the hospital called to tell us hadley's blood work came back and shows signs of a blood infection. they made us bring her back and they are admitting her now. we're beside ourselves. she seemed so much better today. i feel like the worst mom on the planet. i couldn't keep her safe inside of me and i can't do it on the outside either. i just want to crawl into a hole.
please keep my sweet little girl in your thoughts and pray this can be kicked with the next 2 rounds of antibiotics they have ordered. and definitely pass that worst mom award. it is permanently mine.