I have waited 39 years to be a mother. Finding the right man and then the right time has been such a wonderful journey. Now that I am on the downhill side of my pregnancy, I feel so anxious. I won't have my crib and dresser until after he/she is born, but I do have a cradle. I hardly have anything really ready. Please tell me I am normal and peace will overcome soon! or am I beginning the roller coaster of my life?