*snip* Come back to me, dry heaving. You made me feel complete.
\ Come back to me, dry heaving. You made me feel complete.
#2 EDD: 09.2019
7 weeks here with my first LO. I feel like a sloth, very hard to get motivated and moving with everything. Around 2pm at work my eyes start to shut and I contemplate saying "screw it" to the 200mg of caffiene were allowed to have and heading to Starbucks. Very very slight nausea and no morning sickness. Boobs feel like they are full of razors and broken glass. If my nipple touches my shirt I want to cry. Ive been wearing a sports bra 24/7 it's the only thing that seems to help. I am constantly freezing and sneezing a lot? Slight 'pinch' like cramping. No food is appetizing and I have to force myself to eat. First ultrasound is Friday!
Ugh. I had the smallest, lightest brown spotting this
morning. I know they say it’s completely normal and that brown blood means old
blood but how do you not freak out about that!? I’ve been going to the bathroom
every 30 minutes to check for any more. So far nothing, thank god. I had a somewhat traumatic commute home last
night (I’m exaggerating slightly but it did end with me bawling with relief when
MH showed up to pick me up). It was a stressful situation with me stuck outside
for over an hour and a half with temps at 10 and it snowing over an inch an
hour. I’m worried it was too much stress for the little babe. I was shivering
uncontrollably. All my muscles were contracting. I felt like I was going to
break my teeth off! I still feel chilled to the bone.
@lillywonderland I take public transit to work. It is
usually no big deal. Maybe outside for 10 minutes getting to my connection. But
when we have a snow storm that affects the commute home everyone decides to
leave their car at work and take the bus home instead. This causes the buses to
be full. My normal bus was over 30 minutes late and when it showed up it was completely
full (people were shoved in there like sardines). The bus driver said there
were 4 more buses right behind her that would be there in the next 15 minutes.
After another 30 minutes and no bus in sight I finally called MH and asked if
he would pick me up in an adjacent town if I take a different bus. He was
running on 3 hours of sleep and working midnights this week. I love him so much
for not complaining once about it (I think it helped that I was bawling when he
picked me up lol). I had to wait another 30 minutes for him to show up to the
other park and ride. That was when I started shivering so bad. To give you an
idea, I usually get home around 4:30 but last night I didn’t get home till
7:30. I feel like shit today. I feel like I ran a marathon yesterday.