

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  • JennPierogJennPierog member
    I'm so sorry, I wish I had words to take your pain away. I'm so sorry and heart broken for you. You and DH will be in my T&P's





    2004- DX with PCOS

    6/2011- Gonal-F + Ganirelix + Oviderl and Crinone= BFP

    7/7/2011 Beta #1 119 Beta #2 563 Beta#3 4178



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  • MoFreeMoFree member
    I am absolutely heartsick to read your news.  This is one occasion when the words "I am sorry" are woefully inadequate.  You and your DH need to take good care of each other as you grieve your loss.  I hope you are surrounded by loving family and friend.  Wishing you peace and healing.
    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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  • Temp885953375007054Temp885953375007054
    I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through, but my prayers are with your and your DH.
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  • albjagalbjag member
    I'm heartbroken for you guys.  I'm so sorry hon.  My thoughts and prayers are with you.  
    Surprise BFP after 5 yrs of TTC
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