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  • 2nd beta was 5.  3rd loss in 4 months.  I feel so defeated right now.  
    Me: 32  H: 32
    Married: 4/5/13

    "You know that place between sleep and awake, 
    that place where you can still remember dreaming?
    That's where I will always love you.  
    That's where I'll be waiting."
    ~Peter Pan 

    *TW*
    BFP #1: 11/12/12  EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13
    BFP #2: 10/29/17   MMC dx @ 9 weeks
    BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
    BFP #4: 3/2/18  MC 3/9/18
    RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
    BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl  :'(
    Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
    BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19  <3  Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 
    dpjennifer
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  • Oh no @coco2787, that's awful. I can't imagine what you're going through. Please take care of yourself <3 
    coco2787
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  • @coco2787 I'm so sorry :(  Will you be able to see your doctor or RE?
    coco2787
  • @coco2787 I’m so sorry.  Hugs to you
    coco2787
  • @coco2787 so sorry this keeps happening. Thanking of you.
    coco2787
  • Aw man @coco2787 I'm so sorry
    coco2787
  • I’m so sorry @coco2787.  How completely sh*tty and unfair.  Take care of yourself. ❤️
    coco2787
  • @coco2787 I am so sorry. I was really hoping for a better outcome for you. Loss is so unfair. Thinking of you. 
    Me: 35 I DH: 38
    *TW loss and children mentioned*
    DD:2006 | Dx: Unexplained Secondary Infertility | DS: 2011

    TFAS since 2012

    Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C
    Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
    May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
    Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
    Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
    Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
    Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
    Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen  
    Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
    Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201  Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715 U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125!
    EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
    My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019 <3 

    coco2787
  • @bakerstreetboys my doctor is supposed to call me today at some point and I'll see what she says, but I am most likely going to be making an RE appointment.  
    Me: 32  H: 32
    Married: 4/5/13

    "You know that place between sleep and awake, 
    that place where you can still remember dreaming?
    That's where I will always love you.  
    That's where I'll be waiting."
    ~Peter Pan 

    *TW*
    BFP #1: 11/12/12  EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13
    BFP #2: 10/29/17   MMC dx @ 9 weeks
    BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
    BFP #4: 3/2/18  MC 3/9/18
    RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
    BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl  :'(
    Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
    BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19  <3  Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 
    bakerstreetboys
  • coco2787  I'm so sorry. RPL is so cruel. I hope you can get in to see an RE and get RPL testing. Hopefully yours will actually show something and you can get it 'fixed' and get your rainbow!
    coco2787
  • @coco2787 I'm just so sorry. 


  • rowedking6rowedking6 member
    edited March 2018
    10 dpo, I've been isolating, not even wanting to be on here...I can't even believe I haven't peed on a single stick, until today. I wouldn't have probably gone to buy any either but I had to take my daughter to the clinic today. Used to work at this clinic so they are friends and know about the mc and post-partum crap I've been dealing with. 
    Well, I went for it. Asked if I could poas....BFP! Except, I didn't feel elated....jeepers, what's wrong with me. My Dr's nurse just called now and said Congratulations, and I said I can't believe I'm not more excited. She assured me it was totally normal and called me in my progesterone rx of one tablet bid thru 12 weeks. Praying for a sticky, rainbow baby. For ALL OF us! 
    whit789thshaw
  • @rowedking6 congrats! FX this is your take home baby! 
  • Thank you @Kath525, I appreciate that! 
  • @rowedking6 congratulations and fx for you. I totally get the job excited part. After 3 MC I'm scared to death to see that bfp. Try to breathe and embrace the now. Today you are pregnant! 
  • @rowedking6 congrats! I agree with @40momma remember that today you are pregnant and try to be excited about today.  
  • Yes @40momma and @Mack2342, amen. You're exactly right. Speaking life over this pregnancy, this baby, into all of you...thank you for your kindness
  • Congrats @rowedking6!! That's fantastic news! Completely understand not being elated yet, I'm sure anyone in this part of the forum will be able to relate. Hoping this is it for you!

    @kikimi83 Congrats on the promotion! I bet a new job means a bfp is just around the corner too!
  • @rowedking6 Yay! Congratulations. Hoping you have a happy, and uneventful, 9 mos!

    @kikimi83 Congrats on the new job! Hope this is the start of more exciting news for you.

    AFM, 8dpo (10post-trigger) and just barely holding on to my sanity. 
  • I got cut off... AND @kikimi83 I’m the job!
  • 12 DPO and temp drop today although I woke up at 4am and laid in bed for a while before I took temp so not sure how accurate but I’m pretty sure I will be out 
  • @Mack2342 i hate temp drops... FX it was just a fluke because of the timing.
  • 6dpo and I have very, very little spotting. I know it probably doesn’t mean anything, but the only time ever I’ve previously had spotting at this point in my cycle was when I was pregnant. Either the universe has a cruel sense of humor, or this could be the start of something. Pretty sure it’s nothing, but I’m still going to drive myself crazy for the next week or so. 
  • @Kath525 if still a drop tomorrow I will know I’m out for sure 

    @grebretso FX it’s for good reason!
    grebretso
  • @Mack2342 Hopefully it's back up tomorrow morning
    @grebretso Fx for you!
    @rowedking6 Congratulations!  Fx for a H&H 9 months.  I totally get the lack of excitement at first.
    @kikimi83 Congrats on the new job!  A sign of good things to come hopefully :)

    I'm 9DPO and usually driving myself BSC symptom spotting by now.  But there are no symptoms to obsess over.  None.  Hmm, maybe no symptoms is a symptom?!  Sigh.  Rolling my eyes at myself.  I'l probably POAS tomorrow morning even though I expect a BFN.  I wish loss didn't mess with my cycles so much.  As least before them I was pretty regular and knew what to expect.  
    grebretsorowedking6
  • Ugh, @Mack2342... hopefully it will bounce back up?  

    @grebretso FK!  I had some weird spotting for no reason for about two cycles after my MC I’d say... but implantation bleeding happens, too!  I hope that’s it!
    grebretso
  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    edited March 2018
    Temp back up above coverline.  I will take cheap test again today and FRER tomorrow and if negative I will stop progesterone and wait for AF 

    cheap test is BFN I’m sure FRER probably won’t be any different tomorrow but I will feel better stopping progesterone if I take it 
    Kath525dpjennifer
  • @Mack2432 Hoping for you!
  • @Mack2432 my temp went back up today, and I swear I had a tiny bit of spotting yesterday. So obvs.  Implantation and I'm totally preggers! Sigh, cue more bsc than i can handle right now! Fingers crossed you just tested to early! How many dpo are you? 
    Kath525rowedking6
  • @dpjennifer I’m 13 DPO so I’m sure it’s pretty accurate.  FX for you!   How many DPO are you? 
  • @cassafrass15 ahhhhh!! FX so hard! Grow sticky bean grow! Wishing you the healthiest and happiest 9 months!! Keep us updated on your betas!
  • Sorry @Mack2342.
    I'm 11 dpo, so still fairly early.
  • yay @cassafrass15 FX for you!  Keep us updated <3 
    Me: 32  H: 32
    Married: 4/5/13

    "You know that place between sleep and awake, 
    that place where you can still remember dreaming?
    That's where I will always love you.  
    That's where I'll be waiting."
    ~Peter Pan 

    *TW*
    BFP #1: 11/12/12  EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13
    BFP #2: 10/29/17   MMC dx @ 9 weeks
    BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
    BFP #4: 3/2/18  MC 3/9/18
    RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
    BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl  :'(
    Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
    BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19  <3  Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 
  • grebretsogrebretso member
    edited March 2018
    @cassafrass15 We definitely share the same weakness! I like to think of myself as a fairly normal and rational person, but that all apparently goes straight out the window during TWW. 

    Congrats on the BFP!!! I’m so happy for you, I hope this is the beginning of a wonderful and uneventful 9 months! 
  • @cassafrass15 congrats!  FX for good betas

    @dpjennifer hopefully that’s good sign for you!!!
  • Congrats @cassafrass15! I have very good feelings about March  :)
    rowedking6
  • @cassafrass15 Congrats!  Fx that the lines get darker and your betas are positive!
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