Oh no, worms....I am praying it isn't right and you get the beta you deserve tomorrow....life can't be this unfair to one person. Sending so so many prayers up for you tonight (((HUGS)))
DS (7 years old) from FET in 2010 DD (5 years old) from IUI in 2012 TTC 3rd and final!: IUI #1 in progress!
Crap worms - I didn't realize how far into your FET you were this month - I'm so so sorry it didn't work. . . is it possible that it was too early to poas (??)
Oh, Wormsie, I dont even know what to say! I'm staying hopeful for a positive beta... I really am! Sending the biggest friggin hugs I possibly can!
Crohn's resulting in colectomy with J-Pouch surgery in 2000/2001.
TTC since August 2008
IVF#1: BFFN; IVF#2: BFN; FET with new RE: BFN
IVF#3: ER 1/15; ET 1/20; Beta#1 1/29: 339!
Twins girls born via c/s at 37w/3d!!
"Let it go, this too shall pass."
Noooooooooooooooo. I am so sorry. I don't understand. You got pregnant with twins the last time. How could nothing stick this time???? I was so sure this was it for you.
I hate IF. It is so unfair. And, why does it have to happen to really nice women like you? It should only be allowed to happen to horrible people. Seriously. Not fcuking fair.
I am still holding out hope you will pull a Tab. Her initial beta was so low that it wouldn't have shown up on a pee stick. I hope that is you and you get a nice surprise tomorrow.
Lots and lots of ((hugs)).
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I'm so sorry chica. I really was crossing my everything for you that this was it. Big HUGS, and I fart in the general direction of a 4 year anniversary of TTC. That just blows. Big time.
Our IVF miracles arrived on 7/20/11 at 37 weeks after 3 weeks of hospital bedrest!
"Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits." ~Robert Brault
Oh, hon....I'm so sorry you had to get bad results like this. I'm with several other ladies....still holding out hope for a surprise beta tomorrow for you! If I can't be optimistic for myself, I gotta do it for my friends at least! *hugs*
worms, i am SO SORRY. you will get the baby you deserve some day...i just KNOW IT.
Childhood cancer (DH) + chemo + radiation = 0 sperm.
LO #1 - 1 unmedicated/self-monitored IUI w/ donor sperm.
LO #2 - 1 m/c, 2 BFNs, 4th IUI worked (unmedicated/self-monitored with new donor sperm).
Life is beautiful!
well...crap....i am hoping it's too early, too! i totally understand that hopeful ignorance thing. i'm so, so sorry :-(
Stopped BCPs December 2008
TTC since June 2009
6 unsuccessful Clomid cycles
Dx Annovulatory due to PCOS January 2010
DH-perfect
4 unsuccessful IUIs
Began Lupron July 7 for first IVF
IVF cancelled; overstimulation and coasting lead to huge drop in E2
New testing with an Endocrinologist...perhaps a new diagnosis...
So, not PCOS but Hashimoto's Thyroiditis November 2010
After a looong break, started seeing a new RE. Gearing up for IVF 1.2.
Beta 1=197!!
Punching IF in the face for you. So so sorry hun. Let's try to wait it out for tomorrow. Maybe it's a late late implanter.
After DX- IF 1996-16 years old; IVF 1 5/2009 BFP! ;MC- 8 W6d- 6/2009 DX w/ Protein S Deficiency and unexplained thin lining Multiple D&C's, Hysterscopy for removal of Scar Tissue, Endometrial Biopsy, 3 BFN FETs, including a year of cancelled due to lining issues (ranging 4.5 to 6.4), Procedure of arcuate uterus, Shocking lining development...9.2.
Moved on to adoption 3/2011
Homestudy approved! 6/27/2011
Forever matched! 7/17/2012
Precious baby boy born 7/30/2012
SAIF & PAIF Always Welcome
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929
Re: Big FAT F*ucking Negative!
Fuuuuuuudge.
Oh my goodness, I am so sorry. That is so f*ed up, ugh. ((HUGS))
Noooooooooooo....I reject that pee stick. It's obviously broken.
I'm soo sorry sweetie...I hope you have a late implanter, so I'm still holding out hope for your beta tomorrow. (((hugs)))
DD (5 years old) from IUI in 2012
TTC 3rd and final!: IUI #1 in progress!
12/99 - Miscarriage at 12w - 6/08 - BFP - Miscarriage at 8w, 9/08 - BFP - Miscarriage at 8w2d, 12/08 - Found out I am a carrier of a Balanced Translocation between Chromosomes 8 & 16, 8/2010 - DE IVF = FAIL. 12/18/10 - Surprise BFP! Awaiting our Sticky Miracle! 12/20 - Beta #1-1208 * 12/27 Beta #2 - 6002 1/3/11 Beta #3 - 17,146. Beautiful little heart beating away! Stick little one, stick!
♥ Brielle Skye born August 17th, 2011 ♥
NOOOOOO! This is not what I want to see!!! Oh Worms...my heart sank and now I am sitting here in tears for you!!
I am with Smilee and holding out hope....on my FET (that would've worked if not for my moldy eggs) I got a BFN the day before my beta.
Big huge hugs sweetie!!! I am still praying for you for tomorrow!
Crap worms - I didn't realize how far into your FET you were this month - I'm so so sorry it didn't work. . . is it possible that it was too early to poas (??)
((HUGS)) and I'm thinking of you!!
Oh, Wormsie, I dont even know what to say! I'm staying hopeful for a positive beta... I really am! Sending the biggest friggin hugs I possibly can!
TTC since August 2008
IVF#1: BFFN; IVF#2: BFN; FET with new RE: BFN
IVF#3: ER 1/15; ET 1/20; Beta#1 1/29: 339!
Twins girls born via c/s at 37w/3d!!
"Let it go, this too shall pass."
Blythe Elizabeth is here March 27,2012
Noooooooooooooooo. I am so sorry. I don't understand. You got pregnant with twins the last time. How could nothing stick this time???? I was so sure this was it for you.
I hate IF. It is so unfair. And, why does it have to happen to really nice women like you? It should only be allowed to happen to horrible people. Seriously. Not fcuking fair.
I am still holding out hope you will pull a Tab. Her initial beta was so low that it wouldn't have shown up on a pee stick. I hope that is you and you get a nice surprise tomorrow.
Lots and lots of ((hugs)).
No, worms. This makes me so sad. I am so so sorry. It's not fair. I hope this is the last crappy TTC anniversary you ever have.
Huge ((HUGS)) coming your way.
SAIFW
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Fvck, fvck, fvck... Wormsie, I'm so sorry. You one of the biggest, if not THE biggest supporters on this board. You deserve so much more than this.
You and DH are in my thoughts. (((HUGS)))
I'm so sorry worms. That is so unfair
((hugs))
I am so, so sorry. Life is incredibly unfair sometimes. I am pissed on your behalf.
*hugs*
LO #1 - 1 unmedicated/self-monitored IUI w/ donor sperm.
LO #2 - 1 m/c, 2 BFNs, 4th IUI worked (unmedicated/self-monitored with new donor sperm).
Life is beautiful!
DX w/ Protein S Deficiency and unexplained thin lining
Multiple D&C's, Hysterscopy for removal of Scar Tissue, Endometrial Biopsy, 3 BFN FETs, including a year of cancelled due to lining issues (ranging 4.5 to 6.4),
Procedure of arcuate uterus, Shocking lining development...9.2.
Moved on to adoption 3/2011
Homestudy approved! 6/27/2011
Forever matched! 7/17/2012
Precious baby boy born 7/30/2012
SAIF & PAIF Always Welcome
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929
I'm so sorry sweetie. Huge ((HUGS))