I am so very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts.
Me 32 DH 38
Married October 2008- TTC Right Away!
Dx - High FSH, MFI
3 IUI's in 09-10 all BFN
July 2010 IVF #1- four eggs retrieved 2 mature only made it to 4 cells-none to transfer.
March 30th- starting meds for IVF #2
April 10th- retrieval of 10 eggs/7mature
April 15th- 5dt of 2 blasts
April 25th- 10dp5dt Beta #1- 662
April 27th- 12dp5dt Beta #2- 1576
2 Girls! Due January 1, 2012.
I am sitting at my desk crying for you. I'm so very sorry for you and your DH's loss. ((huge hugs)) I just hate this for you. You will be in my T&P's....
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1
PAIF and SAIF Always Welcome!
TTC since 2007
6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :<
PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
OMG, I am so very sorry for your losses. You & YH are in my T&Ps. This just isn't fair; I am heartbroken for you...huge, huge, huge hugs to you!
Tons of love and hugs to Ricola & Baby Alex <br>
MySweetBaboo, IRL friend, always rooting for Baboo #2, love ya girl!<3 <br>
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There are no words to convey how very sorry I am. You are in my T&Ps - I'm sitting here crying for you, sweetie. Huge ((HUGS)) to both you and your DH.
TTC since 11/2009
11/2010 DH SA good...01/2011 HSG is clear...01/2011 Consult with RE suprise BFP but m/c on 2/7/11 03/2011 50 mg clomid=BFN 04/2011 clomid+bromocriptine+IUI=BFP at 11dpiui Beta #1(11dpiui)=33, Beta #2 (13dpiui)=96, Beta #3 (20dpiui)=1910, Beta #4 (26dpiui)=20,134
Oh no. I'm so so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your husband. If you ever want to talk to someone who has gone through this please please feel free to contact me. I'll PM you my personal information.
Beautiful Miracle Baby lost at 21 weeks due to pre-term labor and incompetent cervix. FET#1 BFN, FET#2 BFP, early loss. FET#3 BFN. IVF#2 BFFN. FET #4 BFP after removing bilateral hydrosalpinx and 3 months of lupron depot. Sticky Bun is here!!
i am crying at my desk for you. i am so so so sorry this happened to you and to your boys. i don't pray often but i will tonight for your sweet babies and for you and your DH to get through this terrible time. i'm so sorry
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I'm sorry honey! ((hugs)) My T&P are with you and YH.
TTC Since 2/2009
2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
8/2010 First RE Appointment
11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
On a break to save money.
1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
p/saif welcome
Oh no, I am so incredibly sorry for your losses. My heart is breaking for you. Take time to heal and we are all here for you if you need anything. Huge hugs, I am so sorry.
TTC #1 since 03/09 Dx Unexplained
Jan to April 2010 - Clomid - All BFN
June 2010 - IVF - BFN
Oct 2010 - FET #1 - BFN
Dec 2010 - endometrial biopsy
Jan 2011 - Surprise BFP! - m/c at 6w5d
March 2011 - FET #2. Thawed 11 Day 1 embryos; 5 'exploded' / possible lab error?
ET 4/2/11 transferred 1 blast & 1 morula
Beta#1 10dp5dt =81; Beta#2 12dp5dt =222 Beta#3 16dp5dt =1337
It's a BOY!!!
Oh no, this is so f*&#ing unfair!!!!!! I'm so angry for you, I'm so so sorry. This breaks my heart.
I went through this same exact thing and lost 2 precious twin girls and there is no heartbreak like it. This will take time to heal and I'm going to be honest, it will always sting a bit and the sadness may never really go away, but keep those little angels in your thoughts every day.
Sending you the biggest {{{HUGS}}} ever. I'm so so sorry for your loss. You and DH need time to heal, take care of each other. I wish there was more I can do/say for you.
Stopping in from IF to say I am so, so sorry. My best to you and your DH.
TTC #1 since June 2010
Me: 36, DH: 42
Dx: DOR and MFI
DH: low count + very low motility; hormones all normal; Sperm DNA Frag. test = poor to fair; male karyotyping normal
Me: FSH 13.4 + AMH 0.26 + hypothyroidism; Scratch the hypothyrodism (?); Blood clotting and immune panel all negative; endometrial biopsy normal
IVF #1 (MDLF - Jul/Aug 2011): BFN (9R, 5M, 3F with ICSI, 3dt of 1 10-cell grade 2, no frosties)
IVF #2 (EP-antagonist - Sep/Oct 2011): BFN (6R, 4M, 3F w/ ICSI, 3dt of 1 6-cell, 1 7-cell, grade 4s, no frosties)
DE IVF #1 (shared cycle - June 2012): c/p (6R, 6F w/ICSI, 3dt 1 8-cell grade A- and 1 7-cell grade A-; no frosties)
DE IVF #2 (shared cycle with new donor - Nov/Dec/ 2012): - BFP!!!!! 12/14/12. U/S on 12/27 shows twins!!!!!
I am so sorry to hear this and my heart breaks for you.
IVF#1 May 2011
15 Eggs Retrieved, 11 Fertilized using ICSI
+ HPT on 6/9/11 Beta #1 420 Beta #2 2167 US 7/1 TWINS!! Due 2/18/2012
Brooke and Nora born at 35.6 weeks Jan 20th 2012
This is not fair. I am so terribly sorry for your loss and I hope that in time you and your husband and family can heal and move on from this. Such an awful tragedy. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
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TTC since 4/09 - Dx PCOS 1/10, HSG: All Clear
4 Failed Clomid cycles of varying degrees
Clomid + Bravelle + Trigger + IUI = BFP!!
Ectopic M/C 9/16/10 ~ Forever in our hearts <BR>
IVF using Donor Eggs (DE) 6/11
BCP+Lupron+Estrogen+DE ET+PIO = BFP!!!
Beta #1: 507 #2: 1561 #3: 4,472 #4: 11,172
BFPBs Sul06, MrsW722 & SnowflakeBride06
GL to Mari2003 and all of the rest of the 3T Ladies SAIFW
I'm so so sorry, hon. My heart is breaking for you and your husband. I will be keeping you all in my T&Ps. ((HUGE HUGS))
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
Oh, illi , I am so so so very sorry. My heart is broken for you and had to shut my office door b/c I'm crying for you. I will never understand why life can sometimes be so unfair like this. {{{hugs}}} Please take care of yourself and know that we are all here for you if you need us. You and your H will be in my thoughts & prayers.
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie "Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
I am so terribly sorry. I usually just lurk on this board, but I couldn't leave the post without at least passing on my condolences. So very sad. I wish you and your family strength and peace.
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Oh my gosh -- sweetie, I am just sick with grief and sadness for you. I can't believe this. You and your DH will be in my T+Ps. Please let us know if you need anything. I'm so, so sorry for the loss of your precious babies. (((hugs)))
TTC since 8/09
DX: PCO, ENDO, High NK, MTHFR
8/10 = Lap to remove Endo
I don't think the words, I'm so sorry for your loss even comes close to relaying how heartbroken I feel for you and your DH. Life seems so unfair sometimes. I will keep you two in my T&Ps
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oh my god, i am so, so sorry to hear this. there are no words.
you and your H will be in my T&P. i wish you peace and healing while you grieve and recover.
((HUGS))
I'm so so sorry hun. Sending you and your H tons of T&Ps.
((hugs))
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1
TTC since 2007
6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
TTC Since April 2010
Dx: Hypothyroid, High FSH, Low progesterone, Blocked left tube
BFP 5-2-11; m/c 5-9-11
July 2011: 50 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI #1 (7/13) + Progesterone = BFP!!
EDD: 4/04/12
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11/2010 DH SA good...01/2011 HSG is clear...01/2011 Consult with RE
suprise BFP but m/c on 2/7/11
03/2011 50 mg clomid=BFN
04/2011 clomid+bromocriptine+IUI=BFP at 11dpiui
Beta #1(11dpiui)=33, Beta #2 (13dpiui)=96, Beta #3 (20dpiui)=1910, Beta #4 (26dpiui)=20,134
Illin, my heart is breaking right now for you. I am so so incredibly sorry for your loss. Thinking of you & your dh during this difficult time. xoxoxo
(((((huge hugs))))
TTC Since 2/2009
2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
8/2010 First RE Appointment
11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
On a break to save money.
1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
p/saif welcome
Oh no, I am so incredibly sorry for your losses. My heart is breaking for you.
Take time to heal and we are all here for you if you need anything.
Huge hugs, I am so sorry.
Jan to April 2010 - Clomid - All BFN
June 2010 - IVF - BFN
Oct 2010 - FET #1 - BFN
Dec 2010 - endometrial biopsy
Jan 2011 - Surprise BFP! - m/c at 6w5d
March 2011 - FET #2. Thawed 11 Day 1 embryos; 5 'exploded' / possible lab error?
ET 4/2/11 transferred 1 blast & 1 morula
Beta#1 10dp5dt =81; Beta#2 12dp5dt =222 Beta#3 16dp5dt =1337
It's a BOY!!!
Oh no, this is so f*&#ing unfair!!!!!! I'm so angry for you, I'm so so sorry. This breaks my heart.
I went through this same exact thing and lost 2 precious twin girls and there is no heartbreak like it. This will take time to heal and I'm going to be honest, it will always sting a bit and the sadness may never really go away, but keep those little angels in your thoughts every day.
Sending you the biggest {{{HUGS}}} ever. I'm so so sorry for your loss. You and DH need time to heal, take care of each other. I wish there was more I can do/say for you.
IUI#2 - 01/07/09 = BFP!!! Twins!! Pre-term labor 20 weeks
IUI#3 - 1/31/10 = BFP!!!! M/C - 8wks
IVF #1 - 7/2010 = c/p
FET - 9/2010 = another c/p
IUI#4 - 2/14/11 = BFP!
After 2 1/2 years TTC, 3 IUI's, endo, and a lap, a surprise BFP brought us Alexandra Marie!
Me: 36, DH: 42
Dx: DOR and MFI
DH: low count + very low motility; hormones all normal; Sperm DNA Frag. test = poor to fair; male karyotyping normal
Me: FSH 13.4 + AMH 0.26 + hypothyroidism; Scratch the hypothyrodism (?); Blood clotting and immune panel all negative; endometrial biopsy normal
IVF #1 (MDLF - Jul/Aug 2011): BFN (9R, 5M, 3F with ICSI, 3dt of 1 10-cell grade 2, no frosties)
IVF #2 (EP-antagonist - Sep/Oct 2011): BFN (6R, 4M, 3F w/ ICSI, 3dt of 1 6-cell, 1 7-cell, grade 4s, no frosties)
DE IVF #1 (shared cycle - June 2012): c/p (6R, 6F w/ICSI, 3dt 1 8-cell grade A- and 1 7-cell grade A-; no frosties)
DE IVF #2 (shared cycle with new donor - Nov/Dec/ 2012): - BFP!!!!! 12/14/12. U/S on 12/27 shows twins!!!!!
SAIFW/PAIFW
Annovulation/Amenorrhea/Mild Endo Scarring
10 Cycles with Femera/Bravelle, even Clomid 1x + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone = 10 BFNs
4/2011 Bravelle + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone + HOPE = 1st BFP EDD 01/21/12
"Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. - Teddy Roosevelt
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I can't believe I just read that.
My heart is absolutely broken for you. Nobody should have to go through what you and your husband are going through.
Sending you lots of prayers for healing and for your angel boys.
Big, big hugs sweetie. Again, I am so terribly sorry. I wish I could take your pain away.
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TTC since 4/09 - Dx PCOS 1/10, HSG: All Clear
4 Failed Clomid cycles of varying degrees
Clomid + Bravelle + Trigger + IUI = BFP!!
Ectopic M/C 9/16/10 ~ Forever in our hearts
BCP+Lupron+Estrogen+DE ET+PIO = BFP!!!
Beta #1: 507 #2: 1561 #3: 4,472 #4: 11,172
BFPBs Sul06, MrsW722 & SnowflakeBride06
GL to Mari2003 and all of the rest of the 3T Ladies
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
TTC#2: Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.
IVF #4: BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #5: MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #6: (New RE): Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN
FET#1: BFN
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
DX: PCO, ENDO, High NK, MTHFR
8/10 = Lap to remove Endo
2 Femara TI, 3 Follistim IUI = BFN & 1 c/p
IVF #1 - BFP - boy/girl Twins!
Ben and Reese born at 34w2d!