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Re: Big FAT F*ucking Negative!

  • wiscgirl95wiscgirl95 member
    I'm so so sorry.  ((hugs))
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  • k-martk-mart
    oh sweetie. Sending you the biggest hugs and hoping that you have a miracle tomorrow. I just can't admit this is true.
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  • mdluv21mdluv21
    I am so so sorry!  I hope your beta brings you a very unexpected amazing surprise.
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

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  • ams8099ams8099 member
    Oh sweetie, I am so so sorry. Big hugs to you.
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  • ohiostategalohiostategal member
    worms I am so so sorry.  IF is just so unfair and I will never understand why this happens.  Big hugs.
    Dx with PCOS and IR June 2009
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  • Temp935838312504158Temp935838312504158

    I am holding out hope for you Worms until you get the results of your beta!

    Until then, I am so very sorry for how you must be feeling!  ((Hugs))

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  • meg_koolemeg_koole
    OMG.  Ridiculous.  You so deserved a BFP.  F-U IF...
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    Dx PCOS 2003/high fasting insulin/clotting issues DH Dx with low sperm count, motility and morphology. Varicocele repair (11/1/2010)
    2/2011 - Confirmed no improvement - On to Donor Sperm
    4 failed IUIs in 2010
    IUI#5 and 6- with DS, BFN
    Final IUI - Lucky #7! IUI with DS - 20.Jun.2011 - 21.5 mil motile! Not so lucky - BFFN and the end of our IF journey....
    Waiting for our family to be complete through Adoption - May 2012 - Hoping our baby finds us soon!
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  • Mrs.KiltlifterMrs.Kiltlifter
    imagesmilee:

    Don't hit me... But I am still holding out hope.

    XOXOXOXOX

    Call if you feel up to it. 

    yup!  What she said.  I am not ready to throw in the towel.  I have felt positive this entire cycle for you!!!  

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  • *Willis**Willis*

    I am so sorry.  I honestly don't even know what else to say.  I hate this for you Worms.  This is so friggin' unfair. 

    Please do something nice for yourself tonight or tomorrow. 

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  • Faith722Faith722 member

    Ugh, I'm so very sorry. That just sucks!  So unfair!  I'm with the others, though, I hope it's just too early to show up on an EPT.  I'll be praying for you tonight and hope you get an amazing surprise when you go for your beta.  <<<HUGS>>>

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  • KMB7KMB7 member

    (((hugs))) IF is NOT fair.

    Praying for your miracle.

    TTC since 7/06, found out about PCOS on 8/31/06 Dec.2007~ Metformin 1500mg, prenatals, Femara 2.5mg)(cd3-7), Gonal F 100iu(cd5-?) and Ovidrel with TI. DH~ antibiotics to improve motility (cd1-10)
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  • perry7285perry7285 member
    oh honey, i'm so so sorry. (((huge hugs)))
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  • kimberickimberic
    I'm sorry. It's just not fair. ((hugs))

    *Excessive scar tissue, blocked tubes*hypothyroidism*
    IVF #1 BFN 10/07
    IVF #2 w/ICSI & AH*C/P 5/09
    Beta #1-33 Beta #2-50 Beta #3-10
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  • somethingchangdsomethingchangd member
    Oh fu(k fu(k fu(k.  Life is so f'ing unfair.  I'm sorry, I'm frustrated, I'm angry.  My heart just breaks for you, hon.  I'm so so sorry.
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  • cara-n-stevecara-n-steve member
    I'm so sorry sweetie...:(
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  • MrsAMRMrsAMR
    I'm so sorry honey. FUIF!
    DX: Him: Super sperm Me: Diminished pituitary function due to tumor removed April 2008, MTHFR Hetero C677T & A1298C
    IVF #1-4=BFN IVF #5=BFP! U/S on 5/3 revealed TWINS!

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  • wewannababywewannababy
    Worms, I'm so so sorry!  :o(  I was really hoping that this was your time!  Lots of hugs!  I'm just so sad for you.... 
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  • MontyMrsMontyMrs
    ((HUGS)) My friend.  This is just too unfair.  
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  • SuenJonSuenJon
    I am so sorry hon.  Sending hugs to you and your DH. I don't know what to say but you are in my thoughts. 
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  • EMTTessieEMTTessie member
    Oh Wormies....I'm so sorry doesn't even begin to cover how sad and upset I am for you. It's so effin' unfair!! ***SUPPER DUPPER HUGE HUGS***
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  • Mrs.VozMrs.Voz
    Nooo, Worms... I am hoping those embies are late bloomers... {{huge hugs}}}
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  • njdcgirlnjdcgirl member
    Worms...this is so unfair.  No one deserves a BFP more than you.  I'm sorry you have to go through this.  My heart hurts for you and DH.  ((HUGS))
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  • Sunflower0908Sunflower0908
    I'm just a lurker on this board...But I wanted to say how sorry I was to hear your news.
    TTC #1 since 03/09 Dx Unexplained
    Jan to April 2010 - Clomid - All BFN
    June 2010 - IVF - BFN
    Oct 2010 - FET #1 - BFN
    Dec 2010 - endometrial biopsy
    Jan 2011 - Surprise BFP! - m/c at 6w5d
    March 2011 - FET #2. Thawed 11 Day 1 embryos; 5 'exploded' / possible lab error?
    ET 4/2/11 transferred 1 blast & 1 morula
    Beta#1 10dp5dt =81; Beta#2 12dp5dt =222 Beta#3 16dp5dt =1337
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  • amethystgrrlamethystgrrl member
    I am so terribly sorry, and I really hope it's too early for you. So very sorry.
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  • hoping4morehoping4more member
    I am so sorry. I will hold out hope for tomorrow. Sending big hugs
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  • BigHairQueenBigHairQueen member
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    Oh no. My heart sank when I read this post. I'm so, so sorry. IF is so f'ing unfair. Major (((HUGS))) to you sweetie.
    This. I am so so so sorry worms.
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  • MrsRumpfMrsRumpf

    Truly very sorry to hear the news.  

    I am thinking of you tonight hoping you find the strength. ((HUGS)) 

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    1/2009- TTTC
    After 7 rounds of clomid and HcG, Three failed IUI's with an ectopic pregnancy, two shots of methotrextate, ER visits, breaks, low (3%) morphology One IVF cycle (lupron, gonal-F) that ended in another ectopic, more methotrexate, A Lap to disconnect both tubes, remove endo and a hydrosalphinx, . . .we are finally expecting TWINS from FET#1!
    1.11. 2011: Beginning FET cycle!
    3.11.11- FET! (DH's birthday!) 2 blasts transfered!
    3.20.11- BETA #1 BFP!!! 272! (9dp5dt)
    3.23.11- BETA #2 1346!!! (12dp5dt)
    4.8.11- U/S #1. . TWINS!!! . . .TWO BOYS!
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  • JM1977JM1977 member
    I wish there were more we could say or do.  You must feel like you can't take more of this heartache.  I am so, so sorry.
    TTC with DOR, low morphology, fertilization issues
    IVF#1 Oct 2009 (CCRM) - BFN
    IVF#2 March 2010 - Poor response/cancelled
    DE IVF#1 Aug 2010 - BFN
    DE IVF#2 Dec 2010 - Transferred 1, 2 frozen - BFP!
    TTC#2 FET Jan 2013 - Transferred 1 - BFP!

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  • SNB2BSNB2B
    This is so ridiculously unfair. I am so sorry. Hoping that you just have a late implanter.
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  • njohnson1972njohnson1972 member

    I am so sorry!  I can't believe this.  I really hope it is just too early.

    (((hugs))) 

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  • Yolanbo9Yolanbo9 member

    I'm so sorry :(

    (((HUGE HUGS)))

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  • Rachael07.07.07Rachael07.07.07 member
    Oh Worms! I am so, so sorry hun. I wish there was something that I could do to make it different for you. I don't even know what to say right now. I hate IF and what it does to those I care about. It's so unfair. If you need anything, please don't hesitate. ((((((((HUGS))))))))
    DX PCOS w/IR 01/08.
    Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
     
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  • iluvadamiluvadam

    Dear Worms,

    I am so so so sorry.  This is so unfair.  My heart hurts for you and H.

     

    Dear IF,

    Eat sh!t and die.

    Dx with severe endometriosis. DS#1 conceived with Met and TI. TTC#2 for 2.5 yrs. Dx 2nd IF. 4 clomid cycles, 2 IUIs, Finally IVF#1 w/ICSI worked for us! twins born 35w3d. Unexpected total hysterectomy 6/11. Now on the HRT train.

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  • Mrs.AmandaMqnMrs.AmandaMqn
    I am so sorry, worms. giant ::hugs:: and all my love
    TTC since April 2008

    Me: PCOS/Amenorrhea DH: Azoospermia due to Y Chromosome Micro Deletion IVF w/ ICSI on hold until further notice

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  • jillmathenyjillmatheny member

    Damn it, I'm so sorry Worms!!  ((hugs))

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  • RyC2RyC2

    I am so so so sorry...  I don't know how you do it.  T&P.

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  • dundasgirldundasgirl
    I am so sorry both about your BFN and the fact that you have such a horrible anniversary this week.  I hope you get your BFP soon.
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  • icedcoffeeluvicedcoffeeluv member

    I'm so sorry. :(

    (((hugs)))

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  • susanc07susanc07 member

    oh no.  :(

    ((hugs))

    i'm so sorry, worms.  i hate this for you.

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  • ejgballerinaejgballerina member

    I'm so sorry, Worms.  I know there aren't any words that can ease the pain, but there will be light at the end of the tunnel, I just know it.  (((HUGS)))

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