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Big FAT F*ucking Negative!

I gave in to DH.

Crying

September 1st is 4 years TTC,

I don't even know what to say.

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Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
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  • Oh no honey. I am so sorry! How many DPT are you? Could it be too early? I am so so sorry (((hugs)))
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  • oh worms, i'm so sorry.  i can't even believe it.  i hate IF so f*cking much.  it just isn't fair.  please call me if you need anything.

    i'm just so pissed : (

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  • Don't hit me... But I am still holding out hope.

    XOXOXOXOX

    Call if you feel up to it. 

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  • :< I am so sorry. That sucks big time. I hope it's too early. I am so sorry sweetie. Man, I don't know what else to say. F*CK!!!!
    PAIF and SAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • It could be a late implanter???????  Could it be too early?  Maybe a cruddy HPT?

    I am so so so so sorry worms.  I truly am-my heart aches for you and your husband.

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  • I'm so sorry, Worms.  I was hoping you'd get your BFsP this time around.  As for the 4 year anniversary, these anniversaries suck and it just isn't fair that women like you and so many others on this board who would make such amazing mothers aren't given the chance.  I hope you get your chance soon.  *hugs*
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  • I am so sorry. :(
    I've probably been on The Bump longer than you have.

    After 31 cycles, baby boy K (IUI) born 11/03/11

    BFP (Femara) - 08/09/13 m/c around 6 weeks. xoxox Baby April

    Rainbow baby girl E (Femara) born 11/16/16
  • Oh no ML. Is there any way it's too early????? God please let it just be too early. I am so so sorry. Praying for you. ((((hugs))))
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  • imagesmilee:

    Don't hit me... But I am still holding out hope.

    XOXOXOXOX

    Me too! Especially since with my FET my BFP came much later than it did with my fresh cycle. I am still saying lots of prayers for your little miracle sweetie. Hang in there & if you need anything I am here. love ya!!

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  • Oh my god. I am so, so sorry. Huge, ((hugs)). I am praying it is just too early.

    So f*cking unfair. I am so sorry, Worms.  

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  • Sh!t- I am so upset hon- this isn't fair at all.

    *Hugs* 

    Surprise BFP after 5 yrs of TTC
  • mm29mm29 member
    I am so sorry.  It still may be too early, wait until you have your beta.
    ::: Married June 2003:::
    TTC #1 since: Aug. 2008
    Me: 34, DOR, MTHFR-A1298C (heterozygous), decreased blood flow to uterus, Mild Endo
    DH: 38, Balanced translocation 5&10, unexplained MFI, normal SA and SCSA
    Tx History: IUI 1&2= BFN
    IVF# 1 W/ICSI= BFN
    IVF# 2: cancelled d/t no response
    IVF# 3= 1 egg retrieved=immature/not viable
    IVF# 4= c/p
    ***CCRM ODWU***
    Found DHs BT and Me-decreased blood flow to uterus
    Recommended DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture. Decided to cycle locally
    ***New RE***
    DE IVF# 1(cycle #6) w/pgd, (freeze all): 30R, 23M, 15F, slow/poor embryo development, 4 biopsied, 1 Normal "Norm"; DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture. 
    IVF# 6: (OE/DS) cancelled
    IVF# 7: (OE/DS) 1R, 1M, 1F, arrested day 5
    Plan-DE IVF# 2 (cycle #8): DE/DS in May 2015

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  • I'm so sorry. Here's to hoping that it's just too early! (I tested at 11dpo and got a BFN and then again at 13dpo and got a BFP.)
    TTC#1=Feb 2009: 50 mg Clomid+Ovidrel shot+Metformin+Dexamethasone+TI=BFP!
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    TTC#2=July 2011: Surprise BFP: Chemical Pregnancy
  • I don't think it's too early cuties :(

    i'm 9dp5dt, beta is tomorrow.

    this is why i don't poas - i could have lived in hopeful ignorance for whole nother night

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    Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
    Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

    It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
    MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
  • I'm so sad for you right now. So fecking unfair.

    sending all my love.

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  • *hugs*  I'm so so sorry.  I hope you have a surprise beta.  *more hugs*
    Husband has cystic fibrosis. I'm a carrier. We did TESE, IVF, ICSI, and PGD. After two failed IVFs, we were blessed with our twins.

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  • I'm so sorry :( This sucks!

    I gave in to DH and tested this morning as well at 14dpiui and BFN. Useless beta is tomorrow.

    TTC Since 01/09
    Unexplained IF
    Clomid cycle 1-3 - BFN IUI 1-3 - BFN 
    IVF 1 - BFP 4/4/11 - It's a boy!
    FET 1 - BFP M/C 6/14
    IVF 2 - 33R/19F 12 PGS resulted in 5 normal embies
    FET 1 scheduled 12/10/14
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  • Oh honey, I'm so sorry.  This is so f*cking unfair!  No one should ever have to struggle this hard to get pg.  Sending you lots of love and hugs. 
    TTC #1 w/ endo since Sept 2005. After many losses, a lap, tons of meds and tons of testing and, one failed IVF cycle, we were blown away with a surprise, sticky BFP...it's a girl!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • Oh I don't even know what to say. I am sooo sorry. You don't deserve this! I'm here if you need me!

     

    "Onward"--CathyMD Waiting since 07/5/2011 for our forever child! Yep we are adopting!
  • Oh no. My heart sank when I read this post. I'm so, so sorry. IF is so f'ing unfair. Major (((HUGS))) to you sweetie.
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  • You have to be kidding me. I am so effing mad right now!!!! I am so so sorry wormie. IF sucks!!!!!

    I am always here for you if you need to talk XOXOXO 

    TTC since 8/07 DX - Severe MFI/azoospermia & MTHFR/ TESEs found sperm - 7/08 & 6/09/ 12/08 - IVF#1 - BFN/ 6/09 - IVF #2 - cancelled due to OHSS risk (had retrieval)/ 7/09 - FET #1 - BFN/ 9/09 - FET #2 - BFN/ 11/09 - IVF #3 with new RE cancelled twice - 10/09 & 11/09/ 1/10 - IVF #3 take 3 - BFN/ 4/10 - IVF #4 - first ever BFP on 5/13/10!!! 108 @ 10dp3dt/ 2nd beta 311!/ sono on 5/28/10 said TWINS!!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • I'm so sorry :-(
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  • I'm sorry sweetie.  (((hugs)))
    TTC since 8/2004
    Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
    DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
    DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
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  • I am soooo sorry!  Sending you lots of ((HUGS))
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  • So so so sorry.  I wish we could all punch IF in the face.  
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  • Oh, worms, I am so, so sorry. I hope it is too early to show up on your HPT but that you get some good news tomorrow. (((hugs)))
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  • F*&%. I am so so sorry.

    Hugs to you both.  

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  • I'm so sorry Worms... ((BIG HUGS))
    IVF #1 BFN... IVF #2 BFP! TWINS!
    Twins born too early at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix
    FET #1, IUI #1, 2, 3, 4 - all BFN
    IVF #3 BFP!!! IT'S A BOY! Born July 16th, 2011
    FET #2 BFP! Due February 15, 2013
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  • I am so, so praying you are wrong. I hate that you are so stressed right now : (
    1-20-09 BFP third month of Follistim IUI 02-19-09 MC 06-24-09 MC July IUI Follistim Ganirelix Ovidrel Crinone=BFN Aug. IUI Follistim Ganirelix ovidrel Crinone=BFP= scared sh**less 10-12-09 MC = 1 ectopic 1 perfect Dec. IUI Gonal-F Ganirelix Ovidrel Crinone Lovenox 01-02-10 BFP=scared sh**less again 01-06-10 CP SAIF ALWAYS WELCOME : ) March 2010 - IVF in progress converted to IUI 03-30-10 BFN April 2010 - IVF - BFFN June 2010 - IVF - BFFN July IUI BFP! March 26 2011 Gracie is here! imageImage and video hosting by TinyPic imageImage and video hosting by TinyPic
  • I'm so sorry Worms. Big hugs. IF is sucks so much.  I def. don't think you're out of the race, though. Praying that it's still too early!
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  • ((big hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry ((Hugs))
    TTC for 19 months. Dx: PCOS. 3 IUI's with Clomid= BFN 1st IUI with injectables= BFP imageBaby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • F<ck!

    Worms, I'm so, so sorry. 

    My heart is breaking for you right now...

     

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

  • Awww Worms I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart.  
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  • FU*k!! I'm so sorry, hun!
    Natural BFP on 3/08
    C/P- at 6 weeks
    5 IUI's= BFN
    Dx: Endo stage 1 : evevated FSH (11.3)
    IVF#1: 3dt 2 8 cell, grade 1 embyos :bfn


    *(P)SAIFW*

    ~A lotus springs from mud~ Chinese proverb
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  • (((hugs))) I'm so so so sorry. :(
  • I'm so sorry sweetie! smilee alerted us to your sad news. I really hope things start looking up for you. (((hugs)))
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  • You just tested now? Did you use first morning urine?

    I don't believe it. I just don't. I think the test is totally wrong. I am serious.

    ?

    True story- A close friend of mine did an FET. She POAS the afternoon before the beta. It was negative. She was crushed. Next morning, beta was positive. She is due in two months.?

    DS born 7.30.11
  • oh, worms. UGHHHH, know what I mean? Praying for strength for you and DH. ((hugs))
  • :(

    I hate this for you.  I am so incredibly sorry.


    After 2 rounds of IVF & 2 rounds of FET, we were blessed with identical twin girls!
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