Ladies, I'm heartbroken. US today did not go well. Baby was measuring around 7wks and did not have a heartbeat.
Aside from heartbreak, I think I am feeling relatively okay. As painful as it is, I know the statistics. I know it was un-preventable and completely not my fault. We plan to try again as soon as I feel ready (which i hope will be soon) because there is a baby waiting for us, I'm certain. I think most of my sadness is that the life I envisioned is just that much further away then expected. Because I'm having no signs that natural MC is nearing, I have opted to have the surgical procedure, it is scheduled for tomorrow. If anyone has some insight/experience they can share, please feel free to PM me.
I will miss you, it's been a great few months. I wish you all nothing but the best and hope you all continue to have uneventful pregnancies and beautiful babes in Sept (or late Aug/early Oct).
Sending you all love