May, please don't beat yourself up over this or call yourself a bad momma. There are things that are going to happen to our babies that we can't control but what we can do is exactly what you are doing RIGHT NOW! You are getting her professional medical help to make her healthy again and you are worried sick about her, those are things that a GREAT momma does. Please please please don't blame yourself. I know it's hard sometimes, I promise I do. They will give her the right stuff to get better and you and Mr. Soup and baby girl Hadley will be in my thoughts and prayers. XOX
Re: now we really need good thoughts
This is not your fault! You ARE a good mom!
I hope Hadley gets better soon! You're all in my thought!