I just started crying thinking about how unadultlike I feel. Maybe its slight envy of friends on facebook, but enough of them are buying/building new homes, have been married for forever, have several kids....I'm a couple months shy of 29 and just got married, living in a "cheap" 1 bedroom apartment, 1st pregnancy. Feeling kind of like a failure and scared out of my wits with all the health issues I'm facing with this pregnancy. Dont get me wrong, I'm so blessed by everything I have in life....I just want a better life for my husband and baby! Ugh....
New med students were matriculating today at the campus I work for. Beautiful, accomplished, young people with glowing proud families being all idealistic about the future and saying their doctor vows! *SOBS* They were all so beautiful and proud in their new little white coats while being awarded their first stethoscopes!